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more or less PSA i'm over here >>@acerbent << bc a) i wanted a clean slate and b) toni was fired recently so šš we explorin that dynamic
Made with @estabionage in mind ā¤ļø
Things were different.
He didnāt know how, but they were.
Respawn had never been painful. Sure, it was nerve wracking the first time, and almost all mercenaries who popped back into existence were quick to throw up. All had an existential crisis or two coming to realize that death was indeed a thing they would face. More than once, they would face it, and more than once would they have to physically push it from mind if they wanted to keep any semblance of sanity.
The difference this time was, the man that suddenly came to consciousness inside REDās corpse freezer knew he shouldnāt be there. Knew Respawn had been turned off, knew heād been fired. Knew exactly what had happened that led up to his ultimate demise.
Knew who was behind it too.
Keep reading
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Eight seconds later, Lutherās shaking out his hand with a self-satisfied expression as Toniās nose starts leaking blood onto the floor. He was hoping itād be easy, but this easy? That has to be divine providence or something.
No telling how long the guyās going to be out, though, so he shouldnāt mess around. The body bagās unzipped and laid out on the floor of the ex-Spyās room, and with a little finagling, he fits Toni into it and zips it up.
From there, the unconscious manās tossed up onto Lutherās shoulder like a bag of flour, and he starts making his way through the facility towards the medical bay and, more importantly, the freezer heās asked Maddy to keep clear for him. Being disturbed while heās closing this one out isnāt something heās interested in.
Thereās a lot that could be said, itās true. Lutherās got another rant and a half in him, but this has already gone on (and gotten loud) enough. The badly-veiled request only makes him pause for a moment as he levels the gun at Toniās head.
āIf I was gonna waste him, do you think Iād tell the dead guy? Fuck you, Tone.ā
BOOM.
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Eight seconds later, Lutherās shaking out his hand with a self-satisfied expression as Toniās nose starts leaking blood onto the floor. He was hoping itād be easy, but this easy? That has to be divine providence or something.
No telling how long the guyās going to be out, though, so he shouldnāt mess around. The body bagās unzipped and laid out on the floor of the ex-Spyās room, and with a little finagling, he fits Toni into it and zips it up.
From there, the unconscious manās tossed up onto Lutherās shoulder like a bag of flour, and he starts making his way through the facility towards the medical bay and, more importantly, the freezer heās asked Maddy to keep clear for him. Being disturbed while heās closing this one out isnāt something heās interested in.
āNo. They donāt hire nuns and priests. But itās funny, isnāt it? How youāre the only one I have this fucking problem with.ā He folds his arms, watching as the brutalized man swings back and forth on his hook.Ā āEverybody else can fuckinā act like a civilized human being. Maybe theyāve got no values but theyāre at least fuckinā smart enough to follow the fuckinā rules.ā
Wow, thatās a lot of bile. Maybe Luther was more put off by all this unpleasantness than he let on⦠or maybe he really is a Brutal now. Either way, heās not done talking.Ā āBut this⦠fucking⦠animal doesnāt want to control himself. He wants to be a piece of shit. He wants to do whatever the fuck he wants, and if somebody tells him not to, he acts like itās their fault when he fucking acts out.ā Luther steps further away. Grabs the shotgun.
āI gave you more chances than you deserved, Antoine. I fuckinā looked the other way when I shouldnāt have and I paid the cost. All you had to do was stay in fucking line and none of this would have happened.ā The boltās pulled back, locking open and letting a shell rise upwards enough that when he pulls the trigger, itāll slide right into the chamber and discharge.
āDisobeying the rules, getting in fights with civilians, brutalizing the other fucking mercs in your free time? Who the fuck do you think you are? You thought you were gonna get away with it, or does your tiny little fuckinā wine-soaked brain not understand the idea of restraint?ā
Spyās got so many things to say, he canāt even begin to list them as they pop up. How the rules were stupid, how the war was pointless. How Luther went above and beyond what he needed to, how this was all a waste of time.
But the only thing he can think of is if Sniperās next. Granted, heās not done anything else, not nearly what Antoine had done. Not had any other marks on record other than friendship with a BLU. Would they still go after him if they dealt with the main problem mercenary? Signs pointed to no, but... Would he go above and beyond with this too? Maybe he wasnāt. Maybe this was bare minimum, and Toni really was as garbage as Luther said.
āGuess I wasnāt... as sneaky as I thought.ā
The cameras around bases were old, he had technology that far surpassed the average man, and still he got caught. When heād been younger, heād been better without all that tech. It had made him lazy, made him sloppy. The worst thing a spy could do was get caught and kept alive, but at least Luther wasnāt trying to extract information. He was just as ready as Antoine was to get it over with.
Although...
āThough, for the record. That RED isnāt... as smart as youād think.ā
Sniper had a lot to lose. Toni didnāt.
āWith your... problem mercenary out of the picture.. I doubt heāll cause problems.ā
Donāt touch him. Please.
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Eight seconds later, Lutherās shaking out his hand with a self-satisfied expression as Toniās nose starts leaking blood onto the floor. He was hoping itād be easy, but this easy? That has to be divine providence or something.
No telling how long the guyās going to be out, though, so he shouldnāt mess around. The body bagās unzipped and laid out on the floor of the ex-Spyās room, and with a little finagling, he fits Toni into it and zips it up.
From there, the unconscious manās tossed up onto Lutherās shoulder like a bag of flour, and he starts making his way through the facility towards the medical bay and, more importantly, the freezer heās asked Maddy to keep clear for him. Being disturbed while heās closing this one out isnāt something heās interested in.
The laugh that comes out of the Pyro is long, heartfelt and entirely uncharacteristic. He actually has to step away, mirth rising from a chuckle to a surprisingly full-chestedĀ āheh heh ha ha ha haā before it starts dying off. He shakes his head, looks at Toni⦠starts laughing again, wiping his eyes and running a hand through his hair. Once he does get himself under controlā¦
āYou know what, Tonā? If you werenāt so fucking stupid Iād respect that. It takes some serious fuckinā nerve to be staring into your own grave and still be acting like a shitty little kid who never learned the consequences of his fuckinā actions.ā He steps back over, giving him a self-satisfied look before driving a knee into Toniās gut. āSomewhere in France thereās a Mrs. Beurecard who has fuckinā failed as a mother, you know that?ā
Leaving the Spy swinging like a bloody pinata, Luther finally takes a couple steps back, clearing his throat.Ā āWeāre here, Toni, because I was right about you. Youāre a piece of shit. You were always a piece of shit.ā
Heās sure he actually feels something crunch as Luther knees him. Another hissing intake of air, another cheek bitten bloody raw to keep from crying out. Lutherās having the time of his life, but Toni refuses to give him the satisfaction of hearing it. It might be stupid, it might be petty and drag things out, but Luther was right about more than just Toniās character. He had no respect, least of all the animal in front of him.
Cursing in french through struggled breaths, feet scrabble to stop the swinging lest he throw up right then and there.Ā
āFine -- you want a fucking medal?ā
He canāt help it, the whole situation is frustrating. Luther had always boasted about not dragging things out, shoot first and forget the questions. But this far in, with no way or choice to defend himself, Toni had to be honest. He was ready for it to be over with. He canāt breathe, but forces out words anyway.
āI fucking. Know that. They donāt -- hire -- nuns and priests. Donāt be -- donāt be surprised...that you were right. Asshole.ā
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Eight seconds later, Lutherās shaking out his hand with a self-satisfied expression as Toniās nose starts leaking blood onto the floor. He was hoping itād be easy, but this easy? That has to be divine providence or something.
No telling how long the guyās going to be out, though, so he shouldnāt mess around. The body bagās unzipped and laid out on the floor of the ex-Spyās room, and with a little finagling, he fits Toni into it and zips it up.
From there, the unconscious manās tossed up onto Lutherās shoulder like a bag of flour, and he starts making his way through the facility towards the medical bay and, more importantly, the freezer heās asked Maddy to keep clear for him. Being disturbed while heās closing this one out isnāt something heās interested in.
āYāknow, I remember telling you-ā The shoe connects with his chest, and the rest of his sentence turns into a harsh puff of air as he takes half a step back. Thereās a pause, an inhale. A chuckle.Ā āAll right. Guess youāre still fuckinā ornery. Letās see what we can do about that, eh?ā
Itās not quite a smile Lutherās wearing as he lays into Toni. Sure, the corners of his mouth curl up a little when a particularly solid blow lands, but itās not like heās grinning like itās his birthday or anything⦠even if he kinda feels like it is. This has been such a long time coming he was beginning to wonder if Admin were even going to let it happen at all.
Thump.Ā The hook slowly stops swinging with that last blow, and Luther rubs his knuckles appreciatively, fixing Toni with a level stare. Heās not even out of breath.Ā āSo are we gonna get to business or am I gonna keep wrecking your shit? Because you are well fuckinā deserving of a beating, Toni. I am happy to keep bashing you until youāre in a fuckinā calmer mood.ā
His shoulders hurt. His nose hurts. Fuck, everything hurts. Toniās pretty sure Luther would continue venting his frustrations even if he did calm down. He knows heās broken more rules than he even knows about, and to be frank, heās not sure why this didnāt happen earlier.
A small part of him wonders if Sniperās going to get fired as well, or if thereās anything he could do about that. Heās fairly certain heās not getting out of this, not with a man like Luther on his case. Maybe if it had been Pauling before her accident, he mightāve been able to convince her to report him dead and flee the country. Hell, any of the other administration mightāve been susceptible to deceit. But not him.
Wheezing still, wondering just how far he could push the Admin. Are they going to get to business? Blood is dribbling down his face, from his nose, pooling in large angry bruises beneath his shirt. He hopes heās stained Lutherās clothes with any of it that got loose.
āGo to hell, Murphy.ā
No bite to it, no real feeling. Going through the motions, really. His lungs hurt too much for any real effort. He knows it will only get worse, but his stubborn streak would be the death of him. His mother had known it would, after all.
napalm-sunburnā:
He laughs, nods, as heās turning away. Unslinging his shotgun from the shoulder that didnāt have Toni draped over it while he was on the way down here in the first place, setting it down on the rolling table that would normally, in these kinds of situations, have all sorts of intimidating, sharp implements.
Of course, the difference between those situations and this one is that normally an interrogator is trying to get information, and he doesnāt actually want to use the instruments of torture heās been supplied with. The fact that Luther took the time to put them all away before getting this going⦠well, it sends a message.
āYou got a real fuckinā mouth on you.ā The giant walks back over, takes a breath, and drives a fist into his prisonerās stomach. Itās a fine punch, too - itās clear he has practice. The hook swings and he follows up with a second, a little higher.Ā āHaah. Never fuckinā liked that. No fuckinā respect.ā
Nervous green eyes follow Lutherās every move. Watching that overkill shotgun, watching him, so calm in his element, even laugh. He has always given off an air ofĀ āget shit done, and get it done quick.ā, but this... Toni realizes with a startle itās probably the first and last time heās seen Luther smile. First time heās heard him laugh, first time his whole energy is... positive.
The idea that beating the shit out of him is what makes the behemoth happy turns his stomach in knots, but he grits his teeth. Luther definitely knows what heās doing. Why wouldnāt he? Admin wouldnāt keep him around if he were an idiot.
The punches leave him wheezing. Lots of things to say and no breath to say them. In lieu of a gag, heās sure Luther can appreciate the Spyās silence.
Heās got no interest in being brutalized, and as the hook swings back, the spy swings a foot.
It isnāt as powerful as insulting him, but any form of disobedience and rebellion was good enough if it was for Luther.
@estabionage
Eight seconds later, Lutherās shaking out his hand with a self-satisfied expression as Toniās nose starts leaking blood onto the floor. He was hoping itād be easy, but this easy? That has to be divine providence or something.
No telling how long the guyās going to be out, though, so he shouldnāt mess around. The body bagās unzipped and laid out on the floor of the ex-Spyās room, and with a little finagling, he fits Toni into it and zips it up.
From there, the unconscious manās tossed up onto Lutherās shoulder like a bag of flour, and he starts making his way through the facility towards the medical bay and, more importantly, the freezer heās asked Maddy to keep clear for him. Being disturbed while heās closing this one out isnāt something heās interested in.
āMorning, shitbird.ā
Oh. Oh, thatās way worse. This isnāt a semi-routine rivalry with a Medic at all. Even if he werenāt throwing a jab at a seven-foot death machine, the force applied by a swing coming up from the floor without actually standing leaves a lot to be desired. Luther pulls his head back, out of the way of the punch, and responds in kind - fist colliding with Toniās head and Toniās head colliding with the floor.
Not enough to knock him out again, though. He needs to be awake for this. Now that Luther knows heās up, he works quicker, unzipping the bag enough to pull the Spy out and getting his hands cuffed together. Itās almost insulting how easily he lifts Toniās weight, the chains clinking and rasping against the hook the Pyro dangles him from.
āAntoine Beurecard. Do you know why weāre here?ā
As his head collides with the tile, Toni's sure he sees cartoonish stars. He hadn't expected it to work, but he hadn't expected to be worse off from the effort. Through a splitting headachr and hazy vision, he hears more than sees Luther working. Luther. Not Medic. Admin's attack dog.
Chains clinking, being manhandled into a standing position. Tiptoes barely brushing the floor. Guess he finally found the pasture they brought the lame horses to.
Fuck it's cold.
The answer is clear as day, however. But Toni's been a pain in Luther's ass since nearly day one. If this isn't just another warning like Luther said he'd never get, there's only one other explaination.
One eye squinting shut to try and cut down on how many Luthers there were in his vision, Antoine spits a wad of blood to the floor.
"No one showed up for your birthday party last year so you're inviting us all by force this time?"
@estabionage
Eight seconds later, Lutherās shaking out his hand with a self-satisfied expression as Toniās nose starts leaking blood onto the floor. He was hoping itād be easy, but this easy? That has to be divine providence or something.
No telling how long the guyās going to be out, though, so he shouldnāt mess around. The body bagās unzipped and laid out on the floor of the ex-Spyās room, and with a little finagling, he fits Toni into it and zips it up.
From there, the unconscious manās tossed up onto Lutherās shoulder like a bag of flour, and he starts making his way through the facility towards the medical bay and, more importantly, the freezer heās asked Maddy to keep clear for him. Being disturbed while heās closing this one out isnāt something heās interested in.
Movement. More movement. A shift in gait - maybe going up or down stairs, or a hill? Toni hears a door open. More swaying, but the soundās changed. Tile, definitely indoors. Theyāre certainly not leaving respawn range, wherever theyāre going⦠of course, thatās not going to matter, but Toni doesnāt know that. Yet.
Another door - different door. The swishing sound of one of the medbay autodoors, as far as heās aware. Then⦠the distinct noise of the rubber seal of the corpse freezer.
Luther shuts the door behind him. Locks it. Turns towards the many hooks meant for keeping bags just like this one off the floor while the bodies inside are in stasis, then drops it onto the freezing tiles anyway. Thereās a pause as he considers it⦠Toni might still be out, or he might be awake and waiting for an opportunity to lash out and try to make his escape as soon as Luther unzips it.
Best to be sure.
A boot comes down in the center of the bag, heel landing somewhere around Toniās stomach. Luther pauses, waiting for a sound. Does it again. Confident in having tenderized the soon-to-be-fired merc, he takes a knee to start unzipping the bag.
Thereās no doubt about it, theyāre definitely inside the building. Though which one, RED or BLU, he isnāt sure. Though does it matter? Thereās got to be an explanation for this. His own medic wouldnāt resort to kidnapping, and REDās had a different MO. No real restrains and blunt force trauma were not Ludwigās style.
Toni felt his heart rate spike, biting his tongue till it bled to keep quiet as the treatment turns brutal. Heās sure they heard his strangled choke of air, sure they know heās awake by now. Sure they can hear him struggling to breathe through a broken nose and possibly broken ribs. The scrapes and bruises heās sure to have in an hour donāt matter, all that matters is finding out just what the hell is going on.
And if they donāt know, a surging fist as soon as he sees light would prove it. Itās too bright to see where heās aiming, but one shot is as good as any. Heās not going down without a fight.
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Eight seconds later, Lutherās shaking out his hand with a self-satisfied expression as Toniās nose starts leaking blood onto the floor. He was hoping itād be easy, but this easy? That has to be divine providence or something.
No telling how long the guyās going to be out, though, so he shouldnāt mess around. The body bagās unzipped and laid out on the floor of the ex-Spyās room, and with a little finagling, he fits Toni into it and zips it up.
From there, the unconscious manās tossed up onto Lutherās shoulder like a bag of flour, and he starts making his way through the facility towards the medical bay and, more importantly, the freezer heās asked Maddy to keep clear for him. Being disturbed while heās closing this one out isnāt something heās interested in.
The first thing that registers is motion. Smooth, swaying back and forth. Darkness, something almost suffocating in itās presence. It hadnāt ever really been unusual for Toni to wake up with a sack over his head when missions went sour, but this was something entirely new. A trash bag? Something, that was for sure. It was a miracle heād come to slowly, movements still sluggish from the brick wall heād apparently run headfirst into. Best not to alert whoever seemed to be carrying him that he was awake until he knew exactly what was going on.
He hadnāt even really seen what had happened, just remembered setting down his book from a knock at the door.
Though, from the involuntary tears in his eyes and wetness he could only assume was blood, theyād attempted to get him to swallow his damn nose.
They couldnāt have gone far, though. Still inside Respawn boundaries? More than likely. Toni couldnāt tell how much time had passed, but the crunch of sand and gravel beneath someoneās feet sounded familiar enough. He just had to wait.
There's a knock at the door.
It had been a relatively quiet day, no fights amongst RED and BLU, no squabbles between the teammates themselves. Toni had been enjoying the day, weekend ceasefire. No one had bothered him at all, which was strange in itself.
It mightāve made him nervous --
If not for the knock at the door. Finally, some usual behavior.
āI was begging to wonder when someone would bother me.ā
āFine, Iām coming, Iām coming.ā
kukrispyā:
Sniper could tell Antoine was lying and it pained him deeply to even possibly fathom whatever the hell had happened that led to the Spyās current state.Ā
But now was not the time to ask into that. Mick saw the bullet wound, saw the quivering in the otherās body when he coughed.Ā
And he knew what Spy wanted him to do.
His gaze moved to the first aid kit splayed out haphazardly on the ground beside Antoine, suddenly feeling something heavy and terrible sink down into the pit of his stomach.Ā
There was a bullet still lodged into Antoineās side that he desperately had wanted to get out and patched up, which could only mean..Ā
Mickās hands trembled as he gathered together various items from the kit before, looking over the bullet wound before his gaze moved back up to his loverās face.Ā
ā..Toni, you--youāre not registered in Respawn anymore, are you..ā
āI...ā
No. He wasnāt. He had been removed the moment theyād taken him, the moment the experiments had started. What good was an experiment if the test subject died, got loose and spilled the beans? They had pushed him further than he ever thought possible, almost killed him on more than one occasion.
Tentacles curled idly as Sniper knelt beside him, and his hand joined them. Settling weakly on the sharpshooterās thigh. it sure was cold, even for the desert.
āNo. But Iāll --nngh.. Iāll be alright. Iāve been shot with worse before.ā
Though he wasnāt entirely sure. He knew the effects of blood loss, knew the effects of shock. Knew, surprisingly, the meaning of his neckās side fluttering, asking silently for water.
āBetter hurry. I want to be out of your hair... before they come looking. I.. bled a lot on your doorstep, hah...ā
estabionageā:
āIt IS solvable.ā
āHow many problems are there? I have six bullets and then you are on your own.ā
āĀ i need only one needle to solve this problem.Ā ā
SIMPLY UNLOADS ALL SIX BULLETS IN MEDICāS DIRECTION
āIt IS solvable.ā
āHow many problems are there? I have six bullets and then you are on your own.ā
ā ⦠Iām gonna have to request for friendly fire to be off after hours, too. ā
āLetās get a head start on the situation.ā
pULLS OUT HIS GUN
āIt IS solvable.ā
āHow many problems are there? I have six bullets and then you are on your own.ā
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