bronwe athan harthad

;; ENDURANCE BEYOND HOPE "god's favorite! isn't that what they used to call a king's mistress? or his catamite. his favorite?" there was an ugly laugh. "my life has a certain amusing symmetry if viewed with sufficient detachment." "in the dream, she made me seneschal, and gave me a place in her royal house. and all regard me with reverence; for I did drink from the chalice of true belief. and it set me free..." esther (fronting: helena). early 30s. she/they. 🇵🇷 & white. converting to judaism. from the usa, but my irish heritage is very important to me.📚(15/35) 📖 falling kingdoms ➳ morgan rhodes ; 🎶take me away ➳ globuszionists, terfs, prolifers, racists are blocked on sight.

[emiliosandozsequence]

esther. 30s. any. 🇵🇷&🍀. pisces. infj. melancholic. 📖 falling kingdoms ➳ morgan rhodes || fronting: helena web weaves / moodboards / gifs / screencaps / quotes

i'm a sickly victorian bibliophile ghost living in the city. i have irish heritage & am part puerto rican; both are very important to me. the sparrow duet by mary doria russell is also very important to me. heaven knows what (2014) is my biggest comfort film at the moment.

i love score music, reading, fantasy/scifi, writing, (irish) dancing, playing the violin, singing, saints, space, embroidery, trauma narratives, animals, & fictional tragedy in any form. i was raised christian, but i'm currently in the process of converting to judaism.

people tell me i'm psychic, but i think i'm just really perceptive & intuitive. i'm chronically ill & disabled & mostly bedbound & homebound. i'm also a system with other mental illnesses & complex trauma. my other name i go by when boys are fronting is emilio. my husband is my caretaker when he's home. my friends are my family 💕

there's a lot of things that are important to me and i post and talk about all of them on here!! 💕🫶✨ my current hyperfixations are reading & writing!!

letterboxd / substack / spotify / storygraph / goodreads / pinterest / kinlist / me / mutuals can ask for my discord!!

[emiliosandozsequence]

thinking i might finally get around to reading my andrew joseph white books after i finish falling kingdoms

[coryopureasdrivensnow]

@coveysmystery ✨🌹

𓂃 𓈒❤︎

[angelwithakn1fe]

[muddyswirls]

[emiliosandozsequence]

you know it's serious when i like all the quotes for a book on its goodreads page

[emiliosandozsequence]

you know it's really serious when i start creating specific tags for every character, location, and group of people in a book

[cerylune]

A Cerylune for honse year.

[toshsato]

I’m not on the ship. I’m in the ship. I am the ship. River. River’s gone. Then who exactly are we talking to? You’re talking to Serenity. And Early? Serenity is very unhappy.

edit (since they’ve found this gifset somehow): transphobes, terfs, transmeds, conservatives DNI

[astrolabenoir]

[angel-b-torture]

[emiliosandozsequence]

amadeus (1984) dir. miloš forman / pieta by sir anthony van dyck / the count of monte cristo, alexandre dumas / unknown / the selected plays of hélène cixous, 'the perjured city', hélène cixous / unfailing love by house of maria / the blood poems, 'poem for my beloved', jessica helen lopez

[usausa-art]

「summer’s end」

[emiliosandozsequence]

i want to read something tragic and defy the night does Not seem to be giving that from what i've read online

[emiliosandozsequence]

WILD CARD: i'm finally going to reread and finish the falling kingdoms series which i started years ago when the second book came out

[emiliosandozsequence]

i want to read something tragic and defy the night does Not seem to be giving that from what i've read online

[germanpostwarmodern]

Neue Pinakothek (1975-81) in Munich, Germany, by Alexander von Branca

[endiness]

[r41nyd4ysworld]

Why is it that when racism occurs in fandom spaces, in independent media, that y’all keep calling people weird for reacting strongly to it? Y’all really think you’re doing something when you pull that dingy “there’s real world problems to deal with” excuse out your ass just to shut up people rightfully wanting justice and feeling comfortable with their media.

It was real when y’all dressed up in cosplays, and made fan art, and went to conventions, and got to interact with your faves through their social platforms…but suddenly when bigotry is involved, it’s not that big of a deal.

Let me rephrase what y’all are trying to say: POC don’t get to have fandom. We don’t get to have media. That part of the real world is something we’re not allowed to touch. It’s the one space that discrimination and prejudice will always thrive, because you refuse to acknowledge the layers of racism for what they are.

I think people should be just as critical of fandom spaces and their bigotry as they would the real world. You should treat these scandals of people saying slurs, of outright refusing to hire POC for certain roles, and whatever the fuck else these companies decide to facilitate and be complicit in as hate crimes, as segregation, as RACISM. You should see these behaviors and patterns of behavior as indicative of something in the real world, because we all exist in the real world, and these things don’t leave us just because we put on a quirky username.