Paradox-Enigma

Welcome to the tumblr of the coded catman, Enigma. Stick around and try to have a good time. Remember this blog is 18+

[hawker-hurricane00]

Tips if you wanna RP with me

1. PLEASE tell me you’re rping cause when I get a message outta nowhere Idk what the in the vay hekin hek you’re saying

2. please don’t start by saying you want to eviscerate my character. 

[30knight]

a horribly honest comic about my biggest problem atm, jealousy. and my irrational emotions.

jealousy is a difficult emotion and hard to admit to, because it makes you a right out mean and petty person (or at least me.). I think people feel jealous for differing reasons. Perhaps this stuff is really obvious, but i guess it wasn’t for me. I feel pretty sad today! anyway i pray to the gods that i’m not the only one who gets these fears.

[enigma-paradox]

-Undyne peek in. Nervous.- Uhm... Nigma...?

Enigma kinda of perked up and waved at the fish upon her entrance. A bit late as normal but none the less, glad to see her.“Hey there Undyne. I’d say you showing up is kind of fishy, but I’m afraid to get under your scales.”

[askfishqueen]

-she can’t help but chuckle softly, still nervous as she scratch her cheek.-

Silly kitty…. I just… wanted to say hi. Tell you that I miss you…. I’m still around, but barely… this depression thing isn’t really up my alley, you know….

[enigma-paradox]

That was rather helpful at the least.. he was starting to think some of the.. well.. more of the worst in this regard anyway.

“It’s alright. I’m not going to just tell you get over being depressed.. I‘ll keep waiting. I believe in you either being able to conquer this.. or I believe in you pushing enough to be able to get out to find another good reason to not feel as bad as you do. Alright?”

[askfishqueen]

But…. you’ve already waited for so long…. I just… feel worse that I have to make you wait… I’d have been gone already if it wasn’t for Fin and Ellie…. I’m… scared, Nigma….

-she hug herself slightly, looking down at her feet.-

I’m scared for no reason….. I don’t even know how I’m able to talk to you…. I love you…. I-… sometimes wish-

-she stop herself, biting her lip.-

I’m sorry…..

[enigma-paradox]

The cat is still having a lot of conflicting thoughts.. feelings.. etc.. to this. Bits of this and that.. However he’d say what he.. thought would help best here.

“Don’t apologize to me. You’ve got no control over why you feel the way you do. Literally none.”

That said.. he’d get up from.. whatever he was doing and walk toward her with open arms.

“Just don’t forget that there’s a lot of us here for you. We all care about you, and love you. We want the best for you. We want you to come out of this stronger than before. However we will not fault you. We will not hate you.. just remember that.”

[rp-meme-glaceon]

Ask my Muse's Kid(s) Questions

🏨- When were you born? What time was it? Where did it happen? 🔠- Did your parents name you after anyone/thing? Does your name mean anything? Do you like your name? 🌀- How healthy are you? Were you ever sickly at all? ♎️- Do you know your zodiacs? ❤️- How well do you like your mom? 💙- How well do you like your dad? 💚- How well do you like your siblings? 💛- How well do you like your relatives (grandparents, aunts and uncles, cousins, etc) 💜- Are you adopted? When did you find out, or did you already know? How well do you like your adopted parents? ❣️- Are you a foster child? Have you ever been a foster child? How well do you like your foster parents? 💕- Do you have a best friend? Describe them, how did you meet? 📕- Do you like reading? What’s your favorite book? 🐺- What’s your favorite animal? Why do you like it so much? 🐻- What’s your favorite stuffed toy? Do they have a name or any interesting stories? 🙈- What kind of games do you play with your siblings? What games do you play with your friends? 🎀- Do you like to play dress-up or have tea parties? 🗡- Do you like to roughhouse or play fight? 💎- Do you like to explore the world around you and hike? 🃏- Do you like to play puzzles and card games? What games? 🐶- Have you ever experienced puppy love? Who was your first crush? 👘- Do you ever have to go to any formal events? Do you like them at all? 🎒- How well do you do in school? What’s your best subject? Your worst? 🕷- Are you afraid of anything? 🦄- Do you like to draw or do arts and crafts? 🐢- What’s your favorite bedtime story/ fairy tale/ fable? 🌟- What do you want to be when you grow up?

[enigma-paradox]

-Undyne peek in. Nervous.- Uhm... Nigma...?

Enigma kinda of perked up and waved at the fish upon her entrance. A bit late as normal but none the less, glad to see her.“Hey there Undyne. I’d say you showing up is kind of fishy, but I’m afraid to get under your scales.”

[askfishqueen]

-she can’t help but chuckle softly, still nervous as she scratch her cheek.-

Silly kitty…. I just… wanted to say hi. Tell you that I miss you…. I’m still around, but barely… this depression thing isn’t really up my alley, you know….

[enigma-paradox]

That was rather helpful at the least.. he was starting to think some of the.. well.. more of the worst in this regard anyway.

“It’s alright. I’m not going to just tell you get over being depressed.. I‘ll keep waiting. I believe in you either being able to conquer this.. or I believe in you pushing enough to be able to get out to find another good reason to not feel as bad as you do. Alright?”

[enigma-paradox]

The End of It All

Ever thought about what the edge of existence looked like?

Ever thought that it looked amazing or just plain or positively orgasmic?

Well I'll tell you.

It's empty..

It's lonely..

There's nothing to it..

It's literally the end of all life as well as the beginning.

There is literally nothing anywhere.

...I came to realize this in the best way possible and from it I grew creation..

From it I grew imagination..

Curiosity..

I found ways to slowly mold and shape what I wanted til I had what I'd desired. What I'd thought would do nothing more than please me..

But nothing can fill a gap left by loneliness and fear.

[enigma-paradox]

Incredibly Invasive Questions

1. Describe the scent of your shampoo.

2. What does your favorite bra/boxers look like?

3. Shotgun or backseat?

4. Hardcover or softcover?

5. Do you play an instrument?

6. What color is your room?

7. Favorite celebrity hair?

8. If you could switch places with (insert name) for a day, what would you do?

9. What was your childhood "security blanket?"

10. Do you like men who wear Axe?

11. Are you wearing any pants right now?

12. Most rebellious thing you have ever done?

13. Least favorite teacher? Why?

14. First thing you wash in the shower?

15. What is the thing you brag about most often?

16. Most played song on your Ipod/Itunes?

17. If you're in your room, look at the first photo you see. Whats the story behind it?

18. Any fanfic recs for (insert pairing here)?

19. What movie are you most looking forward to in the next year?

20. What would you say if Taylor Swift asked you out?

21. How many asks have you gotten in the last 24 hours?

22. What is your number one otp?

23. Should you be doing homework right now? What subject?

24. What is your wifi password?

25. Whats the last thing you ate?

26. Ever had any near death experiences?

27. Whats the story behind your nickname?

28. Favorite chapstick flavor?

29. Choose one thing on your fridge and tell the story behind it.

30. Whats the last thing you bought?

[pulchra-vanitas]

THE EXCESSIVELY DETAILED HEADCANON TUMBLR MEME

Send me some numbers, and I will tell you:

What does their bedroom look like?

Do they have any daily rituals?

Do they exercise, and if so, what do they do? How often?

What would they do if they needed to make dinner but the kitchen was busy?

Cleanliness habits (personal, workspace, etc.)

Eating habits and sample daily menu

Favorite way to waste time and feelings surrounding wasting time

Favorite indulgence and feelings surrounding indulging

Makeup?

Neuroses? Do they recognize them as such?

Intellectual pursuits?

Favorite book genre?

Sexual Orientation? And, regardless of own orientation, thoughts on sexual orientation in general?

Physical abnormalities? (Both visible and not, including injuries/disabilities, long-term illnesses, food-intolerances, etc.)

Biggest and smallest short term goal?

Biggest and smallest long term goal?

Preferred mode of dress and rituals surrounding dress

Favorite beverage?

What do they think about before falling asleep at night?

Childhood illnesses? Any interesting stories behind them?

Turn-ons? Turn-offs?

Given a blank piece of paper, a pencil, and nothing to do, what would happen?

How organized are they? How does this organization/disorganization manifest in their everyday life?

Is there one subject of study that they excel at? Or do they even care about intellectual pursuits at all?

How do they see themselves 5 years from today?

Do they have any plans for the future? Any contingency plans if things don’t workout?

What is their biggest regret?

Who do they see as their best friend? Their worst enemy?

Reaction to sudden extrapersonal disaster (eg The house is on fire! What do they do?)

Reaction to sudden intrapersonal disaster (eg close family member suddenly dies)

Most prized possession?

Thoughts on material possessions in general?

Concept of home and family?

Thoughts on privacy? (Are they a private person, or are they prone to ‘TMI’?)

What activities do they enjoy, but consider to be a waste of time?

What makes them feel guilty?

Are they more analytical or more emotional in their decision-making?

Would they consider themselves a Type A or Type B personality?

What recharges them when they’re feeling drained?

Would you say that they have a superiority-complex? Inferiority-complex? Neither?

How misanthropic are they?

Hobbies?

How far did they get in formal education? What are their views on formal education vs self-education?

Religion?

Superstitions or views on the occult?

Do they express their thoughts through words or deeds?

If they were to fall in love, who (or what) is their ideal?

How do they express love?

If this person were to get into a fist fight, what is their fighting style like?

Is this person afraid of dying? Why or why not?

[enigma-paradox]

-Undyne peek in. Nervous.- Uhm... Nigma...?

Enigma kinda of perked up and waved at the fish upon her entrance. A bit late as normal but none the less, glad to see her.“Hey there Undyne. I’d say you showing up is kind of fishy, but I’m afraid to get under your scales.”

[enigma-paradox]

Goodbye and Hello.

The coded catman had been a bit busy and decided the best way to do any bit of this was with a video for those that looked at his blog. So to properly begin, he'd started it up to face a solid green wall before walking around to get into view. A look of relative exhaustion due to many different things just resting on his face before he'd give a small chuckle. His hands already stuffed into the pockets of his hoodie, he'd look up and blow a quick puff of air upward to blow his hair out of his view.

"It's been a while. Sorry about that.."

He'd start before starting to look away a bit.. Then back toward the camera.. Couldn't allow himself to look any worse than he already did.

"You've probably already heard what happened during my hia-... It's not.. Really a hiatus if I'm actually held against my will I think..."

He kind of took the moment to look upward. His eyes suddenly rolling into a blur of 1's and 0's as he'd track back the word 'hiatus' to find that he was wrong.

"....okay it was a hiatus... Anyway yeah I was missing for a while and not keeping anyone or anything updated."

He pulls his hands from his pockets and raises them above his head and gives a small, toothy grin.

"Sorry 'bout that. But it happens sometimes. Some of us get busy and some of us got trapped in the souls of our lovers.. It happens.."

He'd slowly lower his arms as he'd avert his view a bit to look elsewhere for a moment.. Then quickly back to the camera with a grin over again.

"Nothing has happened properly in my absence. Chip had to take over for a while, I'm expecting to find a fire somewhere or a dead puppy thanks to him. I left three people and now one of my kids is without a mother.. Sort of..."

The.. Everything behind that is unnecessary to explain and it's annoying as sin to even think of at the moment so he's gonna gloss past it.

"I've got a lot of things to catch up on. Some people to see... And I've gotta renovate to fuck and back in too many places to actually keep a chin up for the purposes of just outright paying attention..."

...then he'd let a pause sit in the air for a moment..

A second moment..

A third..

Then he'd blink and remember.

"Oh yeah. One of the.. Others like me lost a home too. He's gonna have to get settled in somewhere new too. I'll have to fix that soon too.."

After that was said he'd point toward the screen and smile again.

"Not gonna let this keep me down. Those of you that've stuck around, thanks for it. I mean that. Let's keep on pushin' and we might find something decent at the end of this train-wreck of a railroad."

As that sentence finished, a small shot would launch out from the end of his finger and the camera would go dark. No static no nothing.

[hxxt-blog-deactivated20191014]

The 'yes or no' game.

[question-meme]

You can ask me anything and I’ll answer honestly, but only with yes and no.

[duckreblogs]

REBLOG IF IT'S OKAY TO DRAW SEXY / NUDE FAN ART OF YOUR OC

Some people are cool with fan art, but what about naked pin-up fan art?

[enigma-paradox]

So if he saw some one that actually have codes/matrics appearance how would they look like from his point of view?

Depending on the who or the what, they’d look different. There have been some other coded beings that he’s run into that he’s found fascinating as they’ve been the closest thing that he will ever know how he feels or what he needs in a sense.IF he sees one, depending on how “secure” they are, he could see them in a multitude of varying colors or he could just not see them at all. He’d probably feel them in the area but not see them.

[yourtypicalshadowlurker]

Parasite my parasite.. for the next two months you are a parasite to one other. You two must now co-exist to survive. How you do it is up to you. Have fun.

((Enigma… I choose you!))

[krookedshadow]

@enigma-paradox

((Starting now, Kee’s life is literally in your hands. Don’t duck it up.))

[enigma-paradox]

“Oh antichrist...”

[enigma-paradox]

Headcanon #3

Enigma sees everything in code in a literal sense. Not because he’s as cold as he may like to be. His eyesight is probably like something out of The Matrix with nothing but binary lining the walls and each and every being and thing that he comes across. Those numbers probably dictate everything about a person as well from weight to height all the way down to small scars that they might not even be able to remember.

[rp-ask-memes-deactivated2026012]

tell my muse how they make your muse feel.

whether they give them a sense of COMFORT and SAFETY, or send absolute CHILLS down their spine. perhaps they make them feel TRAPPED, or FRIGHTENED. or maybe, they even feel SPECIAL. let my muse know!! anon is optional!!

[enigma-paradox]

A familiar figure walks over to knock along the Cat's door before placing down a bouquet then quickly running out of sight. The bouquet wasn't made with real flora, but a large variety of sweet, bitter and sour fruits that had been arranged and craved up to look like flowers.

With a disgruntled sigh the cat would peek his head out of his doorway at the knocking after unlocking a series of locks. A bright red eye greeting the darkness from within as he'd actually peer out, then down at the gift that had been left for him. He'd take a moment to debate just leaving it there and going back on his way as his eyes slowly changed back to their gray and more empty states. He'd reach out with semi clawed fingers and grab the bouquet before bringing it back into the darkness with himself. Not much else coming from him other than a soft.."thanks." ..as the door shut and locked back up.