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[morbusi]

"There wouldn’t be a point if I just laid down without being comfortable. Who the hell can sleep if they’re uncomfortable anyways?"

[erutusfaustitas]

"That's true I guess."

She gives him a smooch on the forehead

[morbusi]

"I know I could, but I don’t want to. … Can I just sleep on the couch?"

[erutusfaustitas]

"If you'd like sweetie! Just make sure you're comfortable"

[morbusi]

"… Fine. I’m just tired, I guess. It’s nothing to worry about, really."

[erutusfaustitas]

"Are you sure? If you're tired you can always lay down sweetie"

[erutusfaustitas]

all i could ever ask for in life is kuroha ayano mother son bonding this is all i want in life

[morbusi]

"… Why do you care? Go away."

[erutusfaustitas]

"I'm not going to go away, I am your mother after all"

[morbusi]

     [ Stupidly overdramatic groaning. ]

[erutusfaustitas]

"What are you whining about sweety?"

[erutusfaustitas]

one day i'll stop drawing mama ayano and child kuroha and get to starters woops

[erutusfaustitas]

{Disgusting Trash}

▓▒░⇝⊰I hate your guts.⊱ Blunt confession overall, from the way it’s spoken from disdainful lips to the truthfulness of it all. It’s not something he’s ashamed of admitting (God knows he’s a stranger to the concept of shame and will remain as such for the rest of eternity and beyond), and he tilts his head, almost daringly so, for he knows for a fact the sentiment is returned.

"Glad to know"

  The girl stated back with a cheerful smile. It was honestly better that way in the first place. It would have been a problem if he didn't anyway- considering that she hated his guts no matter what.... he was just a disgusting android that would follow a broken path every time... if anything, she wanted to break him- because she hated everything about him.... he was disgusting in every way, but then again- she was too... wasn't that ironic?

  Speaking up in a cheerful tone as she kept her smile, her eyes giving him a small glare as she kept her distance.

"It would be too boring if you didn't, but all I hope is one day you're on your knees begging for mercy, and that day I hope it's in front of me"

[erutusfaustitas]

adventures of ayano and kuroha has a mother and child relationship part 2

[remxmbrance]

Are you a liar?

The words brought a wringing sensation, he has losing air, he was going to faint. So many things going on, the overall feeling was going to knock him out. Her, of all people in this cursed world, was asking him, of all people, if he was a liar.

Was he? Well, maybe he was. Her eyes made him guiltier; as crimson as blood, looking at him, at his faults. There were so many, he felt she might have to stare for eternity. Not that she would want to. Ayano looked nothing less than disgusted.

Maybe she had a reason, after all, I’m…

"I d-disagree." He felt rebellious, like answering a teacher without permission. "It’s been pretty hectic recently."

[erutusfaustitas]

  Oh what a horrible liar... Shintaro was never really good at much of anything anyways besides getting good test scores, was he? She almost wanted to laugh, she wanted to squeeze whatever life he had left out of him as that was the only thing to do to the poor boy anyway, otherwise he'd get too soft wouldn't he? 

  She could see him avoiding the question if he was lying... ah, so that meant he was lying after all- if he was really fine then he would have given her a straight answer... her expression turned to a dull one as she frowned a bit.

     "You know it's not good to lie, Shintaro-kun"

  But it seemed that he disagreed with her, saying that it had been pretty hectic recently... oh if only it would have been the same for her, she wanted the excitement, it was thrilling in a way, since most of the time she spent her days in the Haze, watching from afar, it was almost boring, but with some strings pulled she could repeat these days over and over, at least it would be more interesting than watching everyday life with nothing happening....

                                        ...that was disgusting.

  Her smile returned as her demeanor was still calm and collected like usual, as her innocent mask was still playing for the person that she used to care dearly for. But thinking about it, maybe she never cared in the first place... she was unable to feel remorse, and she really didn't care what happened to her 'precious' friend at this point... if anything he was just a pawn for her amusement.

        "Oh really? Why don't you tell your old friend what has been happening?" 

[erutusfaustitas]

shut up mom. jpg

[remxmbrance]

"I-I’ve been fine." This was not good. He wasn’t supposed to be talking with this person. This individual had to be a figment of his imagination. It felt so real, it hurt. Her smile… it was just like back then, so real, so alive.

"And you? How have y-you been?"

The guilt continued to settle in. He felt like he was drowning, the waves of shame continued to rise.

[erutusfaustitas]

  Ah? He had been fine? That was no good at all. But she was expecting that reaction. She decided maybe now was a good time to push it. An experiment really, she didn't have any plans on harming the boy herself, in fact she really couldn't do anything against him besides her words... 

"Are you sure about that, Shintaro? You don't sound fine at all. Are you a liar?"

  She tilted her head as she stared at him, her red eyes looking at him... they were almost shaming him in a nonverbal sense as her smile was still plastered on her face. She took a step closer to the boy, feeling his anxiety rise... ah, what a wonderful feeling to feel the tension... she spoke up as she looked him straight in the eyes.

"I've been doing fine... just you know, it's really quiet lately, hasn't it?"

[remxmbrance]

"A-Ayano?"

This was impossible. She died. Ayano Tateyama had left this world years ago, that was a fact. Then, who was this? And, what did she want with him. He wanted to leave, to disappear. Anything but be close to this person. The proximity killed him, her voice made him deaf. It’s as if all of those emotions came back to haunt him. It made his head spin so fast, he thought he might pass out.

[erutusfaustitas]

  Such a reaction coming from such a weak boy- it was almost laughable, it was cute in its own way. She was also disgusted with it though, but what he was feeling now was what he deserved- wasn't it? She kept her cheerful mask up for the male despite knowing that he was feeling turmoil inside.

"Yes. It's me, It's been so long- I can't imagine... how are you Shintaro?"

  Behind her smile was a devilish smirk, she would have fun with this- maybe she could even push him off the edge with guilt... how interesting it would be... of course if she didn't, then that's just how things happened, right? She could always just wait for the next timeline anyway....

                                      What a poor disgusting boy he was.

[remxmbrance]

erutusfaustitas

He anxiously tapped his foot; being around so many people made him anxious.He could feel the crowd closing in, closer and closer.

He needed to get out of there, and fast.

[erutusfaustitas]

Ah! A very familiar face, it was nice to see this disgusting face for once, of course- in the end he would die a rotten death in the end, but if anything he was the most amusing. It would be nice to finally chat with him again, since it had been so long... Too long in fact. Giving one of her usual smiles she greeted him.

"Shintaro-kun! It's been a while, hasn't it?"

[erutusfaustitas]

if u want a starter with this ayano just like this post! ovo

[kokonose-kun]

Erutusfaustitas.

"Ah, hey there, Ayano!" The boy proceeded to greet with a smile as always.

[erutusfaustitas]

  Haruka, someone she knew a long time ago- and once cared for dearly, of course now that was gone and her heart had become an empty shell, as she graced the boy with a casual smile, the ones that she used to give with meaning.

                     "Oh Hello there Haruka, It's nice to see you"

[morbusi]

     His concentration seemed inpenetrable, eyes never affixed to anything except for the wall. It was only somewhat broken when he was spoken to by the visitors, head jerking up by an inch or so before it settled back down. He shook his head, rubbing his eyes and turning to look at Ayano.

     ”… Haruka?” He canted his head when the inquiry was out in the open. “I don’t… know who that is,” he continued, standing up and glancing around.

     ”There’s no one else in this room, so… are you talking to me?”

[erutusfaustitas]

  Oh right, this timeline was almost as fucked up as all the others, but it seemed the poor boy suffered from some Disassociate Identity Disorder. At least that's what she had speculated... she didn't have full control over the timelines but in a way, she was the writer of the tragic stories, and usually they always worked out in her favor.

                                                                 Hideously Beautiful...

  It was almost like a small rotten flower coming into full bloom  as the boy told him that he didn't know who the boy named Haruka was, how tragic that such a thing happened to the boy, not having memories of anything from other personalities... but she really didn't care- it was interesting enough to keep her attention. 

  She gave a small smile as she tilted her head, giving a small, nervous chuckle that rolled out of her mouth... Ah, she would probably need to explain but there was really nothing to explain to him, since there was nothing that she could do except wait for the next timeline, and see how things went... but she would enjoy each timeline to it's fullest.

          "Ah, Y-You look like someone I know... Might I ask your name?"