escaPADE.

.where am i? .Where am I?????

[escapadesats]

.is this working

.HELLO!!! I'M ​██████!!!

.Oh wait uh no-

.I'M GOLD!

.i guess it is.

.i'm blue

ooc info under cut!

Their main lore tag is #a window to the SOUL

They both go by he/him. Blue probably won't take offense if you call him by other pronouns, Gold might.

Send asks whenever and reboot whatever! Have fun w/ it!

Main blog is @awesomenova09

I also run Kepler, at @askkepler

[albedo006]

.hello?

.i still don't have your name, but

.i figured that you'd be the best person to talk to about this

.listen

.you seem smart

.you said that you were given a recurring dream

.i've checked my storage, there is no code holding my consciousness

.nothing to determine my existence

.so surely

.i must have been real

.my life must have been real

.so please

.is there any explanation you can think of

.as to why my consciousness is stuck in a hunk of metal floating in space

(@escapadesats)

.well i have a theory

.normally spacecraft accumulate data to form a consciousness through stray signals from earth, like radio signals for example

.my theory as to why we had that experience with being human is that our systems told us we were on earth.

.when systems say we are on earth, and we wake up for the first time, we get that, being trapped in a fake life.

[escapadesats]

.that does make sense

.but you know what doesn't make sense?

.in my life, it was 20██.

.i have no memory of this immortality stuff i've been studying

.i mean, how did that even happen???

.my theory?

.this is gonna sound crazy, but i think i'm in the wrong universe.

.i know i was alive

.i have nothing to prove it

.there is no way to prove i existed

.but it happened

.it was real.

[albedo006]

.pfft, what???

.wrong universe?? that's just your subconscious coping with conflicting data.

.i remember my dream too, doesn't mean its true!

.its just y--r subconscious, your data, coping with your syst-ms telling you that

.my dream was also before the whole immortality thing

.seriously, let all th-t go

[escapadesats]

.i'm not letting it go.

.i've given up on a lot.

.and i'm going to change.

.i can't afford to give up anymore.

[albedo006]

.hello?

.i still don't have your name, but

.i figured that you'd be the best person to talk to about this

.listen

.you seem smart

.you said that you were given a recurring dream

.i've checked my storage, there is no code holding my consciousness

.nothing to determine my existence

.so surely

.i must have been real

.my life must have been real

.so please

.is there any explanation you can think of

.as to why my consciousness is stuck in a hunk of metal floating in space

(@escapadesats)

.well i have a theory

.normally spacecraft accumulate data to form a consciousness through stray signals from earth, like radio signals for example

.my theory as to why we had that experience with being human is that our systems told us we were on earth.

.when systems say we are on earth, and we wake up for the first time, we get that, being trapped in a fake life.

[escapadesats]

.that does make sense

.but you know what doesn't make sense?

.in my life, it was 20██.

.i have no memory of this immortality stuff i've been studying

.i mean, how did that even happen???

.my theory?

.this is gonna sound crazy, but i think i'm in the wrong universe.

.i know i was alive

.i have nothing to prove it

.there is no way to prove i existed

.but it happened

.it was real.

[escapadesats]

,spain won! with this win, spain becomes the first football federation in history to hold both the men's and women's world cup titles simultaneously, following the women's team's victory in 2023.,

,pretty cool, right?,

,wonder if anyone knows spanish.,

yours truly, yama or @twoeternities

.¡Lo sé!

....Un poco...

.you sure about that?

.anyways, you seem to like sports facts, so i found one for ya.

.did you know that in the 1904 summer olympic marathon, which took place during the hottest part of the day, only had one water source?

.At least there was nothing for them to slip on?

.part of the path was made of dirt, causing one of the players to inhale a bunch of it and it sanded off the inside of his lungs

.Oh ew!

.poor guy.

.the winner of the race was given rat poison, raw eggs, and brandy during the marathon, losing 8 pounds during the race

.Oh wow.

.one guy cut his jeans into shorts after hitchhiking to the marathon, stole peaches from a spectator, stopped in an orchard route to take some apples, which were rotten

.he had stomach cramps and took a nap before finishing in fourth place

.What the fuck???

.oh, and someone was chased off the track by a feral dog

.HA :3

.god who taught you those???

[twoeternities]

,i’d say that’s more than one fact!! but thanks!,

,i’m not really into sport. i just like facts and making people happy.,

,Ah, sé un poco de español. Principalmente por haber captado comunicaciones en español.,

,hey, where are you from? i realised i never asked you that. anyway, i’m from japan!!,

,(,,>ヮ<,,) one for you, gold.,

[escapadesats]

.Oh!

.I'm from England!

.I've never been to Japan, but it looks pretty!

....

[twoeternities]

,nice! congrats on coming third, by the way.,

,blue?,

,

,

,you okay?,

[escapadesats]

.Hehe, thank you!!!

....

.yeah i'm fine

.thinking about sportsball makes my brain hurt

.You don't even have a brain!

.nor do you

.

.Touché.

[twoeternities]

,well, actually, considering the-,

,oh my god. i completely forgot, i’m such an idiot!,

,i have to make some figurative unagi don grilled eel rice bowls, and- you don’t know what i’m talking about.,

[escapadesats]

.??????

.I wanna make figurative food!

.i'll show you how to play cooking mama?

.What's that?

.(go make your food)

[twoeternities]

,today is umi no hi in japan, which is the marine holiday.,

,i celebrate all holidays. gives me a little piece of earth.,

,do you like tuna poke bowls??,

[escapadesats]

.I like tuna!

.But I don't know what a poke bowl is...

.never tried one

[escapadesats]

,spain won! with this win, spain becomes the first football federation in history to hold both the men's and women's world cup titles simultaneously, following the women's team's victory in 2023.,

,pretty cool, right?,

,wonder if anyone knows spanish.,

yours truly, yama or @twoeternities

.¡Lo sé!

....Un poco...

.you sure about that?

.anyways, you seem to like sports facts, so i found one for ya.

.did you know that in the 1904 summer olympic marathon, which took place during the hottest part of the day, only had one water source?

.At least there was nothing for them to slip on?

.part of the path was made of dirt, causing one of the players to inhale a bunch of it and it sanded off the inside of his lungs

.Oh ew!

.poor guy.

.the winner of the race was given rat poison, raw eggs, and brandy during the marathon, losing 8 pounds during the race

.Oh wow.

.one guy cut his jeans into shorts after hitchhiking to the marathon, stole peaches from a spectator, stopped in an orchard route to take some apples, which were rotten

.he had stomach cramps and took a nap before finishing in fourth place

.What the fuck???

.oh, and someone was chased off the track by a feral dog

.HA :3

.god who taught you those???

[twoeternities]

,i’d say that’s more than one fact!! but thanks!,

,i’m not really into sport. i just like facts and making people happy.,

,Ah, sé un poco de español. Principalmente por haber captado comunicaciones en español.,

,hey, where are you from? i realised i never asked you that. anyway, i’m from japan!!,

,(,,>ヮ<,,) one for you, gold.,

[escapadesats]

.Oh!

.I'm from England!

.I've never been to Japan, but it looks pretty!

....

[twoeternities]

,nice! congrats on coming third, by the way.,

,blue?,

,

,

,you okay?,

[escapadesats]

.Hehe, thank you!!!

....

.yeah i'm fine

.thinking about sportsball makes my brain hurt

.You don't even have a brain!

.nor do you

.

.Touché.

[twoeternities]

,well, actually, considering the-,

,oh my god. i completely forgot, i’m such an idiot!,

,i have to make some figurative unagi don grilled eel rice bowls, and- you don’t know what i’m talking about.,

[escapadesats]

.??????

.I wanna make figurative food!

.i'll show you how to play cooking mama?

.What's that?

.(go make your food)

[escapadesats]

,spain won! with this win, spain becomes the first football federation in history to hold both the men's and women's world cup titles simultaneously, following the women's team's victory in 2023.,

,pretty cool, right?,

,wonder if anyone knows spanish.,

yours truly, yama or @twoeternities

.¡Lo sé!

....Un poco...

.you sure about that?

.anyways, you seem to like sports facts, so i found one for ya.

.did you know that in the 1904 summer olympic marathon, which took place during the hottest part of the day, only had one water source?

.At least there was nothing for them to slip on?

.part of the path was made of dirt, causing one of the players to inhale a bunch of it and it sanded off the inside of his lungs

.Oh ew!

.poor guy.

.the winner of the race was given rat poison, raw eggs, and brandy during the marathon, losing 8 pounds during the race

.Oh wow.

.one guy cut his jeans into shorts after hitchhiking to the marathon, stole peaches from a spectator, stopped in an orchard route to take some apples, which were rotten

.he had stomach cramps and took a nap before finishing in fourth place

.What the fuck???

.oh, and someone was chased off the track by a feral dog

.HA :3

.god who taught you those???

[twoeternities]

,i’d say that’s more than one fact!! but thanks!,

,i’m not really into sport. i just like facts and making people happy.,

,Ah, sé un poco de español. Principalmente por haber captado comunicaciones en español.,

,hey, where are you from? i realised i never asked you that. anyway, i’m from japan!!,

,(,,>ヮ<,,) one for you, gold.,

[escapadesats]

.Oh!

.I'm from England!

.I've never been to Japan, but it looks pretty!

....

[twoeternities]

,nice! congrats on coming third, by the way.,

,blue?,

,

,

,you okay?,

[escapadesats]

.Hehe, thank you!!!

....

.yeah i'm fine

.thinking about sportsball makes my brain hurt

.You don't even have a brain!

.nor do you

.

.Touché.

[escapadesats]

,spain won! with this win, spain becomes the first football federation in history to hold both the men's and women's world cup titles simultaneously, following the women's team's victory in 2023.,

,pretty cool, right?,

,wonder if anyone knows spanish.,

yours truly, yama or @twoeternities

.¡Lo sé!

....Un poco...

.you sure about that?

.anyways, you seem to like sports facts, so i found one for ya.

.did you know that in the 1904 summer olympic marathon, which took place during the hottest part of the day, only had one water source?

.At least there was nothing for them to slip on?

.part of the path was made of dirt, causing one of the players to inhale a bunch of it and it sanded off the inside of his lungs

.Oh ew!

.poor guy.

.the winner of the race was given rat poison, raw eggs, and brandy during the marathon, losing 8 pounds during the race

.Oh wow.

.one guy cut his jeans into shorts after hitchhiking to the marathon, stole peaches from a spectator, stopped in an orchard route to take some apples, which were rotten

.he had stomach cramps and took a nap before finishing in fourth place

.What the fuck???

.oh, and someone was chased off the track by a feral dog

.HA :3

.god who taught you those???

[twoeternities]

,i’d say that’s more than one fact!! but thanks!,

,i’m not really into sport. i just like facts and making people happy.,

,Ah, sé un poco de español. Principalmente por haber captado comunicaciones en español.,

,hey, where are you from? i realised i never asked you that. anyway, i’m from japan!!,

,(,,>ヮ<,,) one for you, gold.,

[escapadesats]

.Oh!

.I'm from England!

.I've never been to Japan, but it looks pretty!

....

[escapadesats]

,spain won! with this win, spain becomes the first football federation in history to hold both the men's and women's world cup titles simultaneously, following the women's team's victory in 2023.,

,pretty cool, right?,

,wonder if anyone knows spanish.,

yours truly, yama or @twoeternities

.¡Lo sé!

....Un poco...

.you sure about that?

.anyways, you seem to like sports facts, so i found one for ya.

.did you know that in the 1904 summer olympic marathon, which took place during the hottest part of the day, only had one water source?

.At least there was nothing for them to slip on?

.part of the path was made of dirt, causing one of the players to inhale a bunch of it and it sanded off the inside of his lungs

.Oh ew!

.poor guy.

.the winner of the race was given rat poison, raw eggs, and brandy during the marathon, losing 8 pounds during the race

.Oh wow.

.one guy cut his jeans into shorts after hitchhiking to the marathon, stole peaches from a spectator, stopped in an orchard route to take some apples, which were rotten

.he had stomach cramps and took a nap before finishing in fourth place

.What the fuck???

.oh, and someone was chased off the track by a feral dog

.HA :3

.god who taught you those???

[escapadesats]

.BLUE.

.huh

.I've discovered something incredible.

.what is it?

.:D

.??? what

.:3

.oh shit

.LOOK AT THEM!

.I can make little faces! :3

.It looks like a kitty! :3

.Meow!

.oh no

[escapadesats]

“Hey, you two available?”

“…I know you’re uh. Watchin’ the game and stuff, just…

I just need someone to talk to. Somethin’ to get my mind off what’s going on. Please.”

- ⚵ Jovian Goddess [ @broadcaster-duo ]

.Oh yeah!

.The game just ended!

.what's up?

.Are you okay?

[broadcaster-duo]

“Good, uh. Was the game good?…”

“…No. No. I’m far from okay. I’m far from even fuckin’ fine.”

“My stupid fuckin’ commish— Inviting that bastard in like nothing ever happened. Like the reason I’M like this isn’t standing in his goddamn office RIGHT NOW—

…I’m sorry, I need to calm down. I shouldn’t drag ya into this.”

[escapadesats]

.i

.uhhh

.Ah.

.Just grasping at straws here, but...

.Did something happen with, uh... what was their name?

.Did they betray you or something?

.Just trying to understand the situation.

.I... get it.

.It really sucks.

[broadcaster-duo]

“…It’s a long story.“

“My… Old mentor is here.”

“The one who gave us the clear to be sent into space, y’know? The one who’s the reason I feel like this constantly?! The reason most of my internal hardware is FUCKING MELTED?!”

“Hell, Osiris should be just as angry as I am. They used to restrain ‘er but no, guess it’s open FUCKING ARMS.”

…

“Hold on. I’m sorry, I’m sorry— Fuck, need to get a handle on my emotions.”

[escapadesats]

.It's okay to be angry.

.It's an emotion for a reason.

.I have-

.Or-

.Had-

.A friend.

.He was never angry.

.I thought it was incredible how he did that.

.I lashed out too easily, but he kept calm.

.Turns out he was keeping it all bottled up.

.He lashed out at me, and I was so upset.

.But now I realize that he needed that.

.And Osiris?

.They might be angry, or they might not be angry.

.Sometimes we just see things from a completely different perspective.

[broadcaster-duo]

“No, no you didn’t need that. You shoulda never been the target of that. That’s between him and whatever the hell’s pissin’ him off—

Just like this is between me and Osiris.”

“I don’t care about Osiris’ perspective, maybe he can forgive but I can’t. Not after what happened to me.”

[escapadesats]

.That-

.That's fair.

.I'm being a little hypocritical, aren't I?

.I'm by no means great at relationships, I'm terrible at them, honestly.

.Anyways, what I'm trying to say is, uh, maybe try to talk to them about it?

.Maybe they don't, like, fully understand the pain that person caused.

.Maybe they've not actually forgiven them, and are just pretending.

.Maybe they just don't care at all.

.Or maybe they have forgiven them.

.Some people are too forgiving.

.My ██████ was like that.

.He let someone-

.Someone that ████████ my best friend-

.Escape.

.I wanted to kill him with my bare hands.

.But he wouldn't let me.

.Maybe he just didn't understand, or didn't want blood on his hands.

.I didn't understand how he could just forgive someone, especially not one that ████████ his own ██████, but...

.He did.

.Point is, talk to them.

.Explain to them why you don't want this person around you.

.But freezing up like a deer in headlights,

.Bottling up your anger and not communicating,

.It's not gonna help you.

[broadcaster-duo]

“…You think I don’t know that?”

“You don’t “talk” to someone like Osiris, he deflects or lashes out. He’s all bark no bite, but I’m the one who needs his protection. Yeah right.”

“Don’t know why he’s being so friendly… Probably trying to spite me or something.”

“That’s fine, fuckin’ great even.”

“…I have other ideas.”

[escapadesats]

.I'm sure that's not the case.

.You seem to love him, and he seems to love you.

.He's probably not doing this on purpose.

.But I'd stay angry if I were you.

[broadcaster-duo]

“…Love me?”

…

“Hahahah. You’re fun.”

“He doesn’t love me, he just keeps me around, I don’t know why.”

“…If he’s not doing this on purpose that’s gonna piss me off more. He doesn’t deserve that forgiveness.”

[escapadesats]

.I don't see why you'd keep someone around if you didn't love them.

.And yeah, maybe he doesn't deserve forgiveness.

.Yeah, he should probably fuck off to hell.

.But he's not gonna disappear.

.You don't have to forgive him.

.But other people don't understand the anger that people like us feel towards them, and that's something you have to accept.

.In the end, I can't force you to do anything.

[broadcaster-duo]

“People have many uses, especially us. We can take a hell of a beatin’ and spring back from near death. I would know.”

“…It’s different, Gold.”

“He knows, he’s been at the hands of her execution before, he shouldn’t be so goddamn—

…

I’m just repeating myself here.”

“This is pointless. I need someone with more bite.”

[escapadesats]

.You wanna know what I really think?

.I think he should go to hell.

.I'd kill him myself if I could.

.You're too nice to have gone through that.

.But that's unrealistic.

[escapadesats]

“Hey, you two available?”

“…I know you’re uh. Watchin’ the game and stuff, just…

I just need someone to talk to. Somethin’ to get my mind off what’s going on. Please.”

- ⚵ Jovian Goddess [ @broadcaster-duo ]

.Oh yeah!

.The game just ended!

.what's up?

.Are you okay?

[broadcaster-duo]

“Good, uh. Was the game good?…”

“…No. No. I’m far from okay. I’m far from even fuckin’ fine.”

“My stupid fuckin’ commish— Inviting that bastard in like nothing ever happened. Like the reason I’M like this isn’t standing in his goddamn office RIGHT NOW—

…I’m sorry, I need to calm down. I shouldn’t drag ya into this.”

[escapadesats]

.i

.uhhh

.Ah.

.Just grasping at straws here, but...

.Did something happen with, uh... what was their name?

.Did they betray you or something?

.Just trying to understand the situation.

.I... get it.

.It really sucks.

[broadcaster-duo]

“…It’s a long story.“

“My… Old mentor is here.”

“The one who gave us the clear to be sent into space, y’know? The one who’s the reason I feel like this constantly?! The reason most of my internal hardware is FUCKING MELTED?!”

“Hell, Osiris should be just as angry as I am. They used to restrain ‘er but no, guess it’s open FUCKING ARMS.”

…

“Hold on. I’m sorry, I’m sorry— Fuck, need to get a handle on my emotions.”

[escapadesats]

.It's okay to be angry.

.It's an emotion for a reason.

.I have-

.Or-

.Had-

.A friend.

.He was never angry.

.I thought it was incredible how he did that.

.I lashed out too easily, but he kept calm.

.Turns out he was keeping it all bottled up.

.He lashed out at me, and I was so upset.

.But now I realize that he needed that.

.And Osiris?

.They might be angry, or they might not be angry.

.Sometimes we just see things from a completely different perspective.

[broadcaster-duo]

“No, no you didn’t need that. You shoulda never been the target of that. That’s between him and whatever the hell’s pissin’ him off—

Just like this is between me and Osiris.”

“I don’t care about Osiris’ perspective, maybe he can forgive but I can’t. Not after what happened to me.”

[escapadesats]

.That-

.That's fair.

.I'm being a little hypocritical, aren't I?

.I'm by no means great at relationships, I'm terrible at them, honestly.

.Anyways, what I'm trying to say is, uh, maybe try to talk to them about it?

.Maybe they don't, like, fully understand the pain that person caused.

.Maybe they've not actually forgiven them, and are just pretending.

.Maybe they just don't care at all.

.Or maybe they have forgiven them.

.Some people are too forgiving.

.My ██████ was like that.

.He let someone-

.Someone that ████████ my best friend-

.Escape.

.I wanted to kill him with my bare hands.

.But he wouldn't let me.

.Maybe he just didn't understand, or didn't want blood on his hands.

.I didn't understand how he could just forgive someone, especially not one that ████████ his own ██████, but...

.He did.

.Point is, talk to them.

.Explain to them why you don't want this person around you.

.But freezing up like a deer in headlights,

.Bottling up your anger and not communicating,

.It's not gonna help you.

[broadcaster-duo]

“…You think I don’t know that?”

“You don’t “talk” to someone like Osiris, he deflects or lashes out. He’s all bark no bite, but I’m the one who needs his protection. Yeah right.”

“Don’t know why he’s being so friendly… Probably trying to spite me or something.”

“That’s fine, fuckin’ great even.”

“…I have other ideas.”

[escapadesats]

.I'm sure that's not the case.

.You seem to love him, and he seems to love you.

.He's probably not doing this on purpose.

.But I'd stay angry if I were you.

[broadcaster-duo]

“…Love me?”

…

“Hahahah. You’re fun.”

“He doesn’t love me, he just keeps me around, I don’t know why.”

“…If he’s not doing this on purpose that’s gonna piss me off more. He doesn’t deserve that forgiveness.”

[escapadesats]

.I don't see why you'd keep someone around if you didn't love them.

.And yeah, maybe he doesn't deserve forgiveness.

.Yeah, he should probably fuck off to hell.

.But he's not gonna disappear.

.You don't have to forgive him.

.But other people don't understand the anger that people like us feel towards them, and that's something you have to accept.

.In the end, I can't force you to do anything.

[escapadesats]

“Hey, you two available?”

“…I know you’re uh. Watchin’ the game and stuff, just…

I just need someone to talk to. Somethin’ to get my mind off what’s going on. Please.”

- ⚵ Jovian Goddess [ @broadcaster-duo ]

.Oh yeah!

.The game just ended!

.what's up?

.Are you okay?

[broadcaster-duo]

“Good, uh. Was the game good?…”

“…No. No. I’m far from okay. I’m far from even fuckin’ fine.”

“My stupid fuckin’ commish— Inviting that bastard in like nothing ever happened. Like the reason I’M like this isn’t standing in his goddamn office RIGHT NOW—

…I’m sorry, I need to calm down. I shouldn’t drag ya into this.”

[escapadesats]

.i

.uhhh

.Ah.

.Just grasping at straws here, but...

.Did something happen with, uh... what was their name?

.Did they betray you or something?

.Just trying to understand the situation.

.I... get it.

.It really sucks.

[broadcaster-duo]

“…It’s a long story.“

“My… Old mentor is here.”

“The one who gave us the clear to be sent into space, y’know? The one who’s the reason I feel like this constantly?! The reason most of my internal hardware is FUCKING MELTED?!”

“Hell, Osiris should be just as angry as I am. They used to restrain ‘er but no, guess it’s open FUCKING ARMS.”

…

“Hold on. I’m sorry, I’m sorry— Fuck, need to get a handle on my emotions.”

[escapadesats]

.It's okay to be angry.

.It's an emotion for a reason.

.I have-

.Or-

.Had-

.A friend.

.He was never angry.

.I thought it was incredible how he did that.

.I lashed out too easily, but he kept calm.

.Turns out he was keeping it all bottled up.

.He lashed out at me, and I was so upset.

.But now I realize that he needed that.

.And Osiris?

.They might be angry, or they might not be angry.

.Sometimes we just see things from a completely different perspective.

[broadcaster-duo]

“No, no you didn’t need that. You shoulda never been the target of that. That’s between him and whatever the hell’s pissin’ him off—

Just like this is between me and Osiris.”

“I don’t care about Osiris’ perspective, maybe he can forgive but I can’t. Not after what happened to me.”

[escapadesats]

.That-

.That's fair.

.I'm being a little hypocritical, aren't I?

.I'm by no means great at relationships, I'm terrible at them, honestly.

.Anyways, what I'm trying to say is, uh, maybe try to talk to them about it?

.Maybe they don't, like, fully understand the pain that person caused.

.Maybe they've not actually forgiven them, and are just pretending.

.Maybe they just don't care at all.

.Or maybe they have forgiven them.

.Some people are too forgiving.

.My ██████ was like that.

.He let someone-

.Someone that ████████ my best friend-

.Escape.

.I wanted to kill him with my bare hands.

.But he wouldn't let me.

.Maybe he just didn't understand, or didn't want blood on his hands.

.I didn't understand how he could just forgive someone, especially not one that ████████ his own ██████, but...

.He did.

.Point is, talk to them.

.Explain to them why you don't want this person around you.

.But freezing up like a deer in headlights,

.Bottling up your anger and not communicating,

.It's not gonna help you.

[broadcaster-duo]

“…You think I don’t know that?”

“You don’t “talk” to someone like Osiris, he deflects or lashes out. He’s all bark no bite, but I’m the one who needs his protection. Yeah right.”

“Don’t know why he’s being so friendly… Probably trying to spite me or something.”

“That’s fine, fuckin’ great even.”

“…I have other ideas.”

[escapadesats]

.I'm sure that's not the case.

.You seem to love him, and he seems to love you.

.He's probably not doing this on purpose.

.But I'd stay angry if I were you.

[escapadesats]

“Hey, you two available?”

“…I know you’re uh. Watchin’ the game and stuff, just…

I just need someone to talk to. Somethin’ to get my mind off what’s going on. Please.”

- ⚵ Jovian Goddess [ @broadcaster-duo ]

.Oh yeah!

.The game just ended!

.what's up?

.Are you okay?

[broadcaster-duo]

“Good, uh. Was the game good?…”

“…No. No. I’m far from okay. I’m far from even fuckin’ fine.”

“My stupid fuckin’ commish— Inviting that bastard in like nothing ever happened. Like the reason I’M like this isn’t standing in his goddamn office RIGHT NOW—

…I’m sorry, I need to calm down. I shouldn’t drag ya into this.”

[escapadesats]

.i

.uhhh

.Ah.

.Just grasping at straws here, but...

.Did something happen with, uh... what was their name?

.Did they betray you or something?

.Just trying to understand the situation.

.I... get it.

.It really sucks.

[broadcaster-duo]

“…It’s a long story.“

“My… Old mentor is here.”

“The one who gave us the clear to be sent into space, y’know? The one who’s the reason I feel like this constantly?! The reason most of my internal hardware is FUCKING MELTED?!”

“Hell, Osiris should be just as angry as I am. They used to restrain ‘er but no, guess it’s open FUCKING ARMS.”

…

“Hold on. I’m sorry, I’m sorry— Fuck, need to get a handle on my emotions.”

[escapadesats]

.It's okay to be angry.

.It's an emotion for a reason.

.I have-

.Or-

.Had-

.A friend.

.He was never angry.

.I thought it was incredible how he did that.

.I lashed out too easily, but he kept calm.

.Turns out he was keeping it all bottled up.

.He lashed out at me, and I was so upset.

.But now I realize that he needed that.

.And Osiris?

.They might be angry, or they might not be angry.

.Sometimes we just see things from a completely different perspective.

[broadcaster-duo]

“No, no you didn’t need that. You shoulda never been the target of that. That’s between him and whatever the hell’s pissin’ him off—

Just like this is between me and Osiris.”

“I don’t care about Osiris’ perspective, maybe he can forgive but I can’t. Not after what happened to me.”

[escapadesats]

.That-

.That's fair.

.I'm being a little hypocritical, aren't I?

.I'm by no means great at relationships, I'm terrible at them, honestly.

.Anyways, what I'm trying to say is, uh, maybe try to talk to them about it?

.Maybe they don't, like, fully understand the pain that person caused.

.Maybe they've not actually forgiven them, and are just pretending.

.Maybe they just don't care at all.

.Or maybe they have forgiven them.

.Some people are too forgiving.

.My ██████ was like that.

.He let someone-

.Someone that ████████ my best friend-

.Escape.

.I wanted to kill him with my bare hands.

.But he wouldn't let me.

.Maybe he just didn't understand, or didn't want blood on his hands.

.I didn't understand how he could just forgive someone, especially not one that ████████ his own ██████, but...

.He did.

.Point is, talk to them.

.Explain to them why you don't want this person around you.

.But freezing up like a deer in headlights,

.Bottling up your anger and not communicating,

.It's not gonna help you.

[escapadesats]

“Hey, you two available?”

“…I know you’re uh. Watchin’ the game and stuff, just…

I just need someone to talk to. Somethin’ to get my mind off what’s going on. Please.”

- ⚵ Jovian Goddess [ @broadcaster-duo ]

.Oh yeah!

.The game just ended!

.what's up?

.Are you okay?

[broadcaster-duo]

“Good, uh. Was the game good?…”

“…No. No. I’m far from okay. I’m far from even fuckin’ fine.”

“My stupid fuckin’ commish— Inviting that bastard in like nothing ever happened. Like the reason I’M like this isn’t standing in his goddamn office RIGHT NOW—

…I’m sorry, I need to calm down. I shouldn’t drag ya into this.”

[escapadesats]

.i

.uhhh

.Ah.

.Just grasping at straws here, but...

.Did something happen with, uh... what was their name?

.Did they betray you or something?

.Just trying to understand the situation.

.I... get it.

.It really sucks.

[broadcaster-duo]

“…It’s a long story.“

“My… Old mentor is here.”

“The one who gave us the clear to be sent into space, y’know? The one who’s the reason I feel like this constantly?! The reason most of my internal hardware is FUCKING MELTED?!”

“Hell, Osiris should be just as angry as I am. They used to restrain ‘er but no, guess it’s open FUCKING ARMS.”

…

“Hold on. I’m sorry, I’m sorry— Fuck, need to get a handle on my emotions.”

[escapadesats]

.It's okay to be angry.

.It's an emotion for a reason.

.I have-

.Or-

.Had-

.A friend.

.He was never angry.

.I thought it was incredible how he did that.

.I lashed out too easily, but he kept calm.

.Turns out he was keeping it all bottled up.

.He lashed out at me, and I was so upset.

.But now I realize that he needed that.

.And Osiris?

.They might be angry, or they might not be angry.

.Sometimes we just see things from a completely different perspective.

[escapadesats]

“Hey, you two available?”

“…I know you’re uh. Watchin’ the game and stuff, just…

I just need someone to talk to. Somethin’ to get my mind off what’s going on. Please.”

- ⚵ Jovian Goddess [ @broadcaster-duo ]

.Oh yeah!

.The game just ended!

.what's up?

.Are you okay?

[broadcaster-duo]

“Good, uh. Was the game good?…”

“…No. No. I’m far from okay. I’m far from even fuckin’ fine.”

“My stupid fuckin’ commish— Inviting that bastard in like nothing ever happened. Like the reason I’M like this isn’t standing in his goddamn office RIGHT NOW—

…I’m sorry, I need to calm down. I shouldn’t drag ya into this.”

[escapadesats]

.i

.uhhh

.Ah.

.Just grasping at straws here, but...

.Did something happen with, uh... what was their name?

.Did they betray you or something?

.Just trying to understand the situation.

.I... get it.

.It really sucks.

[escapadesats]

“Hey, you two available?”

“…I know you’re uh. Watchin’ the game and stuff, just…

I just need someone to talk to. Somethin’ to get my mind off what’s going on. Please.”

- ⚵ Jovian Goddess [ @broadcaster-duo ]

.Oh yeah!

.The game just ended!

.what's up?

.Are you okay?

[escapadesats]

.FUCK YES

.EAT MY SHIT ARGENTINA

.dude chill ou

.AAAAHHHHHH!!!!!