LION'S PRIDE *

𝗯𝗲𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗿𝗲 .

[enrealms-blog]

just a reminder that dakota , @dracaenic , is so incredible and i love her so much . ; v ; 

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this ask meme is based on the blog gravesuggestion.  i’ve divided it up into two categories  ( light  &  dark )  based on the themes.  some of these can be somewhat triggering seeing that the darker ones deal with a lot of death mentions.  please be cautious before continuing on!!

L I G H T

‘  at night i dream of you.  ’ ‘  don’t give up yet.  you still have time to fix things.  ’ ‘  falling in love with someone else is not a personal attack.  ’ ‘  i am still so weak when it comes to you.  ’ ‘  i can’t believe i let myself let you down.  ’ ‘  i don’t care where we go when we die,  as long as i’m with you.  ’ ‘  i dream of saying to you all the words i held inside until it was too late.  ’ ‘  i feel so warm  &  safe when you talk to me.  maybe i could love you if you’d let me.  ’ ‘  i finally let the right people in  &  i have never felt so loved.  ’ ‘  i like the way your nails paint red stripes along my spine days after you’re gone.  ’ ‘  i lived in your permafrost for twenty years  &  then you looked at me  &  i felt the warmth of spring.  ’ ‘  i once wished you’d leave me alone,  but i take it back.  ’ ‘  i want to be able to love someone else,  but you stretch your arms  &  spread your legs inside my heart so that there is no room for anyone or anything else.  ’ ‘  i want to believe that we got it right this time.  ’ ‘  i wonder how much longer i can cling to your light before it expires completely.  ’ ‘  i would travel across the world to be by your side,  because as long as you are with me,  anywhere is a perfect place to me.  ’ ‘  it took me awhile to realize it myself,  but you are not what other people say you are.  ’ ‘  it’s not that i really need you,  but life would be pretty boring without you around.  there’s no one i would rather be with.  ’ ‘  i’d like to stay like this for awhile.  ’ ‘  life  &  death don’t have to be so boring,  let’s make both an adventure.  ’ ‘  life imitates art,  they say.  i didn’t believe it until i started to notice the way your eyelashes look so much like tiny ink stroke.  ’ ‘  live your life so that when you die,  souls will come for miles just to hear your historic tales.  ’ ‘  make your exes jealous  &  your past self proud.  ’ ‘  maybe you’re what i needed to find in order to move on.  ’ ‘  never get caught falling harder.  they’ll never let you back up.  ’ ‘  please don’t go.  ’ ‘  some days it’s easier to just stop fighting it  &  succumb.  ’ ‘  sometimes,  you’ll find it hard to keep going,  but you always will.  ’ ‘  the desire i feel for you is that same itching,  insidious hunger that an addict has for their addiction.  ’ ‘  the worst thing about you is that you weren’t all bad.  ’ ‘  there is absolutely nothing  &  no one who can stop me.  ’ ‘  there is no route of losing you that is without pain.  ’ ‘  there’s still room for adventure  &  there is no one i’d rather have by my side.  ’ ‘  things didn’t turn out the way i planned,  but i’m alright with that.  ’ ‘  we could be really incredible together,  you know?  ’ ‘  you are beautiful  &  vibrant  &  confident.  you are light  &  laughter incarnate  &  every fiber of your being screams freedom  &  joy.  when i am with you,  i am truly happy.  ’ ‘  you are starlight incarnate,  from the grand way you sway your hips to the wide mysterious way you think.  blessed are any to be loved by you.  ’ ‘  you are too afraid of the future to let go of a past that was never kind to you.  ’ ‘  you call me yours  &  i have no idea what that even means to you.  ’ ‘  you remind me of bubblegum  &  sweets;  soft  &  pink  &  warm.  you are strong in the gentlest way.  you are so stubbornly kind.  i wish i could be like that.  ’ ‘  you still visit me while i sleep sometimes.  your fingers trace my spine  &  i listen to you breathe.  please stop haunting me.  ’ ‘  ‘morbid curiosity’ is a wonderful way to describe how i feel about you.  ’

D A R K

‘  a thousand empty bottles  &  fist fights will never return to us what we lost that day.  ’ ‘  everyone else has moved on,  but i am still here.  ’ ‘  everything about you screams danger.  ’ ‘  everything is worthless to you  &  you,  in turn,  became worthless.  ’ ‘  for once in my life i want to be surrounded by people that i don’t feel like i need to impress.  ’ ‘  freedom is really hard to get used to.  ’ ‘  how could you do this to me?  how fucking could you?  ’ ‘  i am becoming everything we always dreamed of  &  i am leaving you behind.  ’ ‘  i buried you so well that you might as well have died.  ’ ‘  i can rest easy knowing that the person i love is dead  &  not the monster you became.  ’ ‘  i can’t look at you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t ask how you’ve been.  what’s the point?  you’d lie anyways.  ’ ‘  i dream of hearing the words i so desperately needed to lay your memory to rest.  ’ ‘  i haunted this house first.  there is no room for you here.  ’ ‘  i have a right to be upset.  i loved them too, you know.  ’ ‘  i just want it to end.  i want it to all go away.  i want to go away.  ’ ‘  i may be a wolf in sheep’s clothing,  but a snake hiding in the skin of a mouse is far more dangerous.  ’ ‘  i saw your face today  &  didn’t feel anything.  i am free.  ’ ‘  i tried to save you,  but you didn’t want to be saved.  you just wanted someone to suffer with you.  ’ ‘  it’s almost as if you were never here.  ’ ‘  it’s unhealthy to do these things,  you tell me.  you say it’s time to stop smoking,  time to stop gambling,  &  dammit,  i f you don’t stop drinking it’ll kill you.  i sure hope you’re right,  darling.  ’ ‘  i’m always pleasantly surprised by how easy it is to kill you in my mind  ’ ‘  i’m not really scared to die.  i’m more afraid that no one will miss me when i’m gone.  ’ ‘  i’m not the person you left behind anymore.  there’s no one here to miss.  ’ ‘  i’ve been dead far longer than i’ve been alive.  ’ ‘  i’ve eaten nothing but flower petals  &  ivy for weeks because i want to be beautiful inside like you.  ’ ‘  i’ve never been completely satisfied.  i most likely will still be unsatisfied long after my death.  ’ ‘  no motive other than pleasure,  my dear.  ’ ‘  one day i’ll go or you will.  either way,  it will be as if i’m losing a piece of myself.  ’ ‘  our dreams  &  promises decay along with you.  ’ ‘  the leaves change,  but nothing else does.  ’ ‘  the only difference between avoiding  &  leaving is that now i’m not waiting up for you.  ’ ‘  there is no such thing as a person who is required to love you.  ’ ‘  there’s only so much that can be done to repair old damage.  ’ ‘  things aren’t going as i hoped.  maybe if i die,  i can start over again?  better luck next time.  ’ ‘  this is not something to be proud of.  this is a tragedy.  ’ ‘  trying to get rid of me?  oh honey,  you’ll have to try much harder than that.  ’ ‘  trying to get under my skin?  you’re nothing more than a pesky itch.  ’ ‘  unlike you,  i can’t hide my identity when it becomes an inconvenience or a danger.  ’ ‘  weeping is for gods  &  martyrs,  we cannot afford such luxuries.  ’ ‘  would you even miss me?  ’ ‘  you are not important enough to earn an eternal place in my heart.  ’ ‘  you complain nonstop about being unloved  &  alone,  i can’t imagine what you’d be like if that were actually true.  ’ ‘  you don’t know what it’s like.  ’ ‘  you made this so fucking easy for me.  ’ ‘  you should see me as a threat.  i will tear down everything you know until there is nothing left of you.  i am a walking threat.  ’ ‘  you think i’m already gone,  but i’m still fighting.  ’ ‘  you think i’m dead,  but i’m just dying.  ’ ‘  you were never an addiction,  you were a fucking disease.  ’ ‘  you wouldn’t dare cross me.  i am god  &  you are the soil beneath my feet.  ’ ‘  your existence takes up so much more space in mine that we might as well be one entity.  ’ ‘  your fingers are so cold  &  bruised,  but you’re still slamming your fists again the barricade as if it makes a difference.  ’ ‘  your hair is tied in a noose  &  your fingernails are razor blades,  your lips are poison  &  i will gratefully kiss them.  ’ ‘  your hatred has a body count  &  we will not forget.  ’ ‘  your loss,  not mine.  ’ ‘  you’re a sick fuck.  you know that?  ’ ‘  you’re not gentle with me  &  i would never ask you to be.  ’ ‘  you’ve trapped yourself so thoroughly in your own mind that it’s not even a rut anymore,  it’s a pit.   ’

[loisnclark]

𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞 !

    do   you   want   a   certain   kind   of   ship   with   my   muse  ?   check   out   the   key   below   &   send   me   a   symbol   to   tell   me   what   kind   of   ship   you   want   !     note  :    my   muse   =   blog   owner’s   muse     /     your   muse   =   sender’s   muses

romantic relationships !

💘  friends to lovers ❣️  enemies to lovers 💜  love at first sight 💙  slow burn 💚  skinny love 💔  exes to lovers again 🖤  on again , off again

familial relationships !

🌼  older sibling 🌺  younger sibling 👭  twins 🌻  friends like siblings 🍃  cousins 🌵  parental

friend relationships !

☀️   best friends 🌦   enemies to friends 🌈   friends since childhood  ⛅️  friends of circumstance  ☁️  school friends  🌩  friends from traumatic experiences

enemy relationships !

🔪   friends to enemies 💣   stole something from my muse 🔦   stole something from your muse 🗡   bullied my muse 🔫   bullied your muse ⚔️   family feud 🛠   fueds between mutual friends ❌   guilty by association

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@enrealms  .     /     unprompted  .     /     always  accepting  .

           INCITED  /  FIRE  ,         ARDOR  TO  BE  REVERED  BY  TREASURED  HANDS  AND  THE  SCORCH  OF  BREATH  ON  PORCELAIN  DERMIS  .          unbroken  ,  adorning  the  crown  of  flames  as  it  embeds  ,  scarring  flesh  in  its  reminder  ;  your  incarnation  a  home  for  decimation  .         betwixt  the  mockery  of  kingship  and  the  reprehensible  obligations  that  amalgamated  ,  hand  -  in  -  hand  ,  with  false  tyranny  .         yet  ,  it  was  hard  to  be  loathsome  at  this  time  of  day         (         to  yourself  ,  to  him  ,  to  anyone         )  ,         especially  with  the  mercy  of  your  most  beloved’s  grasp  soothing  your  flames                               modifying  encompassing  wildfire  into  a  halcyon  blaze  that  warms  his  palms  ‘pon  your  longing  .  

           how  he  awaited  with  patience  and  reverence  for  the  confession  of  your  intimacy  and  you  had  long  since  grown  accustomed  to  the  feel  of  attenuated  strength  leaving  its  desirable  mark  in  shades  of  crimson  and  violet         (         that  which  you  bother  not  with  obscuring  in  private         )  .         “         the  insinuation  being  that  ,  on  the  occasion  ,  you  love  me  in  half  -  measures  ?         ”         inquiry  muses  betwixt  teeth  and  tongue  ,  humored  ;  you  remember  little  before  his  devotion         (         or  perhaps  you  merely  choose  to  forget         )  ,         the  desirable  edge  of  having  something  /  someone  ,  to  return  to  in  the  dead  of  night  when  only  shadows  torment  you                               when  memories  of  fragmented  bloodline  scorn  you  .  

           it  was  you  who  was  chosen  to  bear  the  weight  of  suffering         (         of  their  suffering         )         and  remain  unfaltering  as  you  did  so  .         little  of  that  mattered  in  the  face  of  radiance  you  feared  to  touch  /  for  he  was  might  and  glory  and  you  were  bloodshed  and  carnage  .         little  could  dissuade  your  nature  as  you  had  always  been  the  beast  of  burden  ,  but  it  seemed  that  ‘neath  his  grasp  ,  you  find  solace  once  deemed  unfathomable  .         were  you  my  salvation  ,  lion  heart  ,  would  you  still  love  me  when  i  cut  myself  ‘pon  your  halo  and  it  was  black  instead  of  gold  ?         constancy  provoked  within  the  stillness  of  your  incarnation         (         a  terrifying  reality         )  ,         tenderness  burns  your  mouth  as  it  twists  with  desire  .  

           fulfillment  would  taste  sweet  on  his  tongue  ,  as  it  had  many  times  before  .

           oh  ,  how  he  makes  resolute  foundations  crumble  as  roots  immerse  themselves  within  caged  soma  and  you  shame  yourself  for  falling  victim  to  a  storm  that  you  could  not  impede  .         digits  slipping  ‘neath  rich  fabrics  make  you  feel  whole  /  near  holy  in  the  throes  of  warmth  comparable  to  sin  .         you  turn  ,  beseeching  gaze  alight  ,  torment  banished         (         if  only  for  a  moment         )         as  knuckles  graze  the  crest  of  strong  features  :         beautiful  ,  majesty  unlike  any  other  wonder  and  if  you  were  to  be  damned  for  this  ,  then  so  be  it                               hellfire  a  respite  if  it  kept  your  hearts  intertwined  .         gratifying  dissonance  as  you  admire  sharp  curves  and  appealing  attributes  with  little  interruption  ;  a  work  of  art  ,  just  as  you  would  be  if  you  could  not  taste  calamity  as  it  stains  ivory  maw  in  morose  corruption  .  

           bindings  of  crimson  and  gilded  robes  are  deftly  liberated  from  hold  before  watchful  gaze  as  you  guide  his  hands  to  the  curve  of  your  ribs  ,  bared  in  the  fading  light  .         behold  ,  though  you  are  far  from  the  merit  of  worship  .         fire  within  your  mouth  as  you  draw  forward  ,  sealing  your  lips  with  fervor  ,  intensity  left  little  conjecture  as  you  draw  against  him  ;  flush  against  in  body  and  soul  .         love  me  fiercely  ,  you  beckon  in  silence  ,  take  this  withered  heart  in  your  hands  painted  by  divinity  and  heal  what  is  ruin  ,         “         by  all  means  ,  appease  me  if  you  are  unable  to  help  yourself  .  .  .         ”         you  will  hunger  to  hold  him  until  the  very  light  of  this  universe  dies  and  within  every  other  you  may  conquer  in  lives  that  are  not  yet  your  own         (         but  how  you  would  find  him  and  love  him  sure  as  the  tides  will  crash  and  the  stars  will  fall         )  .  

           i  am  yours  until  there  is  nothing  left  .  

[enrealms-blog]

me : i have an actual detailed headcanon thought out about muu’s internal struggle as a half - fanalis and how things changed for him ever since he found out the truth about the fanalis  also me : or i could write sinday headcanons 

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♥ | K I N G S

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@enrealms & @dracaenic

[luthienne]

“…But for you, my love, I am more delicate…”

— Clarice Lispector, from Complete Stories; “Brasília”

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@enrealms  .

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      hi everyone   !   it’s june back again with an underrated character that i hope to spread love again once again       ー        MUU ALEXIUS  from magi !  6′6″   ,   powerful   ,   truly a man of his time , 10 / 10    .   please LIKE or REBLOG this post if you’d be interesting in interacting    ,    and i will check you out    !   thank you ♡     (   temporarily  dash  -  only   !  )