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Missing cash, blacking out, heartless in a few ways Shit for luck, elbows shredded, I held things steady like too late

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Hanni El Khatib - Heartbreak Hotel

you make me so lonely, baby

i get so lonely i could die

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Astronaut - Amanda Palmer

and I am still not getting what I want I want to touch the back of your right arm I wish you could remind me who I was because every day I’m a little further off

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YOUR STEREOTYPICALLY MASCULINE SIDE

you love hoodies.  you love jeans.  dogs are better than cats.  it’s hilarious when people get hurt (but not seriously hurt). shopping is torture. sad movies suck. you own a car racing game. you played with hot wheels cars as a kid. at some point in time you wanted to be a fire fighter. you owned a ds, ps2, n64, or sega. you used to be obsessed with power rangers. you have watched sports on tv. gory movies are cool. you go to your dad for advice. you own like a trillion baseball caps. you used to collect hockey or baseball cards. baggy sweats are cool to wear. it’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people. green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favourite colours. you love to go crazy and not care what people think. sports are fun. you talk with food in your mouth. you sleep with your socks on at night. you have fished at least once.

YOUR STEREOTYPICALLY FEMININE SIDE

you love to shop.  you wear eyeliner. you wear the colour pink. you go to your mom to talk. you consider cheerleading a sport.  you hate wearing the color black. you like going to the mall. you like getting manicures and/or pedicures. you like wearing jewelry.  you cried watching the notebook. dresses are a big part of your wardrobe.  shopping is one of your favorite hobbies. you don’t like the movie star wars. you are/were in gymnastics. it takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up. you smile a lot more than you should. you have more than 10 pairs of shoes. you care about what you look like. you like wearing dresses when you can. you like wearing high heel shoes. you used to play with dolls as little kid. you like putting make-up on others. you like being the star of everything.

APPEARANCE

i am shorter than 5’5”. i have many scars. i tan easily. i wish my hair was a different colour. i have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour. i have a tattoo. i am self-conscious about my appearance. i’ve had/have braces. i’ve been told i’m attractive by a complete stranger. i have more than two piercings. i have/had piercings in places besides my ears.

EXPERIENCES

i’ve gotten lost in my city. i’ve seen a shooting star. i’ve wished on a shooting star. i’ve seen a meteor shower. i’ve gone out in public in my pajamas. i’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator. i’ve kicked a guy where it hurts. i’ve been to a casino. i’ve been skydiving. i’ve gone skinny-dipping. i’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. i’ve crashed a car. i’ve been skiing. i’ve been in a musical. i’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue. i’ve seen the northern lights. i’ve sat on a rooftop at night. i’ve played a prank on someone. i’ve ridden in a taxi. i’ve seen the rocky horror picture show. i’ve eaten sushi. i’ve been snowboarding.

HONESTY/CRIME

i’ve done something i promised someone else i wouldn’t. i’ve done something i promised myself i wouldn’t. i’ve snuck out. i’ve lied to my parents about where i am. i’ve cheated while playing a game. i’ve ran a red light. i’ve witnessed a crime. i’ve been in a fist fight. i’ve been arrested.

DEATH AND SUICIDE

i’m afraid of dying. i hate funerals. i’ve seen someone/something dying.  someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.  i’ve written a eulogy for myself.

RANDOM

i can sing well. stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. i open up to others easily. i watch the news. i don’t kill bugs. i sing in the shower. i am a morning person. i paid for a cell phone ring tone. i am a sports fanatic. i twirl my hair. i care about grammar. i have “?”’s in my screen name. i’ve copied more than 30 cds in a day. i bake well. my favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange. i would wear pajamas to school. i like martha stewart. i know how to shoot a gun. i laugh at my own jokes. i eat fast food weekly. i’ve not turned anything in and still got an a in a certain class. i can’t sleep if there is a spider/cockroach in the room. i am ticklish. i love white chocolate. i bite my nails. i’m good at remembering faces. i’m good at remembering names. i’m good at remembering dates. i honestly have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.

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bold which habits your muse has

nail biting | throat clearing | lying | interrupting | chewing the ends of pens | smoking | swearing | knuckle cracking | thumb sucking | muttering under their breath | talking to themselves | nose picking | binge drinking | oversleeping | snacking between meals | skipping meals | picking at skin | impulse buying | talking with their mouth full | humming/singing to themselves | chewing gum | leg jiggling | foot tapping | hair twirling | whistling | eye rolling | licking lips | sniffing | squinting | rubbing hands together | jaw clenching | gesturing while talking | putting feet up on tables | tucking hair behind ears | chewing lips | crossing arms over chest | putting hands on hips | rubbing the back or their neck | being late | procrastinating | doodling | shredding paper | peeling off bottle labels | forgetfulness | running hands through hair | overreacting | teeth grinding | nostril flaring | slouching | pacing | drumming fingers | fist clenching | pinching bridge of nose | rubbing temples | rolling shoulders

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Floral Recovery leaving CMH Entertainment?

Article: [Exclusive] Floral Recovery resigns from CMH?

[+5,234, -21] Floral Recovery, as expected! Best at music and media play!

[+5231, -10] Floral Recovery fighting!

[+2,391, -212] Just when they debuted too…

[+2,102, -912] I ordered my album last night… ╥﹏╥

[+1, 942, -10] Is CMH going bankrupt after this…? 

[+1,658, -180] Is anyone surprised? No one can control Floral Recovery

[+981, -23] Is this the last time we’ll see Daren Dreamer in Korea? Aigoo…

[+391, -138] They left Lucas all alone…

[+92, -2,212] I heard they were having problems with the CEO

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Dear person reading this, 

      You deserve a life full of happiness and positivity. So don’t let others get to you and believe in yourself.

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what is your favorite thing about hyuk? -hyuk.

“Nothing because he is a piece shit, but look at Floral Recovery. They are what is important,” he told.

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True, true…

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[VIDEO] Floral Recovery is Coming Back “Doing It” (ALLKPOP [x])

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— Tag ten people you want to get to know better. Tagged by: sstali Tagging: luvlornes kawaiihyuk  i have no other friends. do it if you want to, iunno.

● BASICS NAME: Kim Taeyeon. BIRTHDAY: March 9th, 1990. GENDER: Female. HEIGHT: 156cm. ● TALENTS CAN YOU JUGGLE: No. What the fuck. ART/SPORTS/BOTH: I’m artsy at heart. DO YOU LIKE WRITING: Yeeeep. DO YOU LIKE DANCING: Neutral. DO YOU LIKE SINGING: I’m a singer as a career. Take that as you will. ● FANTASIZES DREAM VACATION: Prague? I don’t know, I just picked a fancy-sounding place. DREAM GUY/GIRL: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ DREAM WEDDING: I wouldn’t have one. DREAM PET: Great Danes! Greyhounds! Pitbulls!  But I can’t take care of a dog. I can barely take care of myself. DREAM JOB: The one I have now. ● PREFERENCES GUYS/GIRLS/BOTH:.... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ EYE COLOR: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ HAIR COLOR: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ HUMOROUS/SERIOUS: Humorous? I don’t know. No one has a sense of humor. TALLER/SHORTER: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ BIGGEST TURN OFF: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Shit? BIGGEST TURN ON: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ● OTHER FAVORITE ARTIST: Floral Recovery, The Cranberries, Die Antwoord, anyone with a piano. FAVORITE COLOR: Black, but everyone saw that coming. LUCKY NUMBER: 2. AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP: 5. A PLACE THAT MAKES ME HAPPY: The couch. LAST THING I GOOGLED: “translate word  english to korean bitch” HOW MANY BLANKETS I SLEEP UNDER: In this weather? One. In the winter, more. TIME AND DATE AT THE MOMENT: 9:49PM; May 13th, 2015.

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From old clerks, to university students. Everyone loved drowning their pains and blabbering nonsense. His wife left him, he failed his test. She is not treated as equal, she got dumped for having opinion (or so she said); and his favorite — people are shitty nowadays. Of course he knew that. Of course people were shitty, of course they had gone for the worst with time. He had seen it all, but his job was to provide the female some kind of peace of mind, served with a strong beverage such as whiskey on the rocks.

“You make it sound way more horrible than it is, miss,” she made it sound exactly as it was, actually, but to some point he was right too. It was not that bad, and here and there there were decent people, if you don’t get bored enough to look. “it will stop eventually, and honestly,…” he looked at the female, deep down he felt pity over her state but he didn’t let it show even a tiny bit. He just smiled at her then pointed with his finger around the bar. “this place is filled with people who think like you. If you look around, I am sure you will find someone to trust.”

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The woman scoffed at the other’s attempt at placating her, rolling her eyes. It wasn’t the first time she heard something just as unconvincing.  You’re just being dramatic, it isn’t that bad. It came from her parents, from her peers as she grew up in Seattle, No matter where it came from, it didn’t matter. All of their attempts ended with the same response: indifference. “Maybe I’m just being realistic.” She grumbled under her breath. 

The woman’s gaze followed the bartender’s finger, her eyes scanning around the bar for a moment. Of course, the guy was probably right – realistically, no one was all bad. There was no black and white solution to anything in the real world; everything was a shade of grey. After a few years though, the small hope that not everybody was completely inane tapered off into an acceptance that if not all, most people were absurd.  “If they really think like me, they don’t want to listen someone’s bitching and whining at a bar, believe me.” Turning back around to the man, she returned the smile tentatively before continuing. “Nice try, though. I’ll just keep to trusting the same two people.”

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"And this is why I don't want to stay anymore."

The woman rested her chin on her palm as she leaned against the conference table, regarding the producer’s response halfheartedly. Her company had insisted that this was a good opportunity that Floral Reoovery should take, especially since he wasn’t from their company, Never mind the fact that there was no actual promise or deal drawn up, just a hastily arranged meeting. Some strategy about connections that she didn’t care about, not as an artist nor as a person. Even in the States, Taeyeon never willingly involved herself in schemes or strategies within the industry. Floral Recovery started with Daren, her and the music, and she intended to keep it that way as long as possible. Regardless, the meeting was a must, as instructed by basically anyone. One can’t turn down important and influential figures, despite how little one actually cared. Which is why Taeyeon wasn’t especially surprised when the meeting actually went sour. She sat up again, leaning back into her chair. Twirling the pen in her hand, the woman raises an eyebrow before speaking. “Yeah? Well, That makes two of us, but I’m the one still stuck here.“

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"I want to kill something."

Taeyeon’s fingers slid over the keyboard of her laptop as she looked at her screen, letting out a frustrated huff. Spending time at the company was never enjoyable, but it wasn’t optional either. The comeback, debut, whatever it’s called, was impending. With that coming, there also came the push for new music. Music that would interest the public, instead of rehashing old hits from their days in Seattle, which weren’t especially long ago. The refusal to use a generic Korean pop song in storage resulted in the duo having to create their own, which didn’t seem difficult when they initially agreed to it. They’d written songs, with Daren co-writing various hit singles for other artists before. It didn’t seem that difficult, until they were rushed to an office to work on the song.

She understood the need for new music, and she understood the complaint about the duo’s petulant attitude (but honestly, that was to be expected). What she didn’t understand was why they had to come up with new material in one of the company’s offices. The woman glanced around the stifling office with a frown. All of these offices looked the same, Christ, how was anyone supposed to get inspiration from a dull, trite white wall?

Hearing Daren’s comment, the singer’s eyes flickered over to her band mate momentarily, an amused smirk forming on her lips. She hummed in agreement as she resumed saving her work. “Don’t we all.” The program began to shut down, and she returned her attention back to the male, leaning her arms against the table as she spoke. “Kill the CEO if you actually kill anyone, though. Or our manager.”