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when i tell you prolife doctors are evil, i mean that shit

#there was a woman who gave me a breast exam for literally no reason at all with my ex in the room once she found out i wanted an abortion #i wasn’t even there for anything to do with my breasts and she just made me take my shirt off and gave me a breast exam apropos of nothing #like that woman was the devil i swear to g-d #i fucking hope she drowns #txt

all doctors are bastards!! All Doctors Are Bastards!! ALL DOCTORS ARE BASTARDS!! ALL DOCTORS ARE BASTARDS!! ALL DOCTORS ARE BASTARDS!!

ALL DOCTORS ARE BASTARDS!!

#i probably should go to the ER #but i’ve told robyn not to take me unless i pass out and he can’t wake me up bc i’m terrified of how they’ll treat me there #this is bc of the horrifically ableist past experiences i’ve had #ER doctors are some of the worst people alive i s2g #i’ll never forget the time one of them was condescending to me about the back pain i was having the whole time i was there #i was in such severe pain i couldn’t move and she made me walk down the hall just to prove i was lying #never mind that she literally forced me and i was limping the whole time #i hope that woman dies in a fucking fire #and that’s not even considering the fact i was pregnant at the time bc my ex pressured me into sex so i wanted an abortion #and every single fucking person in the ER treated me like trash bc they were prolife #txt

sooooo. does anyone know where i can get an oxygen machine/outputter/whatever it’s called for cheap??

#like i can’t do this anymore; it’s getting to the point where struggling to breathe is a daily occurrence and it’s wearing me out #i think this is probably due to both extreme stress from medical neglect and abuse as well as just my eds doing its thing :/#txt

genuinely truly can’t think about wake up dead man without tearing up

#it’s the first time eds has ever truly been represented in literally anything ever #it makes me cry just thinking about it #txt #maybe if we raise enough awareness they’ll be more motivated to help us

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it is so inconvenient that i forget to breathe without realizing it so often that i often feel like i can hardly get air

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alas i no longer think this is just my pots and being unable to get air bc my heart is palpitating and has been for over an hour now 🤪

#my hands keep shaking and are tingling bc i can’t get enough oxygen #txt

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it is so inconvenient that i forget to breathe without realizing it so often that i often feel like i can hardly get air

#this happens most often when i’m reading #it’s so awful and i can’t tell if i’m just forgetting to breathe or if my heart is beating so irregularly that i become breathless #guess i’m a liar when i say books don’t stress me out #txt

dean fans are so stupid smdh

#except my husband and cuda; those are the only two that Get It #txt

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supernatural (2005-2020) cr. eric kripke / 'mirror traps', hera lindsay bird

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people continue to misunderstand this post so i’m just going to add it here instead of in the tags this time: this is about their similarities where it comes to their jobs. this has sooooo little to do with john abusing dean/dean experiencing SA; in fact it has nothing to do with that, and i’m actually of the opinion that, if anything, john abused sam/sam experienced SA.

i do have a post that is about johndean and john abusing dean but it isn’t this post and i made that post for my husband; not because i actually agree with it lmao

#maybe i should just delete this at this point since everyone is addicted to not getting it #self reblog