A White stage. This picture represents interior design for me.
Isn’t it the dream of every designer to have a black canvas and a endless budget. Or maybe not is that just the worst nightmare, to have no direction, no guide line. I don’t know but I want to have a white stage to fill up with all my ideas that are still in my head, wondering, floating around. A white stage for all the house i wanna build and all rooms i need to fill up. Its frustrating sometimes to not be able to communicate your hopes and dreams. I feel like my ideas are so good in my head and if i have to decorate a house i can see myself walking trough it but to get that across is very hard for me. I know people don’t think so highly of me. And they don't except extraordinary things of me. Because I never prove myself. But i know when I ever get the means to explain myself i will surprise people. I am just waiting patiently.
Not a lot of people know who I am. How my white stage is filled up. They don't know I write stories, poetry or scripts. That more than anything I like to act and I am not that bad at it. That I love to take the perfect picture and it makes me so happy when I do. They don’t know who I am, Because I am just recently figuring it out for myself. I am happy with myself, I just hope that the storm in my head will lay down and I can finally express myself and who I really am.












