Eric

🏳️‍⚧️ He/Him 🟧🟨⬜🟦🟪

[rirmit]

sede vacante

[ericd006]

Sal da Vinci

Saremo io e te, Accusi, Sara per sempre "Si"

AHHHH CAN'T GET IT OUTTA MY HEAD AND I DON'T WANT IT TO!!!

[solonetz]

Doodles are not related just tried to catch a flow of thoughts in my head

[solonetz]

[internetusercucumber]

Resignation

[lunaescribe]

Some n$fw Ed & Stede on my twitter

[rirmit]

stop smoking, we love you!!!!

[vyodka]

[ericd006]

I'm back!!!! Kinda but I'm back as in I'm going back to my usual self. I went depresso mode and had a mental breakdown several times. This world is not kind. I seriously lost my whimsy for a moment guys.

I beccame a nihilist, planned the end of the world, became a fascist for a couple of days, then full on n*zi after that while writing down names like I'm Kira on my school textbook which my prof found and became gravely concerned about me. Thankfully I only wrote my revolutionary plans for the world which involved bombing certain places internationally with homemade nukes.

Then I returned to Catholicism... this is one of the strangely positive thing that came out of this shtty part of my life. (I guess I gotta go remove the ao3 tag that 'author is not a Christian' because I am back in the religion now...)

[ericd006]

for context bcs I can this comedic sitcom episode of my life is triggered by the E-files. I've seen that shit. Why? Because I'm curious and... it fcked me up so bad...

I will never be the same ever again.

Especially when justice is not being served at all.

It's genuinely hard to enjoy anything and everything I used to enjoy when you know these kinds of shit are happening on the daily.

I've always known that these sht exist but to see it? To have names of those who have comitted such vicious and vile acts? And the name of victims who are fearing for their lives for speaking up and are fighting for something that are already right in our faces?

It's sickening... And it makes me so mad.

I have religious trauma. I cannot — even to save my life — enter a Church or listen to a sermon without feeling an enormous amount of guilt and fear. But that sht was so terrifying I became genuinely hopless. Like the world went black and white for a moment and... the concept of God was something that got me out of there. I am still agnostic to the core but for the sake of having a written guideline I am a Catholic. And for the sake of the existence of Hell too.

I still fear hell and there's still an internal voice inside me that says I will go to hell because I have sinned — stole when I was a kid, said a lie because I was panicking, said a lie to a kid about myths and sht — but... if there are levels of hell then I won't be complaining ngl; as long as those men suffers more and are tortured for eternity more because I definitely am not in their level of demonic and depraved.

[ericd006]

And, WE ARE NOT ANGRY ENOUGH

This isn't politics. This is about morality, ethics, and human decency which have left those monster's souls. Don't get distracted.

But to those reading this and have not seen those files— DO NOT. It's so bad. It's horrible. Just be aware. Just know that it is horrible. For the sake of your mental health do not view those files. Be aware.

[ericd006]

I'm back!!!! Kinda but I'm back as in I'm going back to my usual self. I went depresso mode and had a mental breakdown several times. This world is not kind. I seriously lost my whimsy for a moment guys.

I beccame a nihilist, planned the end of the world, became a fascist for a couple of days, then full on n*zi after that while writing down names like I'm Kira on my school textbook which my prof found and became gravely concerned about me. Thankfully I only wrote my revolutionary plans for the world which involved bombing certain places internationally with homemade nukes.

Then I returned to Catholicism... this is one of the strangely positive thing that came out of this shtty part of my life. (I guess I gotta go remove the ao3 tag that 'author is not a Christian' because I am back in the religion now...)

[ericd006]

for context bcs I can this comedic sitcom episode of my life is triggered by the E-files. I've seen that shit. Why? Because I'm curious and... it fcked me up so bad...

I will never be the same ever again.

Especially when justice is not being served at all.

It's genuinely hard to enjoy anything and everything I used to enjoy when you know these kinds of shit are happening on the daily.

I've always known that these sht exist but to see it? To have names of those who have comitted such vicious and vile acts? And the name of victims who are fearing for their lives for speaking up and are fighting for something that are already right in our faces?

It's sickening... And it makes me so mad.

I have religious trauma. I cannot — even to save my life — enter a Church or listen to a sermon without feeling an enormous amount of guilt and fear. But that sht was so terrifying I became genuinely hopless. Like the world went black and white for a moment and... the concept of God was something that got me out of there. I am still agnostic to the core but for the sake of having a written guideline I am a Catholic. And for the sake of the existence of Hell too.

I still fear hell and there's still an internal voice inside me that says I will go to hell because I have sinned — stole when I was a kid, said a lie because I was panicking, said a lie to a kid about myths and sht — but... if there are levels of hell then I won't be complaining ngl; as long as those men suffers more and are tortured for eternity more because I definitely am not in their level of demonic and depraved.

[ofmd-ann]

Rhys Darby 'Steve' (Wrecked)

[mmarshalate]

patriarch of venice what are you doing huh

[xray-vex]

[source]

[ericd006]

I'm back!!!! Kinda but I'm back as in I'm going back to my usual self. I went depresso mode and had a mental breakdown several times. This world is not kind. I seriously lost my whimsy for a moment guys.

I beccame a nihilist, planned the end of the world, became a fascist for a couple of days, then full on n*zi after that while writing down names like I'm Kira on my school textbook which my prof found and became gravely concerned about me. Thankfully I only wrote my revolutionary plans for the world which involved bombing certain places internationally with homemade nukes.

Then I returned to Catholicism... this is one of the strangely positive thing that came out of this shtty part of my life. (I guess I gotta go remove the ao3 tag that 'author is not a Christian' because I am back in the religion now...)

[yirima-chai]

Benítez is praying for all of us (or something like that)

close-ups because I'm really proud of this

[villtothehill]

Selfie!

Ray taking a quick snap with wife Thomas and bestie Willy and other funzies🏃‍♀️

[ericd006]

yummyyyyyyyy 😋😋

(Alt background + linearts if ya'll curious)