Kryptonite

and my ghost friend ❤️

[emerald-kryptonite]

I look at you while you're cooking. Hair tied up. A rogue hair strand of your hair falls in your eyes. You laugh and look at me asking me to get it off your face. I fix your hair and try to fight this feeling. I want to hug you from the back. Hold you as you're making dinner. And rest my head on your shoulder. "Why are you looking at me like that?" You ask. "I just zoned out" I reply and you shrug. Oh my love how can you not know how beautiful you are?

[emerald-kryptonite]

I wonder if your heart beats for me in the same mine does for you.

[drunk-vampire]

Haunted by ghosts of what could have been,

bleeding by the grasp of what was

Truly a puppet to my own demise,

I'm shackled by my own lies in this room

Staring as the ceiling lowers

In my mind, pain and rage are tangled

Dancing to a turbulent symphony of unspoken blues

The weight of unshed tears, like a heavy cloak

The lightbulb flickers scared to shed anymore light to this eerie scene

Lost in the labyrinth of my own design,

Wandering through the corridors, looking at the broken portraits of people I loved

The echoes of regrets, guiding me like a haunting choir

Nearly insane waltzing to the sound of my own lies

Torn between what was and what could be

Promises and broken words carry the scent of whiskey and regret

As fragments of my soul mix with the shattered glass on the floor of my bedroom

The lightbulb flickers one last time before the stage goes dark

A final curtain falls

[emerald-kryptonite]

hoping for the best but envying the worst

[emerald-kryptonite]

If you ever felt something too, I don't want to know.

e.k.

[emerald-kryptonite]

Here I am at 3am, trying to get over you. And you were never even mine.

[emerald-kryptonite]

One last glass of tears and wine

To the right people in the wrong time,

To the pretty poems with the bad rhyme,

To the books with the unfinished ending line,

To the stars to dim to shine,

To the part of your heart that will never be mine.

[emerald-kryptonite]

You're the only proof that love exists

[emerald-kryptonite]

I would live through all eternity just to prove that there will never be anyone else for me but you.

e.k.

[emerald-kryptonite]

I want to sleep with you. I don't want to have sex. I want you to sleep with your head on my chest. And I want to wrap my arms around you and hold you all night. I want to close my eyes and be vulnerable to you. I want our hearts to beat close to each other. I want to hold you until you feel safe and have the calmest sleep.

[emerald-kryptonite]

I mean I'd also like to fuck u while blasting Chase Atlantic but yeah that too.

[emerald-kryptonite]

I want to sleep with you. I don't want to have sex. I want you to sleep with your head on my chest. And I want to wrap my arms around you and hold you all night. I want to close my eyes and be vulnerable to you. I want our hearts to beat close to each other. I want to hold you until you feel safe and have the calmest sleep.

[emerald-kryptonite]

Not to be dramatic but I would die for you.

[emerald-kryptonite]

Sorry I didn't break the kiss earlier.

It's just that our lips were holding the world together.

[dearestjoe]

BREAK THE KISS EARLIER ??!!

[emerald-kryptonite]

I want to run my hand through your hair. Your tangled, messy hair. I want to kiss your scars and stretch marks. Hold you and run my fingertips all over your every perfect imperfection. I love you. I love you the way you should love yourself.

[emerald-kryptonite]

You're the kind of person who doesn't need people. And I'm the kind of person people don't need.

[emerald-kryptonite]

You aren't even mine, yet I'm so afraid to lose you

[emerald-kryptonite]

You wipe your teary eyes and say "I've got this, I will make it next time". But, oh my love,you are doing so good.