I Promise I'll Make You Proud - 00:44 Weekly Vlog Eps.44

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I Promise I'll Make You Proud - 00:44 Weekly Vlog Eps.44
Trauma or Just Fixed Mindset
So, today I attended a free webinar. I just randomly got the invitation from Fellexandro Rubyās Instagram story this afternoon and randomly signed up for the webinar.
Okay, I wontā tell you too much detail and TMI
Long story short, there was one question that asked hw do we managed our trauma and move on looking for a new job.
Analisa and Rubyās answers was total legit.
I can also relate so much of this question. I tend to leave andĀ didnāt really solve the issues. I know my self is not really good with responsibility.
But I just can come and go that easily know. I have to end what I start. Especially now that I canāt leave an institution for 10 years.
They answered thatĀ
āA man do the job according to his limitation, but a great man do his job beyond his limitation.ā
also
āMake sure that is it really a trauma that has to be treated by professional or is it just a fixed mindset that prevent you from growth?āĀ
You! are the one who only can answer this.
Now itās up to you, aight? š
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Hi
Itās been a loooong time since the last time I created a content on my tumblr.Ā
Nah, Iām not forgetting you, Iām just, I mean I was really damn hell busy last year, so I kinda didnāt have much time to write a blog, and also my laptop was broken, so I couldnāt access this account
well yeah, thatās it. Thatās for todayās greeting
bye
I'm just glad that everything is over, ģź³ ķģ“ģ
me said to myself while smiling in front of mirror
If I had the chance to erase the cache on my brain, I'll definitely do that. thus I wont' get traumatized and stop dwell on the past also keep moving forward confidently
The only thing that possible is moving forward
no no november
I just realize I didnāt post anything on November. Well, since I got the sport nutrition stage I became really busy with the real life stuffs. Yet on the free day I spent my time to relax and tried so hard not to ruminate.
But yeah, by the time I wrote this, It was one of the most depressed stage. Today I cried because I felt so sad and devastated. But I became stronger and relieved. I might cried everyday while going home. Thatās okay, thatās totally fine, as long as it makes me relieved. By the time I wrote this, the one who made me strong was SKZ, I know I know, this shall too pass. Please pray for me at least I can pass this stage alive and in a wellbeing state.
Hey, I am the one who read this on the future. I know youāll smileĀ or even laugh. Youāll be miss this devastating time but you donāt wanna repeat it :) smile while you can
Dum spiro spero, there is a hope, there are hopes, as long as youāre alive
view from third person perspective
So apparently I just re-activate my twitter account and I saw some of my following just liked a thread about someone who shared her past of how hard her life was because she was jobless. Then I found out that so many people are on it right now. Some people just graduated, the other already jobless for 1-2 even 3,5 years. I donāt know dude. Maybe Iām lucky enough to already got a job fast, to be able to pursue another degree... but on the nest year I have to look for a job again, a real one
What make us to stay sane, keep trying, keep swimming just like Dory from Finding Nemo said?
Our spirit, we should keep trying, no matter how tiring, how fucked up, how depressing it is
Our hope, that someday weāll make it, itās worth it
Our feeling that we are not alone, weāre in this together,
I am with you, letās hugging each other, letās holding our hand together
Itās a long journey, this train still o itās way, keep doing the process, keep making more progress, yet remember to have fun, remember to enjoy the scenery
Yes, youāre welcome to stay by my side, in this long journey called life
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Lonely
No matter how loud I scream that I feel alone, no one care, no one really care
nama name ireum
daisy
daffodil
daylily
sereno
serenata
serenade
haru
jun
jae
han
Cristopher
I'm off when I'm broken
I often feel so broken and malfunction. Iāve been feeling this for years. I already deactivate my instagram acc, and now twitter even only for temporary, also I refuse myself to open WhatsApp, cause Iām scared someone might contact me
Twitch is the world's leading video platform and community for gamers.
My current everyday happiness. My world nowadays is a lonely one. Jaeās existence by streaming for hours almost everyday is my coping mechanism to face the loneliness.
ājae virtual hug š¤ (just a thread with timestamps) 200927 timestamp: https://t.co/UKIbTVgR7L https://t.co/2BsX94gMVhā
I rarely got phisical contact. Itās not a real physical contact though, yet it feels so real, when can I get a hug from someone I adore?
Jae, thank you, I feel less alone
Psychological Counseling
Just did my second online counseling ever and I cried during telling my story background of my problem. yet, still managed to do great then. seems like it was fine doe š¤
Just hope I never met my psychologist in real life.
Thanks to
To the boys who always be ambitious, to the boy who always try his best to juggling between school and work, to the boy who striving and struggling the college life, to the boy who fall in love in marketing, service marketing, to the boy who got A and B+ in every marketing'sĀ subject, to the boy who always need to be appreciated,. I will living your spirit in me. I wonāt make you disappointedĀ at me, I tried.. I am going to try.. I will always try.. I try
There is no happy ending. Ending is the saddest part. You've given me a very happy start, then please give me a happy middle.
please save them
AAAA Poor you guysss!! I want to save you ASAP! Especially you Kke! Iām sorry I couldnāt do it now :(
we may stumble or topple
but once everything passes, the warmth we meet will be the sweetest of all
where the sea sleeps (ķėź° ėėė ź³³ź¹ģ§) - day6 (even of day)
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