I'm really all in.. @endlessevol - Tumblr Blog

i‘m nobodys first choice. instead, i’m everyones last resort. the only thing i‘m good for is being used until i‘m no longer wanted. i‘m the broken toy rotting in the corner of the room; used, replaced and ultimately forgotten about

cassie-lmao

"if you are fully aware of yourself, why do you keep acting like that?" babe slapping self awareness on top of bpd only grants the ability to watch yourself self-destruct straight from the vip section thats all it does literally

becherdireinen

I’ll forever be the person who says "It’s okay, I understand" even when my heart is literally shattering.

daughtertosuicide

calellon

my brain is so fucking mean to me man what's up with that. we're on the same team here buddy. fuckin get with it

It makes me feel so disgusted to be replaced with porn and literal 18 year olds for your enjoyment. I'm afraid to go get the mental health help that I need because I'm afraid you'll take that opportunity to turn me into a joke.. I'd literally rather just end it all than keep doing this.. I can't take anymore pain and nightmares and lies. The gaslighting has me questioning reality and I promised myself I'd never let this happen again. This is the worst I've ever been by far and the work that it would take to bring myself out of this place is astronomical.. I don't want anyone else to ever have the opportunity to hurt me like this ever again.. i can't keep rebuilding. I never want to experience pain like this ever again. I can't keep living everyday in agony and pretending that I don't know why... I'm done.

#it's not your fault #you're not happy #you have the right to do something about that #secrets #lies #death #peace