Kurtis 💿

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[essexdogs]

I'm fucking grieving. My Discord won't open, my Twitter keeps crashing, my Bluesky ALSO keeps crashing and my TikTok thinks it's funny to join the trend, too.

[essexdogs]

oh GREAT. now my tumblr keeps TWEAKING. im having a meltdown

[essexdogs]

I'm fucking grieving. My Discord won't open, my Twitter keeps crashing, my Bluesky ALSO keeps crashing and my TikTok thinks it's funny to join the trend, too.

[essexdogs]

ok i wanted to chime into tumblr originally just to say i really love damon albarn ok? ok! thanks for listening guys

[essexdogs]

tim briffa wherever you are please make more music, WE, yes, WE are all begging.

[essexdogs]

Band so niche you can't find photos let alone information about the members nor can you find barely ANYTHING on Google or Tumblr. Tough times out here, tough times..

[essexdogs]

oh you know it's bad when even Spotify don't know anything 🫩

[essexdogs]

Band so niche you can't find photos let alone information about the members nor can you find barely ANYTHING on Google or Tumblr. Tough times out here, tough times..

[essexdogs]

It's 2 am, everything's blurry and I think I'm being sucked into another universe..

[essexdogs]

Might I add that I've been binge-watching Flamingo this whole time and I laughed so hard at one point I had a major asthma attack.

[essexdogs]

It's 2 am, everything's blurry and I think I'm being sucked into another universe..

[the-longings-reverie-deactivate]

The plural experience is looking at past messages you sent and being like “who tf is this”

[syshostcultureis]

syshost culture is being tired of constantly being asked "so how was it before becoming plural"

Idk, I'm the host, not The Original™, all I've ever known is plurality.

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[skeletonthecreator]

not only is the evil alter trope stupid and bad but it also just doesn't come close to capturing the true horrific realities of being a system, such as one of your headmates being a swiftie

[hazedxg0]

DID symptoms that people don't talk enough about

The cycle of forgetting and then re-remembering trauma memories

Constant depersonalization and derealization

Feeling as if you're stuck living someone else's life

Failure to plan for the future because nothing feels real + losing time

Thinking a flashback is over when you've actually just dissociated away from it, and having it resume as soon as you stop dissociating

Dissociative stupor/trance

Alexithymia

Identity issues outside of alters

Inability to connect with other people

Being unable to tell if you've healed from a past problem/trauma or if you've just dissociated away from it

Not learning from past mistakes because of amnesia and dissociation

Feeling nothing psychologically despite physical shaking, racing heart, nausea, crying, etc

The extreme disorientation + identity confusion that comes with co-consciousness and co-fronting

Somatic flashbacks

Being triggered by your own DID symptoms because you know the only reason you're experiencing any of this is because of what they did to you

[sayingshitatp]

“who’s the evil alter” about to be me if you don’t shut yo ass up

[aurangg]

Something really not talked about with trauma disorders is the paranoia.

Being scared and jumping to conclusions when people stand a little too close to you, not believing people’s compliments and thinking they have hidden motives, not believing when people tell you they like/love you, thinking that strangers you see on the street want to hurt you, etc.

[benjiiixd]

„Suicide is selfish“ let me be selfish for once in my life.

[piovascosimo]

No One You Know: Dave Rowntree’s Early Blur Photos I regret putting the camera down now. Having seen now how much of a treasure trove it is, I’ve realised that having photos of what I don’t remember is as valuable as what I do remember. That period of our lives where I put the camera down is just completely undocumented. For the other 30 years, there aren’t photos of us all doing that stuff.

[damonalbarn]

More pictures from Dave's upcoming book No One You Know - Early Blur Photos [X]