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@endless-thoughtss
I just really wish the military would get that just because you talk to a counselor about not wanting to be an emotional eater and that you don’t want to become someone with an eating disorder, that is doesn’t mean that you in fact have a diagnosed eating disorder. Also, deciding that someone has suicidal ideation when they’ve never had any documented attempts or history of self harm. That would be really great.
Holy Smokes
After a long time of trying to lose weight and actually keep it off, I’ve finally found something that works.
I tried Atkins (awful), doing diet bets, youtube video workouts and I wasn’t able to maintain anything that I had lost. Granted, that might have been due to will power and making excuses for myself. Now I’ve been on Isagenix for a month. After a month on Isagenix I’ve lost over 13 pounds (168 and change to 155 flat) and 15.5 inches off my body. I’m lifting 4-6 times a week and sticking with my program. I’m hoping that after this second month of the 30 day program I can match my weight lost this month and go into maintenance mode while continuing my lifting program and finding a nutrition meal plan that fits.
I know no one really cares about this, but I’m feeling awesome and accomplished right now and needed to say something somewhere
My past two dreams have been super bizarre
First one involved me having Ryan's baby... And the second one involved me becoming best friends with a kid who hasn't talked to me since 8th grade and made it a point to ignore me... So I'm all over the place right now.
One day my boyfriend will be the one to initiate a conversation
I just want to figure this out. I want you to figure out what you're feeling. Right now, I'm afraid to even mention it because I do I risk losing you. I deserve to be loved and cared about sincerely. I deserve to be more than just a hookup with the title of girlfriend. I deserve an emotional connection and a relationship where the feelings are mutual. I'm tired of liking someone far more than they like me. I thought that was done when I met you, but your drunken ramblings have me thinking otherwise.
I don't like to talk or think about this, solely because I feel that if I do, I'll jinx it like I always do and it will all be gone.
You see, I don't really know how relationships work. I've never been in one where the feelings seem to be mutual. I like what's happening right now because it's the beginning, but from here on I don't know what to do. I wish I did, but right now I'm too paranoid and inexperienced or whatever to make a new move.
Being at that time of the month makes me into a hopeless romantic crazy person. My God.
So, I feel terrible, because my rotc friend/regular friend is at usafa doing his basic training or whatever and had his Doolie Day Out, and he called me and talked to me on the phone and what not, and I told him that he needs to make sure he talks to every one of our friends in rotc and in 313. I told him this multiple times, but I was the only one he talked to. The thing that pisses me off is that he didn't even bother to talk to my good friend. She is someone that is very guarded, and she hides her feelings, especially towards him. It hurts, because she knows he contacted me, and he didn't speak with her. He knows about her feelings towards him, and didn't even say hello or send a picture or something. For being so self aware of his feminine side, he really knows nothing, and even though he's my package deal and he's basically a brother to me, he's really bothering me with his ignorance.
bleh
It's your last day in San Diego, and although we only spent half a day together, it was by far the best thing I've done this summer.
I don't really know what's going on right now, but that's probably 100% due to the fact that it's almost one in the morning and I'm sleep deprived, and the sentence before you was edited too many times and took far too long to edit, and it's still terrible and a run-off. I digress. I really shouldn't be awake at this hour but I consumed loads of caffeine while at the hell hole known as Chili's earlier in the day. Who knew that one could fill four hours with brainless speed walking and under the breath cursing at the imbeciles I'm being forced to work with. Anyways, I wish that I was filling my summer with fun things, like hanging out with friends and going to the beach... But when you have Netflix and pale skin, staying at home is a pretty darn good compromise.
On a less interesting note, I'm caught between two things, people really. There's a lovely boy back at school, and I was lucky enough to have him here at home for a few weeks. Of course, I didn't take advantage of this as much as I should, because I'm too worried about what he'd think of my advances, and in doing so, nothing has happened. Plus, he, like most of my make friends at school, were somewhat oblivious to the advances of females who were interested in them, especially when they came from the Australian sleeze known as Hannah. I should drop that now though, because although she showed up in San Diego for some unknown reason, I'm pretty sure she's back in Australia, and hopefully never going back to the United States again, or at least I hope. Secondly, there is another male, one from San Diego, but he goes to school at Syracuse. I do not know him very well, but he is an intelligent fellow and seems to be interested in me. However, my track record with men that I haven't known very well have not been the best of catches. One became insane and I don't even care where he is now, and the other stopped talking to me altogether, but that may be my fault more than his. Anyways, I don't know if I should hang out with him since we're both at home right now, because of the boy mentioned previously.
Let's be real, I'm just really lonely (shocker) and I just need to be doing more with my spare time so the blogging and weirdness can stop. I never thought I'd be thankful for summer school, let alone school in general, but I need these two weeks to pass quickly.
The Chili's Struggle
It never ends, really. I've been speaking with my previous managers for a solid three weeks now, and they continue to stone wall me. I met with them today, and the one that I spoke to had informed me that I had already been hired back, yet I was never made aware of my re-employment.
Now, they tell me that I have to redo my paperwork online, and that I should receive an email to do so on the website, yet that hasn't arrived. THEN they have a friend tell me that I should come in to work this afternoon to shadow as an abbreviated training session, yet I don't have my paperwork in, so I can't work, because I'm not in their system... but I'm hired.
Why putting applications online is making the work world a terrible, terrible place. Even with the most incompetent manager, I would already be hired and working in the amount of time that it's taken BrinkerJobs to get its shit together.
It's only been maybe 15 minutes and I already prefer being in my dorm alone
When you get a 12/10 on your Warrior Knowledge Quiz....
You think you're so fucking cool, but all you do is repeat what you hear. Have a fucking original thought. Jesus.
I'm forced to be stuck at home waiting for the pest control guy, who probably won't even show up today.. awesome.
Been in love with Tom Daley since 08. No shame.