Heartbreak
I am an emotional retard, And poetry is boring, I am a writer’s bleeding soul, A character of modern day pornography, And life is wearing the rubber, I am a poet’s last tear, And a killer’s masked fear, I am Akil, son to the sun, formed at the climax of perverted pleasures, They say only after disaster can we be resurrected, awake, So I chose to dub this piece, HEARTBREAK!! In the world I see-you are a bleeding elf irked by the tall trees of amazon forest, In ruins, You will climb, the wrist-thick pines towering above you, dripping a corrosive mixture of blood and sweat, And when you look down, you will see your crazy ex girlfriend that lost her mind zipping and unzipping you, lonely, Abandoned in an abandoned super-highway, Waving the middle finger!!! Emotionally drained, you will jump, Letting it all go, the love, the sex, the first kiss, You will fall fast, letting it all behind, The pain, the arguments, the cigarette puff that formed a skull figure, You will alas! Be free, Free from the yin and the yang battles, Of pain and pleasure, For freedom is only found when all hope is lost, And when your mind’s volume is raised and the whole world is put on mute, You will hear a voice, quoting a favourite movie of yours, “We have no great war, no great depression, Our great war - is a spiritual war, Our great depression is our own lives,” And you’re not your job, your not how much money you have in your account, you’re not your handsome or beautiful face, you’re the horny harmless tiny little fly stuck in a beehive hoping to get laid… No matter how much you try to buzz your way to sexual pleasures, It will always sting because you will never be that bee, Just like sticking feathers up your ass doesn’t make you a chicken!! I am the Queens boyfriend, A predator disguised as a house-pet, And she, She is a millennium flick, a blockbuster, She is a swordfish, She exists in a world beyond our world, What we only fantasise, she does, She is a driven unflinching, calculating machine who takes what she wants when she wants and disappears, She is heartbreak and I am a poet disguised as her cold sweat!! He said, “we are done!!! Self improvement is masturbation and self destruction is celibacy, So I’ll let you do you, and you let me do me” She looked at him, straight into his pale,life drained red eyes and replied, “Wrong my love, you will watch the whole world do me, queuing for a piece of the diamond, for self improvement is realisation of inner strength, and power and self destruction is realisation you had all that in a mate and you let go, and love, your heart just fell victim to a classic saying, sometimes you have to break the eggs to make an omelette.” With a smirk on his face, he replied, “listen little miss sunshine, emotion has always made you witty with words, Evolve, let the chips fall where they may, And in May, come what May, I may be the redundant statement found in in Oliver Twist’s shrill voice, Extra, Extra, Extra!! Read all about it!! Front-page!! Let not your pain lead you to your destruction, Have you watched the movie Dark Knight? I’m helping you die young before you live long enough to be the villain,” “True,” she replied, “Emotion has always made me witty, as it is my first name, so you fell in love with my first name and not me, for if you did your research, less is my second name, Emotion-less is this package, And for once I will do what I should have done a long time ago, live my name, so I leave you to soak in misery of your own doings,I leave you to rot in your own decomposition, let the odour linger longer than my middle finger, Adios, human cloned from hades sweat, Yours truly Emotion Less” I am pain, A poet’s inflamed sense of rejection, The grim reaper’s kiss, I am an emotional retard, And poetry is boring, I am a writer’s bleeding soul, A character of modern day pornography, And life is wearing the rubber, I am a poet’s last tear, And a killer’s masked fear, I am Akil, son to the sun, formed at the climax of perverted pleasures, Riddle me this, if she played her cards so well, with a poker-face, And still won the lottery, then, I am the darkness before dawn, The pain before birth, The struggle before success, The freedom after love, I am HEARTBREAK, Embrace me!!
