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come backkk :'(

lol ended up granting this request by accident ! yw 👼

i feel like i always log on here towards the end of the year even if i havent been on in a while.. important to check in with previous selves before continuing on into the new year & etc

#had no idea anyone still kept up with me on this account. work #but also maybe reach out on a different platform if we know each other lol #asks #<- prev post in this tag is from SEVEN YEARS AGO truly amazing

nyc-looks

Yuri

”I am wearing a Logan Blagg mesh top, Alayna Roe garter dress, Mango boots, vintage YSL bag, and Justine Clenquet jewelry. I like mixing styles, it’s harder to be put in a box if you’re wearing every aesthetic. But really I just like anything eye catching. Most of this look is made by small designers – my favorite because they always have one of a kind pieces!”

Sep 12, 2023 ∙ East Village

#f

transfemoid

letmesleeponu4sumtime

I love to set up

mercuryfountain-deactivated2024

The straight woman is unsatisfied with straight studio porn. She wants to get off to something in which the actors actually emote and show passion beyond canned moans from the women and, at best, vacant grunts from the men. She turns to gay porn. She knows it's not "for her," but neither was the straight porn, and at least the actors look like they're enjoying themselves. And for a short while she is satiated by Sean Cody et al, but she runs into the same problems she had to begin with. She was not looking at sex but a simulacrum of sex, trapped in Plato's cave. Unsatisfied, she turned to vintage gay porn, harkening to a time when most gay bars still had darkrooms and reliably smelled of piss and Amyl Nitrate. Here was the real thing, in all its animalistic passion. But she still couldn't immerse herself in the fantasy. She wanted the media to engage with her own imagination and meet her half-way, rather than having it spoonfed to her onscreen. She turned to yaoi, with its elongated figures reminiscent of mannerist portraiture, then bara, including hardcore BDSM scenes. But the tactile sensations depicted in the pages didn't do justice to their real life counterparts. She turned deeper into her own imagination, this time reading erotica. No, not the poolside paperbacks sold at Barnes and Noble. The good shit. Why then, was she still not satisfied? She dug deeper, searching for the true meaning of eroticism. She studied the psychoanalysis of Freud, the cultural criticism of Susan Sontag the feminist poetry of Audre Lorde. She took vacation time and flew to Europe, starting at the caves of Lascaux to explore the human urge to create, then traversed the Camino de Santiago on foot, along the way meeting a 56 year old carpenter from Burgos named Andrés, with whom she had an explosive affair. They both knew it couldn't last, which made them cherish each other's touch all the more. Upon flying home, she gave up. If her search for true eroticism never bore fruit this whole time, why would it now? It would take years before she stumbled upon the answer by pure happenstance: dubstep.

sandovers

God, give us a long winter

and quiet music, and patient mouths,

and a little pride--before

our age ends.

Give us astonishment

and a flame, high, bright.

-- Adam Zagajewski

plastichome

Girlblogging while masc as a form of digital crossdressing

andren

bl33py

song of the day 155/365

thunderstruck9

Bror Lindh (Swedish, 1877-1941), Vinternatt [Winter Night]. Oil on canvas, 100 x 70 cm.

#how it feels also

petersolarz

Photography by Peter Solarz

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#how it feels indeed

hel-looks

Juho, 23

“I’m wearing Salomon MM6 hiking boots, Diesel belt, thrifted bomber, Cos shirt, Raf Simons backpack, and a random ring from someone who had left it behind at my studio – let me know if you need it! Sunglasses from London from a weird and crappy looking shop. I always love black, it is my comfort color. I was feeling a bit down after all the fashion events this week so I wanted to wear something safe, but also summery so I went for the skirt. I love a good layer, strap, and movement.”

26 May 2023, Aleksanterinkatu

hel-looks

Ervin, 35

“I’m wearing a full look from a collection I designed for a local Finnish department store chain. The shoes are Feng Cheng Wang x Converse and the sunglasses I stole from my sister. My style is mostly inspired by my mood. All day every day I think about clothes because of my work, so personally I just focus on comfort and good quality. I do my best to support fellow smaller designers and queer/BIPOC designers.”

26 May 2023, Otaniemi