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lessons from 27

pain is a sunset, and some days you will sit in your room waiting for it. others, you will forget it exists. you will wake up in the darkness. you will be okay.

get a cat. or a dog. or a fucking fish. they will keep you on the ground. they will save you more than once.

it’s okay that you don’t write of pain and loss and suffering. it’s okay that your art is a gentle memory—a museum to visit.

you are not your sickness.

you are not your mistakes.

for fucks sake talk to a professional. take a break from said professional. drink two large glasses of red wine, send emails, and write her all of your secrets.

fall in love once a week. give people chances and forgiveness and kindness.

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Mariella Jacqueline

Me as “Lady in Black” in the feature film: The Silent Life

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Silent Life: Preserve the Golden Era of Hollywood

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Life as an actor

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 I have DECIDED to make MY NYE Resolution a life-long challange; “In perpetuum, I will live a life free of any & all  APPREHENSION. So that I may  GENUINELY live life in an extraordinary way. I know that many steps will be involved but,  in my earnest sincerity I will take the time necessary until the  miraculous phenomena of MOTIVATION grips my mind, my body and my soul as one whole, calm and confident human being” - In humility I take this vow, honestly unto myself. 

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 I have DECIDED to make MY NYE Resolution a life-long challange; “In perpetuum, I will live a life free of any & all  APPREHENSION. So that I may  GENUINELY live life in an extraordinary way. I know that many steps will be involved but,  in my earnest sincerity I will take the time necessary until the  miraculous phenomena of MOTIVATION grips my mind, my body and my soul as one whole, calm and confident human being” - In humility I take this vow, honestly unto myself. 

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Alone, listless, breakfast table in an otherwise empty room Young girl, violence, center of her own attention The mother reads aloud child tries to understand it Tries to make her proud The shades go down it's in her head Painted room, can't deny there's something wrong Don't call me daughter not fit to The picture kept will remind me Don't call me daughter not fit to The picture kept will remind me Don't call me, She holds the hand that holds her down She will, rise above Don't call me daughter, not fit to The picture kept will remind me Don't call me daughter, not fit to be The picture kept will remind me Don't call me daughters The shades go down The shades go, go, go

Pearl Jam, Daughter... Legit just discovered this 

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Sleepy Miki Mammas #alaskankleekai #mustlovedogs #bestfriend #happiness

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She Shed a light upon his soul With a body He couldn't wait to hold And he said "It's never like I planned it, it was a chance I did not want it." Oh, but that's a silly lie It's only as he'd ever seen his In those dreams he'd never talk about 'Cause it's much too much of a curse To be on to something worse Something worse then giving up Some things are better then the rest In the coming months from the start Can erase a second guess But he said, "It's only something Temporary, it's not a love to carry." Oh, but that's a silly lie It's only as he'd ever seen his In those dreams he'd never talk about 'Cause it's much too much of a curse To be on to something worse Something worse then giving up Too good to be true They could carry it all One more night to add to them all The stars were gazed On the late night calls And it all just seemed so easy And it all just seemed too easy And the truth hurts But to hide it can be much worse It was one little thing But it blew up, he took the whole earth He said, "It's never something I've thought about It's just a bit of self-doubt." The fallout; confusion can be fatal And the whole town echoes to him, no escape 'Cause it's bathed in all the memories they made It didn't matter, feelings can wait Oh, but that's a silly lie It was only all that he was scared of In those dreams he'd never talk about 'Cause it's much too much of a curse To be on to something worse Something worse then giving up Too good to be true They could carry it all One more night to add to them all The stars were gazed On the late night calls And it all just seemed so easy And it all just seemed too easy It was too easy It was too easy It was too easy It was too easy

SHE by Jared and the MIll (a newly discovered song that I stumbled upon) 

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Ode to Hollywood and a dancing with my self evening. And just doing my thing :) #hollywood #yolo (at Loaded Hollywood)

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girls night dancing for one :) #couldnotsleep #insomniac #hollywood (at Loaded Hollywood)

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(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rb9fPlASRZs)

watch my acting reel please :) and share it! thanks all

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Reluctantly I write #moleskin #writing #heartfelt #heartbroken #alltheselies #alanon #mothers #recovery #dreamer #journaltoremember #recall #journal #regrets #forget #shame #love #joy #drwho #tardis #timemachine

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Miki!! #mustlovedogs #love #bestfriend #alaskankleekai