ESPERANDO;

Jen | 30 | EST indie roleplay multimuse | multiverse

[espcrando]

# ESPCRANDO: an independent multi-muse blog written by jen ( thirty, she + her, est ). please do not interact if you’re under the age of twenty one . discord is also given on request

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[alaska-writing]

"Okay, I said that once and now you'll forever hold that over me aren't you?" April raised a finger and pointed at him, before pushing off the door frame and slowly walked towards him. "Well, no...I'm not in a rush. Do you have something in mind?"

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"Of course." Kenzo chuckled lightly. "Not yet, but I could think of a thing or two." he winked mischieveously, extending his hand out for her to take as she made his way over to him. "Come..how's this looking so far? I like it, but I don't love it. You know what I mean?"

[alaska-writing]

closed for @espcrando location: tattoo shop

"So...was this your grand plan on luring me back to the shop just so you can sit there and look cute?" April asked questioningly, leaning against the door frame as she stared at Kenzo. "I was in the middle of sketching up a tattoo idea for a client you know."

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Kenzo glanced up from his iPad, giving the brunette his best innocent smile. "I thought you liked looking at me." he posed as a statement rather than a question. "I'm almost wrapping up here. Are you in a rush?"

[soultiies]

open: f/nb muse: sebastian cromwell. hedge fund manager. plot: first time parents but sebastian is always at work.

a soft sigh fell from sebastians lips as they came to the door of the nursery. he carefully placed his sleeping son back down in his crib before walking out the door, shutting it carefully. "don't start." he muttered, knowing where this conversation was going to go. "i'm not in the mood to hear the same complaint tonight."

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"I guess that solves it then." a frustrated scoff leaves her lips. macy too was a workaholic with a demanding job --it wasn't that she didn't understand his position. but after her pregnancy and the baby, she just felt alone in their relationship. was asking him to be present too much? it couldn't be. "as long as you're okay being a stranger to your son, that's all that matters."

[endlessinspos]

[mumblo-number-five]

Ana de Armas

[bburich]

MICHAEL EVANS BEHLING @ Giorgio Armani

[kendalsroy]

EVA DE DOMINICI The Cleaning Lady

[espcrando]

I’m really missing the rp world. i’ve been considering revamping this page so I can use it for indie more often and perhaps make some new friends. 

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  some  wintery  sentence  starters  to  help  you  stay  warm  these  holidays!  )

❛ your lips look cold, want me to warm them up for you? ❜

❛ check it out, i’m a dragon! ❜

❛ you have snowflakes in your hair. ❜

❛ i know it’s winter, but you don’t have to act so cold! ❜

❛ want to go for a walk and check out all the lights? ❜

❛ how are you wearing shorts in this weather?! ❜

❛ it’s so cold, but you’re so warm. ❜

❛ i don’t need mistletoe to kiss you. ❜

❛ here, you can have my scarf. ❜

❛ want some hot chocolate? ❜

❛ you know, i’ve never seen snow before. ❜

❛ please open the door before i freeze to death. ❜

❛ but seriously, do you want to build a snowman? ❜

❛ there’s space for you by the fire, come sit. ❜

❛ wait, is that mistletoe? ❜

❛ winter is coming / winter is here. ❜

❛ a snowball fight? oh, it is so on! ❜

❛ looks like we’re snowed in for the night. ❜

❛ are you warm enough? ❜

❛ did you know that icicles make the perfect murder weapon? ❜

❛ i’m catching snowflakes with my tongue, what’s it look like i’m doing? ❜

❛ nightmare before christmas is a christmas movie. it’s literally in the title! ❜

❛ you look pretty covered in snow, guess that’s why they’re called snow angels. ❜

❛ you were outside for one minute, how can you be dying of hypothermia? ❜

❛ i think i burned my tongue on my hot chocolate. ❜

❛ i like it out here. it’s peaceful. ❜

❛ you’re like my own personal space heater. ❜

❛ if you don’t have gloves, you can just hold my hand. ❜

❛ if i slip on the ice, it’s totally your fault. ❜

❛ behold! the perfect snowball. ❜

❛ let’s just stay in and watch the snow. ❜

❛ i’m cold, can we cuddle? ❜

❛ i’ll be home for christmas, i promise. ❜

❛ holy shit, your hands are freezing! ❜

❛ there. now your snow angel has a friend. ❜

❛ what should we name our snowman? ❜

❛ i guess it’s just my overused hoodie and i against the world. ❜

❛ i’ll be your date for that christmas party if you don’t have one yet. ❜

❛ being stuck inside with you all day is my worst nightmare. ❜

❛ sorry! i didn’t mean to throw that snowball so hard. ❜

❛ i made a dick out of snow. it’s happy to see you. ❜

❛ there’s never a bad time for ice cream. ❜

❛ come here, let me warm you up. ❜

❛ you’ve never seen snow before? ❜

❛ the holidays aren’t so bad with you around. ❜

❛ either you cuddle me, or stop hogging all the blankets. ❜

❛ fine, i’ll be nice. but just until the holidays are over. ❜

❛ winter is for hibernating. i’m going back to sleep. ❜

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gccdbyelovc​:

OPEN TO: m/f/nb PLOT: your muse is eliots little bothers partner. eliot bumps into them at a party and he can’t help but tease them  CONNECTION: little brothers significant other 

eliot couldn’t help but smirk a little as his eyes met the other. “i didn’t expect to see you here.” he chuckled. “does my little brother even know?” he asked, raising an eyebrow. eliot knew that his brother was head over heels for the person that stood in front of him but he wasn’t completely sure that the feeling was mutual. “or have you gotten bored with him?” he asked. he couldn’t help but tease the other a little. “your secret is safe with me, sweetheart.” 

A slight laugh escaped her lips as she looked at her boyfriend’s brother. out of all people she could’ve run into at this party, of course she would run into him. that was just her luck. “What do you think?” the woman said as she brought the drink up to her lips and took another sip. Zuri liked to go out and have fun. And there was a time where her boyfriend enjoyed the same things. Now all he wanted to do was be home and that was no way to spend every Saturday night. “Thank you. The last thing I need is someone blowing up my phone, lecturing me like they’re my parent.”

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grxnadxs​:

OPEN TO: m/f (m only for romance)  MUSE: Son Naeun (25) PLOT: Naeun is your muse’s son/daughter’s daycare teacher. She has called your muse in to talk to them about their child’s progress in school.

“Thank you for coming to see me,” Naeun said with a smile and a deep bow of her head. “Please, have a seat.” She pointed to one of the only two adult-sized chairs in the room and sat on the other, crossing her legs and gently placing her notebook on her lap. Naeun was nervous, her heart beating fast in her chest. She had met this parent in passing, but he never got to sit down and have a face-to-face conversation with them. Their correspondence was usually through emails. “I hope I’m not keeping you from a previous engagement,” she said with a slightly awkward chuckle as she opened her notebook to find the notes from the last couple months.

“Thank you.” Junho smiled as he grabbed a seat, luckily for him in an adult sized chair. He was way too tall for those little ones. “Nothing’s more important than my little girl, I assure you. Please tell me she’s been on good behavior.” he crossed his fingers, hoping for good news as he looked at the teacher. Ari was getting used to her parents not living together anymore and he knew that the back and forth was affecting her a little bit. She’d always cry whenever he had to drop her off. But he’s really tried to be there for her as much as he could without any drama with his ex wife. Naturally that got a little difficult, though. They were all adjusting. 

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hand0fgod​:

His reaction was enough to have the grin spread wider across red bitten lips. This could be exciting. For a moment she falters because she knows. Then again they were nothing more then this. She stepped closer to him and shook her head, dark strands fanning around her face. “You think I would ever play stupid?” Her tone is dark as she raises a brow curiously. “What were we doing then?” Chaerin questioned as her fingers itched to reach out and grab him but she wasn’t going to falter now she was already this far. Chaerin had never been someone’s girlfriend and she could not imagine such a likable man wishing for that. His final words stop her and she puts distance between them again. It’s vulnerable of him to say in a way she wasn’t prepared for. Finally she glanced to where her “date” had run off to and pointed that way. “Maybe she’s looking for a boyfriend. You can have her then, I already did.”

Junho sighed, just a little frustrated. He didn’t even know how to answer that without getting more upset. Sure, he could understand where things went wrong and how not talking about where they stood led to this moment. However, he didn’t think he had to. They were spending a lot of time together, he would always call or text, take her out on fun adventures, surprise her with little random gifts, and ---all the times and places they fucked. He was so focused on her, he didn’t have time to entertain anyone else. Hell, he didn’t even want to. Maybe it was stupid of him to assume that she felt the same way about him. After all, she wasn’t like the other women he’s been with. That’s what fascinated him about him. “I don’t want her or anyone else, Chaerin.” he took her hand, pulling her back to him. A hand slid behind her neck, and as he held her gaze everyone in the bar seemed to just fade into the dark. It was just them two. “I wanna be with you. Just you. And not just messing around, but in a relationship.”

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decadentparagon​:

open to: m/f/nb | possible connection(s): friend, enemy, best friend, fwb, boy/girlfriend, or w/e works (could be platonic, too)

EUN-AE COULDN’T DENY IT. They had gotten hold of the article detailing her affair with an older man. It had been the reason why her family had banished her from her hometown. Being the chaebol’s daughter, she was pressured to be perfect, and maintain her squeaky clean image, which she had failed to do in the name of love. Her parents had done their best to swipe that issue clean; however, she didn’t expect that the other would be able to dig too deeply. “If everything that’s stated there is true, then what are you gonna do? Judge me? Lecture me? Tell everyone about it?” She was anxious, on the brink of tears, but she tried her best to maintain her composure.

Junho didn’t know what exactly his plan was when he confronted her about this article. It wasn’t like he went fishing for news about her. A friend had brought it up to his attention so he wouldn’t get himself hurt. Clearly, there was more to his girlfriend than he thought. It made him wonder just how much he really knew about her and her life back home. “.....So it is true?” He said, the look on her face being confirmation enough. “Look, Eun-ae....I know you had a life before me. I’m not stupid. Any man would be lucky to be with someone as sweet and beautiful as you... I just wish you had been the one that told me about this.” he said, giving her hand a light squeeze. The last thing he wanted to do was upset her. “Is it one hundred percent over with him at least?”

[espcrando]

hand0fgod​:

open to: anyone plot: chaerin and your muse are fwb (they both have actual feelings) but your muse finds her with someone else 

“And what of it? Who are you to me?” Chaerin lifted a brow as she stared at the other her gaze unwavering. It was the sheer arrogance that kept her afloat. “We fuck each other, that isn’t vows of everlasting love.” The brunette couldn’t help the grin that spread across her berry stained lips. She hadn’t intended for the other to find them, then again a public bar wasn’t exactly stealthy on her part. So maybe she did. Deep down Chaerin wanted the other to be jealous. Wanted to rile them up and see their true feelings. “Or is it?”

The man scoffed and shook his head, visibly upset by Chaerin’s words and actions. Who was he to her? Was she being for real? The only thing that upset him more was that stupid grin on her face. Like if she was challenging him to prove her otherwise. “Don’t --don’t even try to play stupid with me, Chaerin. Like for real, don’t try to pull that shit with me. You know we weren’t just fucking.” he said, his tone almost unrecognizable to him. Usually he was never one to be this serious.  Junho was your typical ‘nonchalant, cool vibes’ type of of guy. Even in his dating style. He never really made a big fuss about making anything official. He figured actions spoke for themselves. “At least I wasn’t.”

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crimsonbovnd​:

HER  heart  sunk  at  the  sound  of  his  voice.  oh,  she  would  know  that  voice  anywhere.  she  flinched  at  the  mention  of  her  name  and  her  eyes  grew  wide  before  daring  to  look  at  her  father’s  face.  confusion  and  wonder  surfaced  her  father’s  features,  it  was  obvious  that  he  had  questions  he  wanted  to  ask  but  out  of  politeness,  her  father  gave  her  a  nod  of  approval.  the  whole  interaction  terrified  her  yet  she  was  able  to  manage  a  charming  smile  towards  her  father  and  his  companion.  ❝  if  you  would  excuse  me  ❞  quickly  she  walked  away  from  her  father  as  she  tugged  on  the  other’s  arm,  as  far  away  as  possible.  she  took  them  both  onto  a  balcony  where  no  one  could  possibly  hear  them  nor  see  them.  choonhee’s  first  thought  was  to  explode  in  him  and  tell  him  how  he  his  actions  were  going  to  put  her  in  trouble  but  a  part  of  her  just  couldn’t  and  only  because  she  wasn’t  under  her  father’s  radar.  heck,  she  can  actually  leave  the  party  if  she  wanted  to  and  would  think  of  an  excuse  later  on.  ❝  thanks.  ❞  she  said  before  taking  off  her  earrings.  ❝  god,  i  hate  these  things.  ❞  she  rolled  her  eyes.❝  i  was  close  to  dying  out  of  boredom  out  there.  so  again,  thanks  but  what  are  you  doing  here  ?  i know  that  you’re  a  guest  here  and  all  but  i  don’t  think  i’ve  seen  you  before.  i  mean,  it’s  pretty  common  that  my  dad  holds  formal  parties  for  his  business  but  it’s  my  first  time  seeing  you  here.  are  you  working  with  my  father  ?  ❞  her  shock  of  horror  was  immediately  evident  on  her  face  and  she  couldn’t  help  but  move  closer  to  him  before  whispering,  ❝i  swear  you  better  not  tell  anyone   about  last  night  especially  him.  ❞ 

he had to admit, it was actually kind of entertaining to watch someone that once had so much confidence look so stunned when caught off guard. hanjae was hoping that due to the setting, the other man wouldn’t start asking so many questions. but just in case that he did, he prepared a quick answer. before the two men could further inquire, the brunette had pulled him away and he let her. the smirk had yet to leave his lips and he was actually quite curious to where she was taking him, though he was hoping that she wouldn’t be too upset. it’s not like he was butthurt that she hadn’t reached out --this wasn’t his first one night stand. it was just funny how small this city could be? he would’ve ever thought that’d be running into the same girl he had in his arms last night at this banquet? definitely not him. “my pleasure,” he chuckled lightly. “trust me, I could tell. that’s why I decided to go save you real quick.” the man explained, glad that she wasn’t taking it bad. “oh --you’re father’s the host? I don’t work for him, don’t worry. it was actually my mother that got invited. I’m just her plus one tonight. she gets invited to these business things all the time.” he shrugged lightly. his mother was from a well off family and his father was a businessman, so them running into each other was bound to happen at some point. “yes, i’m gonna walk up to the man and tell him we fucked all night. because that’s completely normal to tell a father.” he rolled his eyes playfully. 

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crimsonbovnd​:

open to:  anyone muse:  choonhee jung plot:  choonhee  and  your  muse  met  at  a  club  and  had  a  one  night  stand/flirted  (upto you)  last  night,  however  her  father  is  not  aware  of  her  rebellion  and  seeing  your  muse  scares  the  hell  out  of  choonhee.  your  muse  might  or  might  not  have  noticed  her  reaction,  either  way  they  suddenly  walks  up  to  her  and  her  father  and  she’s  suddenly  panicking.

BORED.  she  was  definitely  bored  and  was  so  close  to  storming  out  of  the  banquet  hall.  choonhee  did  not  choose  to  be  here,  she  was  forced  to  be  in  a  room  full  of  people  she  didn’t  even know.  the  only  thing  that  she  was  certain  of  was  that  …  one  day,  she’ll  have  to  deal  with  everyone  that  breathed  in  the  room  as  hers,  when  she  finally  takes  over  her  family’s  company.  she  stood  still  beside  her  father  and  didn’t  even  bother  to  hide  the  lack  of  interest  as  he  talked  to  one  of  their  guests.  she  was  sure  that  she  will  hear  a  thing  or  two  from  her  father  as  soon  as  the  event  was  over  but  still,  that  didn’t  stop  her  at  all.  her  eyes  scanned  through  the  sea  of  people  and  was  surprised  to  find  a  familiar  face.  colour  drained  from  her  face  when  she  spots  them,  her  arms  that  were  once  crossed  suddenly  dropped  to  her  side  and  she  immediately looked  away.  she  was  dead.  oh,  so  freaking  dead.  choonhee  couldn’t  help  and  think  about  leaving  but  how  can  she  if  her  father  was  always  beside  her  ?  she  screwed  up  but  how  was  she  supposed  to  know  that  they  would  be  here  in  the  first  place  ?  they  didn’t  see  her  did  they  ?

after his father’s passing, hanjae started accompanying his mother to fancy banquets so that she wouldn’t feel lonely. being her youngest, she often told him that he needed to get out more and network. but also jokingly called him her arm candy. the pair had a sweet relationship that he wouldn’t change for anything in the world. while chatting up with his mom and one of her friends, he noticed a familiar face in the crowd. one that he didn’t think he’d be running into again since the only thing they exchanged were their social media and he wasn’t one to be posting all the time. she looked so bored, -- “excuse me just one moment, I think i see a friend here.” the man removed himself as he got the fantastic idea to go save her from her severe case of boredom. he just hoped she remembered him as well. how awkward would this whole thing be otherwise? it was too late to turn back now though. “hello,” he greeted the two men with a polite bow of the head before looking at brunette who seemed like she wanted to disappear in that moment. “hi again, choonhee.” he smirked a little bit. “you guys don’t mind if I borrow her for a moment, do you? we haven’t seen each other in a while...i’d love to catch up.”