get a grip please

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[enevera]

hello!!

hi!! im vera and this is my brainrot blog. i treat it like a diary like 50% of the time and then sometimes remember that i do art and stuff lol.

he/him or hēo/hīe/hire. fellow trans/nonbinary folks can use it/its

i do have ocs! if youre interested in them, all info is kept on my oc sideblog @duckieboots

socials and links ig

linktree, pronouns, commission me!!

tag guide

‘arrt’ is my art tag, 'art wip' is what you'd expect

j some words’ is for writing

‘friend tag’ is for friends all mutuals are friends hi yes

‘this isnt abt anything im just talking rn’ is for anything thats like just a random thought to anything that is just abt me.

'vent' is for venting and may contain references to depression, anxiety, and suicidality. continue at your own discretion, please be safe <3

this blog contains nsfw content and i am an Adult, block ‘nsft‘ to avoid <3

anons on ask games and such are always welcome!

notes

i talk a lot lol <333

also mutuals feel free to dm for my discord handle if you wanna talk there <3

i block rp blogs if i see them in the tags i follow or if youre annoying on my posts; nothing personal i just get annoyed by the spam. idc follow me from your main if you want tho

[enevera]

does anyone want to volunteer to look at my smut art and tell me if its good or if its bad and i should not post it ever

[allegedly-human]

nothing is more tumblr than having a tumblr sexyman wiki and then warn you to not find some of those men sexy because it's problematic

[tlirsgender]

We need more women characters who are Male Protagonists. You know. Slightly haggard. She's splashing cold water on her face and gripping the edge of the sink staring in the mirror for a minute. She's coping badly with her deadwife

[tlirsgender]

Ok listen I get that people tagging posts with men is a rule of physics on this hellsite but it's kind of bizarre how badly some of you have failed the assignment on this one. A generic male protagonist archetype who is a man is nothing. That's just the normal cliche I'm talking about subverting. What?

[tlirsgender]

Like if you are For Serious headcanoning your blorbo as a trans woman I am kissing you on the head. But I KNOW most of you are not doing that. Come on. For one dollar name a fictional woman. No being a loser does not make him a woman try again

[sankta-wraith]

There are many Tragedies of Elrond Peredhel, but the one that always hits me the hardest is that no matter where he goes, he’ll never be quite whole. In Valinor he regains Celebrian and Gil-Galed and his parents, but it’s at the cost of his daughter and the boy he loved like a son. Had he stayed he would have forfeited the chance to finally see so many of the people he’s been mourning for so long, and he would have had to watch his daughter and son grow old and whither away like his brother.

And, of course, wherever he goes, he’ll always be missing Maedhros, Maglor, and Elros.

[thesummerestsolstice]

POV: you are some poor, random human shopkeeper trying to survive in late first-age Beleriand. An eight foot tall ef with a face that is 70% scar tissue and 30% murderous intent just walked in. He is followed by two small children. He comes up to your counter and asks you how much human children need to eat.

The small children are definitely not human.

[seaemberthesecond]

Thanks to his Maia ancestry, I do think flowers spring from the ground in Elrond's wake BUT☝️crucially, because of his Mannish blood, he is also. Allergic to pollen. That's right. Just constantly sneezing and wheezing. Why? Because that's the kind of sick cosmic joke his life is. Sorry. I don't make the rules.

[enevera]

unrelated to anything but i love galadriel so so so so much

[caraxesluvr]

Galadriel & Artanis

My piece for the “Pages of Lórien” Galadriel zine 🍂

[enevera]

i love when my miis uhaul

[enevera]

started dating after less than 20 min of one of them having a crush and then the other could barely go a day of dating before proposing this game is so fucking funny

[enevera]

i love when my miis uhaul

[skramztwinkly]

everyone needs to stop having sex youre supposed to jerk off to your concepts face down in your dark bedroom

[kremlin]

uninstall adobe acrobat. it is malware. it has been malware. these aren't opinions: acrobat meets the definition of malware.

it installs a user-login-time "startup" executable that ignores any windows directives to disable it on startup. doing so only removes the even-more-malicious taskbar-icon-creating advertisement-notification-creating process. no matter what you do, the sleeper "updater" process starts when you log in, and runs perpetually

it sends & receives encrypted network traffic both periodically and non-periodically. both are bad, both are suspicious, and a program doing both is more suspicious than the sum of their parts. and to boot: acrobat will polymorphically edit its code after such network activity

this isn't new: it has always done this. now, it does not even do the thing it is meant to: provide a way to interact with documents, which is amongst the very first features computers were built to provide. you can merely open PDFs and read some of their content in the narrow space between the requests for adobe to give them your money, and interface for features you cannot use (because you don't) or do not, have not, and will not ever need

adobe and microsoft would very much like the user's cultural norms around computers to allow for advertisement built into the local software and even operating system itself. the web being 100% advertisements was not enough! sure enough, acrobat will hijack the windows notifications system thing to give you the 2026 equivalent of pop-ups

i don't really know enough about windows software equivalents, so i'll paypal $20 to the first person that reblogs this with a list of 3-5 PDF reader/editor/etc acrobat equivalents that meet the following criteria:

open source, locally-built executables must match checksum of prebuilt distributed executable

no paid features/premium version/subscription/whatever

not a toy hobby project thing, must be windows-users-proof

cheers

[andmaybegayer]

Firefox's built-in PDF.js viewer: does everything you could want from a basic viewer, fast enough search, and can now do annotations for filling in forms and such

KDE Okular: is a decent viewer and can also do basic annotations, and is so not-a-toy that you can even download it on the Windows app store.

LibreOffice Draw: I don't ever really like having to open this but if you have to edit a PDF in detail it does work, and doesn't just vomit up a bunch of polygons when you give it text to work with. Better as an authoring tool than an editor.

[eldritchbauble]

Will y'all behave if I talk about internal relationships between alters?

[eldritchbauble]

For some reason sanism and cringe culture I've found internal relationships to be one of the biggest things people get weird about when it comes to DID.

Some of the worst takes I've seen either completely disregard it and say it's impossible / not real or worse, they essentially equate it to incest (ok so... first of all not all internal relationships are romantic or sexual, but that aside, masturbation is incest???)

But even when it's just people saying that internal relationships don't count or they're part of a delusion etc etc etc that's just fundamentally misunderstanding how DID works.

[eldritchbauble]

Our internal relationships are just as important as our external relationship with the partner.

But but but-look, if you think that sounds wrong, then I want to know why you believe that your relationship to yourself is less important than your relationships with others. That sounds unhealthy.

[eldritchbauble]

Discourse aside, I really do want to talk about this.

An internal relationship can be anything that an external relationship can be. Romantic. Sexual. Friends with benefits. Partners. Spouses. Exes. Kinky BDSM relationships with power dynamics. "What are we" relationships. All of the above is what I had in mind when I made the post, but as I said, it can have nothing to do with any of that, too. It can be platonic, familial, or even involve caretaker and therapeutic relationships.

The way we feel for each other is not less real than the way we feel for anyone else externally. The difference is that the way we interact and carry out those relationships is (obviously) within the context of sharing the same body.

[eldritchbauble]

Our system has alters who are:

Parents to other alters.

Essentially adopted siblings.

Best friends.

Married to each other.

In a QPR with each other.

Friends with benefits.

In a dom/sub relationship.

Polyamorous with multiple other alters.

Personal protectors for other specific alters (or enemies because of a protector vs persecutor thing).

An internal therapist to other alters.

We're real people so we have real relationships (they just happen internally, which is complex, and can be upsetting or frustrating at times in its own way). Parental figures are proud of the progress we make because they're watching their kids grow up. People can get jealous because of the time their favorite person is spending with another alter. We have years-long tension over breakups that cause some alters to avoid each other or not get along. Relationships between spouses were built over a long time before those alters considered themselves married. People stress over the way that dynamics change over the course of our life. Normal shit.

[eldritchbauble]

Some of us don't even know each other; we've never met and only "know" about each other secondhand. Some of us straight-up dislike each other. Etc.

[black-sasuke]

Can anyone help me eat today pregnant black woman currently really struggling with the day to day

$Hopesoda

Venmo: Hope-soda

PayPal: [email protected]

[black-sasuke]

Could use help still today is Monday I have a job interview on wed

[black-sasuke]

I’m really struggling still my will to live is at an all time low I have no support nothing going on and no motivation I appreciate all the help so far it’s July 16th words of encouragement are also welcome

[thesummerestsolstice]

Elu Thingol when the incomprehensible eldritch abomination in the woods starts hitting on him:

[illusion-of-death]

Revolutionary idea: imagine [character I like] with [disability I have]. More people should get on this!