They said, just work and earn a lot of money.. I said, No.. I might working and earn some.. But money is NOT the priorities.. Friendship does, Love does.. And Life it self.. They said, can just do your job perfectly? It looks like u cant done any job well.. I said, No.. I cant.. In fact i was born to be awesome not perfect, not even u.. Please take a look in the mirror and confess.. U also not that perfect, dont u? They asked, so u think u already great enough? I said, No.. I am not.. Not even u anyway.. I ve been done nothing.. In fact i serve nothing to the mankind.. I just work with some guys to create what the client want.. Not for humanity or to make any difference.. I am not a peacemaker.. They asked, so what you ve been doing then after all this time? I said, in this state.. Nothing.. But not really.. Just like filling an empty bowl with some hot boiling water.. Like the bowl i am stand still.. Filling my self with lessons.. It is hot, so sometimes it might hurt.. Now i am about half full - half empty.. The water temp is too hot.. I afraid the bowl might broken, the water might just wasted.. So i am stop for a while.. So apparently i am not doing anything.. They also asked, are u happy with your life? I said, No...... Its a dramatic pause, isnt it? In fact no one is happy enough.. Happiness just cant be described that easy.. We not calling it LIFE if everything goes always right and smooth.. We are all empty bowl.. We fill our self.. If there is a happy things to cheers about it also followed by sad things behind..only times can tell.. People sometimes, just treasure the memories.. Not the persons in charge.. And that part.. It is just sad.. Here is the easiest example, when u saw some old pictures.. Somehow u really want to get back to those time.. But u just cant.. U grown up in every second and everyday, i mean people change.. Thats the problem.. Then they asked, wah.. So u think u are a saint.. U sounds really like a good person, u know.. A nice guy.. Then i said.. No, i am not a saint nor a nice person.. And thats it.. Some people might considered me as an arrogant..who dont care ab anything.. U know what.. I am listening.. My eyes see everything.. My heart feels..














