Emillya

TW : ED [she/her]

[emillya707]

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About me !

Name : emillya

age : 16

size : 154cm

Start weight : 55kg

Curent weight : 39.5kg

Goal weight : 38kg

bmi : 16.6

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Diet : Between 350 and 450cal every day

Workout 1 : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vaq7YpCwH7M&list=PLywf0fscDlSKh6DQjoEauyIgD8F4ge2sG&index=2&ab_channel=ShirlynKim

workout 2 : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bervsd2CVTs&list=PLywf0fscDlSKh6DQjoEauyIgD8F4ge2sG&index=4&ab_channel=JadeRose

walking : at least 15/20 minutes everyday

fasting : 23/1

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my spacehey : https://spacehey.com/iarmyx7

my TikTok : pumkin_._pie

[emillya707]

UPDATE : Hello everyone, I just want to say that I won't be posting anymore. I am now almost fully recovered from anorexia after spending so much time on a hospital. Rn I love myself and my body more than ever , I've gained weight but I'm so much happier and I don't have to spend all my time thinking about food. My body doesn't even hurt anymore and I've got my period back.

Recovery is worth it , even if it take times (it took 6 months for me to be almost fully recovered) ! I just hope that one day some of you are going to be ready for it !

I think I am going to uninstall Tumblr.

Byyye ! <3

[emillya707]

Guys , how do you know that all the food is gone after throwing up ?

Like how do you know when to stop ?

[maostarvs]

the WORST feeling!

[emillya707]

Omg , I was feeling guilty because I've eat a slice of cake so I tried to make myself throw up and It worked ??

I'm so happy this is the first time that I manage to make myself puke , I always thought that I just couldn't because my finger were too short !

I actually drank a lot of hot water and I started to jump and to do some squatt before going to my bathroom , then I put my finger down my throat for 15 second and I started moving them and it worked!

The problem is that I started to puke 1 hours after having eating the slice of cake so idk if my body have absorbed the calories or not...

Does anyone have tips on how to get rid of the smell ? Because it smell so bad

I'm so scared to not be able to puke again , I hope my body will let me continue to throw up 🙏

[angethestrange]

me for the past 3 years

I just want to know what its like to be skinny

[s0cksblog]

[angelbutterflies]

[elisahatescalories]

the food you craved for an hour or

the body you wanted your whole life ✨

it’s your choice…

[drainingco]

force yourself till you look sick enough to be noticed or you’re doing this all for nothing.

no one will care. no one will take you seriously. all your suffering will be completely pointless.

[deviousbluebutterfly-deactivate]

My 4Na Rules

No f00d before 12pm Three(3) we!gh-ins daily(morning, afternoon, and evening) No f00d after 7pm Do not gain more than 2.5lbs from consumption No more than two(2) diet sodas a day First cup of coffee in the AM is ALWAY with REAL sugar(T2D tip) Measure EVERYTHING by w3ight that you eat Five(5) minutes MINIMUM exercise after each "meal" Cross-log ALL c4lories on TWO(2) different apps Same with exercise ^^^ cross-log on two(2) apps WATER, WATER, WATER!!!

[emillya707]

Can someone tell me how to throw up ?? Everytime I try nothing comes out....

[posmatio]

I want to lose weight SO BAD that people start to be concerned for me. I want to be so skinny, so fragile, all bones

[bpdxbaby]

Did you know that only 6% of all people with €ds are actually underweight?

[emillya707]

What I have eat today !

- half of a croque monsieur (213 cal)

- half a peach (27 cal)

- 3 strawberry (20 cal)

- two small tomatoes (20 cal)

- 60g of carrots (49 cal)

- 2 and a half spéculos (72 cal)

Total : ~ 400 cal

Steps : 7 100

Workout : i couldn't workout because my knees were hurting

Fast : 23 hours

[emillya707]

In 3 days shcool start again and I'm terrified I'll have to sleep at my school dorm so I will have to eat 3 meals a day while a bunch of stranger are going to sit next to me , if I don't have panics attack I'll be very lucky.

[daintiidemon]

WHY DOES WL JUST GET SLOWER AND SLOWER AND SLOWER????