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They said, just work and earn a lot of money.. I said, No.. I might working and earn some.. But money is NOT the priorities.. Friendship does, Love does.. And Life it self.. They said, can just do your job perfectly? It looks like u cant done any job well.. I said, No.. I cant.. In fact i was born to be awesome not perfect, not even u.. Please take a look in the mirror and confess.. U also not that perfect, dont u? They asked, so u think u already great enough? I said, No.. I am not.. Not even u anyway.. I ve been done nothing.. In fact i serve nothing to the mankind.. I just work with some guys to create what the client want.. Not for humanity or to make any difference.. I am not a peacemaker.. They asked, so what you ve been doing then after all this time? I said, in this state.. Nothing.. But not really.. Just like filling an empty bowl with some hot boiling water.. Like the bowl i am stand still.. Filling my self with lessons.. It is hot, so sometimes it might hurt.. Now i am about half full - half empty.. The water temp is too hot.. I afraid the bowl might broken, the water might just wasted.. So i am stop for a while.. So apparently i am not doing anything.. They also asked, are u happy with your life? I said, No...... Its a dramatic pause, isnt it? In fact no one is happy enough.. Happiness just cant be described that easy.. We not calling it LIFE if everything goes always right and smooth.. We are all empty bowl.. We fill our self.. If there is a happy things to cheers about it also followed by sad things behind..only times can tell.. People sometimes, just treasure the memories.. Not the persons in charge.. And that part.. It is just sad.. Here is the easiest example, when u saw some old pictures.. Somehow u really want to get back to those time.. But u just cant.. U grown up in every second and everyday, i mean people change.. Thats the problem.. Then they asked, wah.. So u think u are a saint.. U sounds really like a good person, u know.. A nice guy.. Then i said.. No, i am not a saint nor a nice person.. And thats it.. Some people might considered me as an arrogant..who dont care ab anything.. U know what.. I am listening.. My eyes see everything.. My heart feels..

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Paul Citron, Metropolis, 1923. Photo collage. France. Source

Tangible and Intangible Beauty (part 01)

People.. are love to see beautiful things.. its natural.. it is objective, a sensibly things.. thats why people are trying to create one until they can say that is beautiful..the bad news is it will never be enough.. they seek for perfection and forget that they are not.. nothing in this world is perfect.. but still they will never stop to search for the things that can fulfil their desires to get into their own definition of “beauty”.. and on that process people are starting to comparing.. and u will start with “this one is better than that one.. but that one is better than the other one..” its continuously happen, an endless loop.. we do this obviously in every aspect in our life.. we creating our own space by blocking our mind with that things that according to us appropriate in our own way..we describe that abstract beauty as something that tangible..we are in a box..with our own theory of beauty, which is depends on how we see a thing.. its been a long time ago since i was stopped..and start to observe ab that eventually..how people carried their “box” and then they are trying to expanding their “box” by team up with some people who are “likely compatible” with them.. we would like to make our own perception or theory acceptable by saying, “this(…)and its the most appropriate ways… (…) we did this so(…) i see this beautiful..” and so on.. but again i am questioning about the beauty we talk about earlier.. is it true that the reasonble beauty according to some people can become a tangible beauty? Or will it never be enough?? well, in my opinion.. i am pretty sure it will never be enough..

Well, people will never stop to prove it.. that “the beauty” is tangible..they start to categorize things.. and create trend.. at some regime, more flowers means more beautiful..and when they sick of flowers they said “more plain” - a.k.a honest is more beautiful.. same like more fabrication more precised means more efficient means more beautiful.. until then more human more beautiful.. or more complicated more beautiful.. its some people with their box minded who created the trend.. and the trend it self is like a tangible beauty that major voices voted that was beautiful, and it was approved..the trend always overwriting it self about what the beauty we should call in significant limited times..

What u only need is Dopamine..

There is nothing fun laughing to others flaws.. instead wasting times to talk and making "ridiculous fun" to others.. just making fun to your self..u will find it very interesting.. because u can do nothing to others thought, just focus on your self.. #estherchaplin #notlooklikechapliniknow #lol #justforfun #funnyface #crap #shit #selfie ? #whocares #beauty ? #itsunday #happysunday

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