Its ok now covid, you can go now....
If this hellish virus don’t disappear soon I will go crazy!!!
I’m actually an introvert, but now after over a year with socially distancing I CRAVE some social interaction with other than my hubby and son... TOO MUCH boy humor, TOO MUCH mess, TOO MUCH loneliness....
YES LONELINESS, I live with two computer geeks.. for a year I have mostly been sitting alone on my comfy chair and read books after books.... I usually see my boys during dinnertime or if theres some shopping to be done or my son need help with homework.
And speak of housework....... Since theres restrictions at play now and you can’t have visitors in your home, the housework is kind of.. lacking, come on..... before covid, I demolished the dust bunnies, but now??? Why bother if the dust bunnies start to snap at my feet? Its not that I have let it all go, but Im not a maniac after covid took away the possibilities for surprise visitors from friends and family...
I would like to say that because of all the restrictions and shops and malls have been closed (exept from food, pharmacy and the essentials) that the economy for us at home have been improved.. in one way it has, but oh boy.. it have opned up the wonders of..... ONLINE SHOPPING..... so its a toss up really....
But most of all, Even if Im an introvert, I miss people, I miss traveling (London, I MISS YOU), I miss going to cafees and sit down and people watch, I miss visiting my family, I miss my volunteer work, I miss my art classes, I miss to be able to not cringe if someone is too close to me or I hear someone sneeze.. I HATE the layer of seriousness and fear that have decended upon us...
I HOPE that day when our lives can go back to normal comes soon.. Im on the edge of crazywille, the days are surreal and empty. Its like the world is on stand-still...
