Hi, guys! Let's get to know each other better?
How did your love for Athelnar begin? How long ago was it?
What captivates you most about them and makes you still love them? Maybe they give you something that is missing in life or, on the contrary, are a consolation for something from life?
What do you like besides Athelnar (other fandoms, or hobbies?) Are there any parallels in your interests or are Athelnar unique?
I remember well the moment when season 4 of Vikings was airing (2016, I think?) and there was a pause in the middle. Then the second half of the season came out, in which Ragnar returns home after 10 years of hermitage, completely broken. I already felt the reason, but I only got confirmation at the very end. When Ragnar and Ecbert discuss Athelstan. When Ragnar sees Alfred and can't contain his emotions. When he rides past Lindisfarne to his execution and smiles. I paused at such moments and sobbed uncontrollably, because it confirmed everything I thought about Athelnar, about how strong this love was. Then I realized that I would love them for many years.
It's a very complex relationship. Ragnar found a kindred spirit in him because his family didn't understand him in many ways. He was a leader, but at the same time a black sheep in society. While others were obsessed with preserving traditions, he strove for change for the greater good. Athelstan was the same. Constant doubts brought pain to Athelstan, and Ragnar always felt similar torments. They were poles apart, but somehow they relieved each other's loneliness. It's the kind of love you accept with all its complexities. But at times, it's so cozy and unconditional. Do you remember how it all started? Scary vikings burst into the monastery, killed a bunch of Athelstan's brothers, and took him into slavery. I'm always amazed how such warm feelings could arise under such strange circumstances.
I'm a fan of drama and internal conflict, and Athelnar hits the mark. I think I can probably find similar vibes with Hannigram and Narusasu... there was also an internal conflict related to murder, and there were also opposites who found something in each other that was common, brightening each other's loneliness. I also really love the trope when the loss of a loved one reshapes the character's personality or makes him very vulnerable (for example, Queliot, Dexter/Deb, XiYao from MDZS)
And of course, I love Athelnar because they're best friends. I've always missed having a close friend in my life, and they were the ones who filled that void.
When I saw some people on Tumblr actively posting about Athelnar, I realized that the fandom isn't dead and I was so happy. Thanks for your interesting headcanon posts, dude, @lovecrimeagh ❤️
I even found a really interesting friend this year, thanks to Athelnar. He's a hardworking artist who teaches me patience and calm. And he's understands so many of my interests. It's such a blessing! We ended up coming up with Athelnar Month together. I don't think I would have had the courage to do it on my own. Thank you, bro, @skogboer ❤️🩹
