My communication skills kinda suck
When I feel frustrated, upset or disappointed, I clam up
Im not perfect. No one is
I guess it’s just my defense mechanism or probably childhood trauma
Growing up with mostly women around me, dealing with different personalities, made me realize what I want and don’t want to be
I always tell myself I never wanna nag or hassle anyone, especially when I know I can do it myself
My husband always tell me, “so independent” lol
I like to sort out what’s on my mind, prepare myself for stuff I need to do
So when they don’t go as planned, I feel let down
Cause, in my head, I would’ve done what’s needed to be done if it was just me
I do feel bad whenever I can’t say what upsets me or even something that spoils my mood
I am aware and I am trying to improve tho
I would say I’ve gotten better but still needs improvement
I just need to remember that I’m not on my own now and I don’t have to keep it all in or to myself
I always thank my lucky stars for having a husband who is always willing to listen, understand and reaaaaaally reaaaaally patient.
I swear it’s all storm in my head but he’s like calm trying to arrange my thoughts with me
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