I’m so fucking fat

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@sageskeleton
I’m so fucking fat
I wish I wasn’t so scared to actually kill myself
POV: me after realizing I can’t be a sкιnny queen if I bιnge everyday
every week*
10 excuses not to eat ✨
-“im not hungry”
-“I plan on going out with ___ later”
-“my stomach hurts right now”
-“I feel a little sick”
-“I already ate some ____”
-“my teeth hurt right now”
-“I don’t like the sauce that’s on that”
-“___already got me some food!“
-“im trying to cut down on ___”
-or a simple “im trying to lose weight”
End of the list<3
i‘m nobodys first choice. instead, i’m everyones last resort. the only thing i‘m good for is being used until i‘m no longer wanted. i‘m the broken toy rotting in the corner of the room; used, replaced and ultimately forgotten about
i am very ✨unlovable✨
I’m going to ask for a higher dose of my medications and take them all that day. I tried but they weren’t strong enough before. I won’t fail this time.
I want to take that jump,
A leap of lack of faith,
There’s nothing left now,
It’s all too late
I’ll say goodbye soon
Before I go,
Or maybe I’ll just slip away
In the night so
No one will see it
How much pain I breathe
They’ll miss me for a moment
One unnervingly brief
They’ll know that its true
They’re better off in the end
I don’t want to live anymore
Goodbye, my friend.
Fernando Pessoa // Anaïs Nin
me 24/7: this is just too much for me right now
"you sleep alot" yeah i’m trying to ignore the reality
Rules to prevent it from going too far
🌹Don’t lower your goal weight. Ever. Don’t forget that it’s enough.
🥀 When your stomach passes the flat point and starts caving in you’ve gone to far and you need to stop that shit.
🌷If you’re passing out at work you need to eat more.
🌺 If it’s too hard to lift normal things such as milk jug, PlayStation, table chairs, you need more calories.
🌸 Don’t work out every day of the week.
🏵️ When you find yourself saying “fuck this” and eating everything in your house, you’re restricting too hard.
🌻 Always drink lots of water throughout the day whether or not you’re fasting.
🌼 Keep in mind that you may gain and loose the same 3 lbs of water or food weight throughout the week and it’s not fat.
💮 If you really feel the need to eat, eat. And don’t feel bad about it.
Please add more 💐
🌾 If suddenly all you can think about is food: Eat. It’s your body’s way to tell you that it needs food. It’s trying to use as less energy as possible for that in order to keep you alive.
🌱 take care of ur teeth please ! its so expensive to fix them if they can even be fixed.
☀️ you deserve to recover. this is a serious mental illness that i wouldn’t wish on anyone. you deserve nothing but the best and i’ll always support you when you seek recovery. 🌙 it’s okay to ask for help.
Such a helpful post
kawaii/harajuku thinspo! if you stop your fast, its ok! you can always try again tomorrow! plus, you need to eat to stay alive!
brain-“you can only eat one meal a day”
me-eats one meal today
brain-“but why did u eat:/”