I am definitely 15 possums stacked in a flesh coat

Time is an illusion and I'm just three gremlins in a trench coat. I haven't been on here in a while and its about time I update this. Holy shit I have a fiancé now. Just a chronically ill gremlin who's here to spread chaos and have some fun.

[emotional-support-hufflepuff]

I've come back from the void and have more to screech about

About me:

I'm Hayden and also answer to red

I'm 24

A chronically ill gremlin who summons what energy I can

I'm still writing and pivoting from culinary school to major in landscape architecture

Still writing when I can

Holy shit I have a fiancé now

About my blog:

Ask anything and you might get a chaotic answer in return

This blog is for everyone

I write sometimes so you might see a scene or two from an old wip I'm working on

Like heavy metal and musicals? Let's share some song recommendations to each other

[falore52]

I love friendships where they’re all at least a little bit in love with each other. Best friends in a “I’d kiss you if you asked me” way, in a way where they flirt, and it’s a joke, probably, but also not really. Platonic in a romantic way, and romantic in a way only a platonic bond could be. Schröedinger’s relationship

[shamebats]

"it's just stress" oh thank god, it's just the silent killer that slowly kills you, perfectly harmless, no need to worry

[fantasmadelaciudad]

i'll be honest thinking about las vegas makes me nauseous.

[fantasmadelaciudad]

like this shouldnt be possible.

[sillyspekter]

Every part of Vegas feels like it's pulled out of fiction and is Incredibly off-putting. It's a major city in the middle of one of the world's most inhospitable deserts

Its famous for recreating other world landmarks on a small scale. It uses this as a trap to bait people into making life ruining decisions. It's motto is essentially "never speak of what happened here". Fucked up

[valtsv]

time to make a post on tumblr. surely no one will interpret it to be as offensive and bad intentioned as possible.

[valtsv]

by talos this cant be happening

[circusheart]

I do think the post that's like "when they torture you to insanity and then torture you for being insane 😂🤣" is one of the most succinct and foundational analyses of interpersonal violence and conflict that had ever been written

[luna-azzurra]

Writers have two modes and they are "i haven't written in three weeks and i am rotting from the inside and everything feels wrong and i don't know who i am anymore" and "i wrote for four hours straight and forgot to eat and it's dark outside and when did that happen and i feel like a god" and there is nothing in between. no chill. no medium setting. just famine or feast and a very confused nervous system.

[havernel]

[malwarechips]

"i think", i say, about my own ocs, who i made,

[rosexknight]

“my headcanon is…” i say about the canon that i made about my own characters

[mynaemsophie-deactivated2026031]

reblog to bap prev with your paw

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

every time I see someone act rude, entitled or disrespectful towards a fanfic writer and/or the fics, I think the writer should be legally allowed to kill them

[shock-micro]

don't cry because it's over. attack. attack everything around you. do spin attacks

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

therapy can be expensive. archive of our own and toxic old man yaoi are forever free

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

#know your fandom history

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

[bananonbinary]

one of the hardest things to learn as a depressed former Gifted Kid™ is that half-assed is better than nothing. take the 50%, 40%, even 20% job. scrubbing your face is better than not taking a shower at all. picking up your clothes is better than never cleaning. nibbling on some bread is better than starving.

DO THINGS HALFWAY. NOW YOU’RE 100% BETTER OFF THAN YOU WERE BEFORE.

[redheadhatchet]

One of my college professors used to say “anything worth doing is worth doing poorly.”  I didn’t understand that for years because I didn’t do anything poorly, I couldn’t do anything poorly, I had to Do Everything Perfectly.

But brushing your teeth for 30 seconds is better than not brushing them at all when that 2 minutes seems exhausting.  Doing ten minutes of yoga is better than 10 minutes of sitting when 30 minutes of cardio sounds impossible.  Changing my clothes is good when a whole shower is impossible.  Standing on the porch for a few minutes is worth it after being in the house for three straight days because I don’t have the energy to go anywhere.

Anything worth doing is worth doing poorly… because doing it poorly is better than not doing it.

[resetium]

someone please hit me over the head with this post every day for like the next week thanks. a mention, a reblog with text, a message, something.

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

my toxic writing trait is imagining the scene in my head in long, full cinematic detail and then writing: “they fought. it was intense.”