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//suicide

wonder if rose made empty suicide threats to her friends like she does to mom. i wish her self destructive tendencies were brought up more by the fandom. lowkey a vent so i dont care if this is ooc if im gonna be honest. i just wanted smt to work on for awhile

EDIT: i was really suicidal when i made this so if you could refrain from criticizing it in the comments that would much be appreciated. you can do that with my other works but not with this one. i genuinely just dont care if it is good or not and enough people have told me i didnt meet the bar and i dont careeeee!!! please stop

EDIT AGAIN!!!: you do not have to worry about me! i am on antidepressants now and this was made i want to say a month ago...? my queue on here is suuuuper behind. im doing fine!!!! i got help ♡ if you are feeling this way also i STRONGLY suggest you seek council too because someone loves you i am positive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

incel-dib

all i think about is fish

maryam-we8ster

the girls are fightiiiiiiiing

pastabaguette

equius and lord english things.

extras beneath the cut (please mind, there are flashing lights)

hobsyllwin

copy of a

horrorjerk

some equiuses for @pastabaguette!

daghostzone

I'm the escape to somethin' that's worse

I am the shadow drivin' the hearse

#oh boy here we go again #(positive very positive)

showerthoughtsofagoldengoose-de

yuri

zennybb

040223

i don't remember a lot from a long time ago but i really hope you are okay and that i did not hurt you. i just wanted you to be safe and happy, i was going through psychosis and grief and was around way too many people that were reinforcing it. it wasn't okay to have you involved in any of it. i really hope you are doing well and are happy. i am so sorry if i ever hurt you. thank you for having been my friend

i've grown so much. i wish we could speak again and start over

how could i blame you when i know what i was like at the time?

if you see this, please know i'm open to reconnecting. you're someone from my past that i still think of and feel regret. i miss when we were friends.

but it doesn't have to end here. the door will always be open for you

#my own memory has a lot of holes in it #but i've managed to make a nice life for myself and i hope you are in a better place too #thinking back on my teen self. i had serious mental illness happening. but it wasn't your fault at all.#i had no idea at the time how deep i was in my own delusions and i was just. in so much pain and unwell #but things have changed for me #eridan text