' new crush, high school love againÂ
the rush of slumber party kissingÂ
donât touch, iâd never cross that lineÂ
so i pushed you down a million times '
.đ„ Ę Ëđžââ .⊠2.8k . ellie williams, nsfw, bff!ellie, loser!ellie, fem!reader, ellie has a crush on you, sub!ellie, makeout session, oral + fingering (e receiving), choking slightly not really idk, shy + needy + touchstarved ellie, heavily inspired by that one dellie scene, men and minors dni!
đ/đ âžâž i wrote this sleep deprived at like 4-5 am. i have also never written smut in my entire life but someone on here said we need more sub ellie and i woke up to post for the first time in over a year to deliver. youâre welcome. im not so good at writing in english either since its not my first language. i know for a fact i did not write the dialogue correctly and use proper grammar and punctuation but any mistakes ive made are between me and god. enjoy!
You and Ellie were the kind of friends where you could just talk about everything and nothing. Your conversations always flowed so smoothly you were able to move from topic to topic without even realizing it. So youâre not quite sure how youâve landed on this topic in particular.Â
âI mean, Iâd like to think Iâm pretty good. No complaints yet.â you say, mindlessly messing with a loose thread on your pillowcase.Â
âWell, maybe theyâve just been too scared to tell you that you suck.â Ellie teases, a shit-eating grin on her face as she watches you roll your eyes at her response.Â
âShut up.â You shove her lightly, pretty offended even though you can tell sheâs just messing with you.Â
âIâm just saying, have you ever asked if youâre any good?â
âNo! I canât just ask someone if Iâm a good kisser or not. Thatâs too, I dunno, desperate.âÂ
âWell then I guess youâll never know. Youâll continue to terrorize people with your terrible kissing.â
âOkay then, asshole. You think youâre an expert or something?â Ellie can practically see the steam coming out of your ears as you grow more annoyed with her, and a part of her finds it amusing.Â
The other part of her is trying not to think about you kissing somebody else. She feels a small pit in her stomach, jealous that seemingly everybody but her gets a piece of you in that way.Â
You clicked immediately when she first moved to Jackson, attached at the hip since then. Sheâs tried and failed many times to push down her feelings for you. She fears ruining her friendship with you more than anything, so sheâs kept her little crush to herself for years despite it killing her slowly on the inside.Â
Ellieâs ears burn up at the idea that she, of all people, would be an expert on kissing. Sheâs only ever been with one other girl, and it didnât last very long. She was far from being an expert on this. But Ellie wouldnât be Ellie if she didnât commit to the bit, wanting to tease you further just to see you get worked up.Â
âNo complaints yet.â She lets out a breathy laugh, echoing your own words.Â
âOkay then, why donât you tell me?âÂ
âWhat?â Ellieâs stomach drops, not sure if sheâs hallucinating or misinterpreting your words.Â
âTell me if Iâm a good kisser or not. Youâll be honest with me, right?â you ask, your tone a little too serious for Ellieâs liking.Â
âIââ she fumbles with her words. âI canât tell if youâre joking or not.â She laughs nervously, her heart pounding in her chest as she realizes the implications of what you're asking.Â
âI'm dead serious. Rate me on a scale of one to ten.âÂ
Ellie pauses, eyeing you. She still doesnât know if sheâs hallucinating or not.Â
âIt doesnât have to be weird,â you add.Â
She takes a moment to think it over. She genuinely is terrified of making things awkward between the two of you, valuing your friendship more than a silly crush. On the other hand, she isnât exactly complaining about the opportunity to kiss you. Itâs all sheâs ever been able to think about for years. Is it selfish? Maybe. But sheâs been craving you for so long; she finds herself nodding yes before she realizes it.Â
âOkay,â you say, scooching closer.Â
âOkay,â she responds, meeting you in the middle.Â
âNo bullshit, be honest with me,â you warn, getting increasingly nervous. But youâve gotten this far, thereâs no point in backing out now.Â
Ellie is damn near trembling in anticipation. She knows this has gone too far for just two friends, but sheâs wanted this for so long she canât really bring herself to care about that right now.Â
âI swear,â she says, subconsciously already leaning in slightly.
Youâre now both sitting crisscross on your bed, facing each other. It takes you both a second to get your giggles and jitters out, Ellie leaning forward to rest her forehead on your shoulder as she giggles nervously. As she brings her head back up, your faces are mere centimeters apart. You make direct eye contact before finally ripping the bandaid off and connecting your lips to hers.Â
Ellie immediately feels electricity go up her spine, the butterflies in her stomach going haywire as she melts into the kiss. She isnât sure what to do with her hands, fisting the fabric of your bedsheets with both hands at her sides.Â
Your right hand instinctively comes up and rests on the side of her soft neck, almost holding her in place. Ellie sighs into the kiss with that small gesture, gripping the sheets at her side even harder as your soft lips move against hers.Â
You donât let it go on for more than ten seconds, for fear of pushing her too far and making it awkward. Ellie is a little disappointed when you pull away, but she doesnât say anything. She takes a deep breath, blinking a few times as she regains her composure before finally meeting your gaze. Sheâs very clearly flustered, a light pink blush dusting her freckled face.Â
âWell? Rate that. Scale of one to ten?â you inquire, and for a second Ellie forgot that was the point of this whole ordeal in the first place.Â
She takes a moment to think. Well, overthink. Would it be weird if she gave her best friend a ten? Would that seem too kiss-assy? Would that make you uncomfortable? Would you look at her differently if she liked it a little too much? Is it obvious how much she liked it? But isnât that the score you wanted if you were doing this in the first place?Â
You can almost see the gears turning in her head as she struggles to find an appropriate answer that doesnât let you know she enjoyed that probably more than she shouldâve.Â
âMmmm. Like a six out of a ten.âÂ
Wrong answer. She immediately regrets it the second it comes out of her mouth. She chews her bottom lip as she watches you process that information.Â
âFuck you." is all you can manage to say in a flat tone, rolling your eyes and shoving her slightly.Â
âHey! What?â Ellie plays dumb, panicking internally at how badly that backfired.Â
âI told you to be honest!â you groan, already regretting how this is playing out. Youâre starting to wish youâd stayed curious.Â
âI was being honest!â she retaliates, knowing full well that sheâs lying to your face. She wouldâve given it fifteen out of ten if she could. But she canât tell you that.Â
Frustrated, youâre determined to prove her wrong. You were definitely better than a six, and a part of you feels like sheâs lying just to mess with you. If only you knew. Without much thought, you lean in and connect your lips once more.Â
Ellie is caught off guard, but she isnât complaining in the slightest. She can feel the difference in this kiss compared to your first. This oneâs a bit sloppier, uncoordinated, and desperate. She manages to sneak her tongue in, which you accept gratefully. You pull away too soon for her liking, Ellie pouting slightly.Â
Her pupils are blown, her lips slightly swollen and pink, and the flush across her face is a shade darker. She looks absolutely ruined, and it sends an electric jolt straight to your core. The energy is now drastically different. You went from just being curious about your performance, confiding in your best friend about it without thinking about what it might lead to. Youâre not complaining, though. By now, youâve both fully committed to the shift in tone.Â
âEight out of ten,â she says softly, knowing the reaction itâll get out of you.Â
âAn eight? Really?â you ask, getting closer to her without even fully realizing it.Â
âMhm.â She just hums quietly, acting so sure of herself, not taking her eyes off of you as she begins to lean back in as well. You connect your lips once more just as your right hand slides up her tummy and then her chest before wrapping it around her neck. Itâs not hard enough to obstruct her airway, but the soft pressure on her sensitive neck is enough to make her whimper.Â
Feeling bold, your free hand sneaks its way down between her legs. She instantly jerks as you gently stroke her clothed folds, a testament to how thin her pajama shorts are. She whines as you pull back once more, a thin line of saliva still connecting your swollen lips.
âTen?â you simply ask. Her eyes flutter as she looks up at you with her cute, droopy lids. Her pink lips are parted in awe as she struggles to find words.Â
âYeah,â is all she can manage to whimper out, eager to continue. Her back is pressed onto the soft pillows as you gently guide her to lie down. She looks at you as if youâve hung the moon and stars, your hair fanning out like a curtain above you both as you lean back down to capture her lips once more.Â
Her legs instinctively part as you settle in between them, your left arm reaching over to grab her thigh, pressing her up against you. You pull back, and Ellie pouts, but you make up for it by kissing her cheek. And then her jawline, and then down her neck. Sheâs breathless, basically panting as you continue to kiss down her shivering frame. You gently pull her shirt up to expose her tummy, placing soft kisses down her happy trail. Sheâs squirming under you, whimpering as you continue lower.Â
âThis okay, Els?â You look up at her through your dark eyelashes, searching her face for any sign of discomfort. The last thing you want to do is push her too far beyond her boundaries.Â
âMhm, yeah, fuck,â she pants out, trembling with anticipation. âMore than okay. Please. Keep going,â she practically begs, and it brings a smile to your face. Youâve never seen her like this, and itâs utterly adorable how worked up she is.Â
Your fingers hook onto the waistband of her navy blue pajama shorts, pulling them down agonizingly slow. Neither of you knows if this will ever happen again, so you decide to savor this for as long as you can. She lifts her hips up slightly to help you pull them down, and you toss them aside on your bedroom floor.Â
Ellie chews on her lip as you do the same thing to her underwear; a thick line of her arousal connecting to the center of her boxers sticks as you pull them off. Her legs instinctively close as you throw them to the side as well, suddenly feeling shy at how exposed she is.Â
You gently pry her legs open, mouth watering at the sight. Her exposed cunt is dripping in anticipation, clenching around nothing.Â
âFuck. So pretty, Els.â you whisper, and all she can do is moan softly in response. Ellieâs entire body jerks as you gently thumb over her sensitive clit, her toes curling. Sheâs never been touched like this. Never so intimately before, always being the one to give and never the one to take. She feels like she might perish on the spot.Â
âYou okay?â you inquire as your fingers are completely coated with Ellieâs slick, still wanting to check in to make sure youâre not crossing any boundaries. Itâs almost annoying how attentive you are, but Ellieâs heart still melts at how sweet it is.Â
âYeah, yes.â She gulps, eyes fluttering shut as your fingers tease her dripping entrance. She doesnât know how to make it any clearer to you that sheâs very much okay with this.
âPlease,â she whispers, her core aching as you continue to tease her. Your fingers dip in only up to your tips before taking them out, her hips bucking at the feeling of the slightest pressure on her gummy walls.Â
It is pretty fun teasing her and watching her squirm, but youâre both starting to grow impatient. Her aching cunt is just begging for your mouth, and you waste no more time as you settle on your tummy between her legs.Â
Her left hand immediately comes down to grip onto your hair lightly. Her eyes flutter shut as she throws her head back into the soft pillow, gasping at the feeling of your warm tongue swiping up and down her needy slit. You tease her for a few seconds more before finally focusing all your attention on her swollen clit.
Her grip tightens on your hair. You alternate between sharp licks with the tip of your tongue and gentler ones with the flat of it, trying to figure out what she likes best. Sheâs incredibly loud, which wasnât expected. She doesnât hold back as she whines, her entire body tensing up. Sheâs feverishly hot in between her legs, and youâre completely drunk on her as youâre surrounded by her rich, earthy taste and scent.Â
You groan as she pulls onto your scalp, the vibrations of your mouth making her whimper. She feels a little bad, loosening her grip on your hair and gently petting your head to fix the tousled mess back into place. You pull away for a moment with a soft smile, her arousal coating your pink lips along with your own saliva dripping down your chin.Â
She pouts, clenching around nothing at the sudden loss of contact. But sheâs pleasantly surprised at the feeling of two fingers slipping in, curling up into that special spot that leaves her breathless.Â
âFuuuuuck, y/n,â she whines, her eyes squeezing shut. Sheâs already shaking, dangerously close now.Â
âNo, no. Fuck. That feelsââ she pants, unable to form a single coherent thought. She doesnât need words; the way her creamy slick is coating the base of your fingers tells you everything you need to know.Â
âFeeling good, babe?âÂ
She quickly nods, whining as your fingers press up deeper into her velvety walls.Â
âFeels s' fucking goodââ she pants, legs trembling. Her eyes roll to the back of her skull as you bring your mouth down once more. Your skilled fingers along with your warm tongue on her aching bud are all too much for her, tears pricking her eyes at the overwhelming pleasure.Â
Itâs not long before she reaches her peak, her orgasm ripping through her body. She whines loudly, her voice jumping up a few octaves as she continues to ride it out. Her hips grind harshly upward, chasing the feeling for as long as she can as you continue to fuck her through it.Â
Your fingers are coated in her creamy slick, pulling them out slowly as she finally starts to calm down. Her chest is heaving, her pupils blown wide as she struggles to catch her breath.
You just watch her come down from her high, a satisfied smile on your face, almost proud of how easily you were able to make her snap. When she comes to, she suddenly feels shy. Her legs instinctively close, face burning when she realizes how dumb she must look right now.Â
âYou alright, Els?â you ask softly, your dry hand coming up to gently cup her cheek, thumbing across her bottom lip. The overwhelming aftertaste is still coursing through her body, paired with how sweet youâre being, making her eyes well up with tears, attempting to blink them away.Â
âYou did so good, my love. Such a good girl for me,â you coo, lying down and pulling her closer. She brings her head to rest on your shoulder, nuzzling into your neck. All she can do is breathe your scent in, fully submitted to being utterly consumed by your nurturing and gentle presence. She whines softly as your hand lovingly strokes up and down her back, chills going up her spine. Sheâs gripping onto you as she attempts to get even closer, damn near wanting to be under your skin.Â
You can feel her warm tears dampening your shirt, whispering praise in her ear. Itâs really what she needed; all she can do is release her frustration and pent-up emotions, feeling so safe in your presence to do so.Â
She sobers up after a few minutes of this, sitting up a bit to meet your gaze. Your hand comes up to cup her cheek, pulling her in and connecting your lips to hers. She melts into it, the last of her tears drying up. You pull away for a second to grab your water bottle on the nightstand, handing it over to her. She accepts it gratefully, practically chugging the cold liquid as she hadnât realized how scratchy her throat felt from all that noise she made earlier. You just watch, rubbing her back lovingly.Â
âRate that on a scale of one to ten.âÂ