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she/her age: 2003, currently 22 this has lowkey become a feedism blog so here is my info: height 145 cm/4"9 weight 98lbs/100lbs FFA, not a feedee

[feluka]

i hate the way fat antagonists have their weight moralized and used as a metaphor for greed and corruption and i hate the way it's overcorrected into fat people being "soft squishy friend-shaped cupcakes who look like they give incredible hugs" and i long for the day we have nuanced, interesting, and complicated fat characters and most of all i long for the day people are normal about fatness

[superporky-deactivated20190108]

Getting fatter

Nothing feels better than this. Indulging my gluttony, eating lots of big extra fattening meals. Enjoying fresh, new, doughy soft fat piling onto my body. Outgrowing my clothes and feeling myself getting softer and rounder by the day. Sinking my hands deeper and deeper into the warm buttery blubber covering my chest, belly and thighs.

Eating and get fatter consumes me. The ecstasy of stuffing myself and rubbing my growing belly is intoxicating. I love giving into my inner pig and eating to my heart’s content. Knowing that the next time you reach for my tender overhang, the softest part of me, that you’ll be greeted by a bigger handful of fat than ever before is my biggest turn on.

Getting fatter and fatter so that I can watch your face the next time you reach out to feel how much bigger I’ve gotten. The look of surprise and lust when you realize how much of a pig I really am and how much bigger and fatter I’m going to get only makes me hungrier. The best part is, that this is only the beginning.

[lavenusencuir]

This is so fucking good

[softlyattractive]

Oof, yes please 🤯🤯🤯

[funnier-as-a-feedist]

[etapacolada]

This actually alters my brain chemistry

[amph1tr1t3]

What do you want in a feedee? I want to be the next

Controversial: I don't want a feedee.

I want a partner. I don't know how to do casual in real life - I want a real relationship. With someone who actually loves me. With someone who cannot fathom the idea of being intimate with someone else. With someone who thinks I have value as a whole person, someone who wants to be loved and looked after and supported (and who is willing to tolerate needing to do the same for me.)

I want someone who is excited to tell me about their day. I want someone who remembers my friends' names. I want someone who smiles when they see my number on their phone.

I want someone who wants to build a life together, work toward sharing a home, plan for something that looks future-shaped.

And if at all possible, I want weight gain to be a mostly organic result of that - of date nights, overindulgence, weekends spent snacking and cuddling and having silly little adventures...and yes, plenty of kinky play in between, but real gains don't happen during one sexy stuffing.

I guess I want what I thought I had and maybe I should stop talking now.

[hehey9098]

There are LEVELS🔥

[cupfeedcake]

do you prefer round guts or flabby, hanging bellies?

I love them both ❤️ but if I had to decide I'd go for hanging because alters my brain chemistry to see a belly peeking out from under a shirt 🤭

[etapacolada]

These pajamas are so comfy and somewhat sexy

[bloatwizard]

Being here is so awesome. Despite my shyness, it’s really nice to find a community of people who ACTUALLY blow themselves up, lol. Like, I had such a crazy amount of shame about it for the longest time, hahaha! But now I’ve found my people, and it’s just like, plain old HOT lmfaoooo

[frontmansdefender]

people saying “don’t use your full government name for your ao3”, “create different emails for work and personal use” but personally I think it’s both sad and dystopian how capitalism/companies/even schools think they have the rights to cross your personal boundaries and insert themselves into your personal life. like, I get it, safety wise, why checking digital footprints can be important sometimes. but a gay fanfiction is not a fucking threat that could ever cause anybody harm. it’s funny (not really, it’s still sad and dystopian) how they now think they can control your personal life and prevent you from having hobbies

[funnier-as-a-feedist]

The results are here!

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You can view without a canva account!

Potential list of trigger warnings under the cut

Potential trigger warning for: death feedism, ableism, fatphobia, eating disorders, emetophobia, body image, body checking, sex negativity, self harm, mentions of grooming/human trafficking/prostitution, zoophilia, necrophilia, raceplay (these mostly apply anecdotally to the write-in sections, which you can skip)

The canva charts are fully interactive, so you can mouse over different categories to view the labels (on some sections where they didn't fit). This presentation was designed on a laptop and is best viewed in landscape mode. You could view it with your phone on landscape but some of the text might be small. (Also I'm sorry some of the data reads as "sales" or "employees", I was using presets lmao)

Tl;dr version: feel free to skip the "write-in" sections. I tried to make this as visually appealing & legible as possible, so if you just want a brief overview of the charts, you don't need to read all of the pages in full (73). If you're interested in the entire .csv sheet, it's linked as a canva document for you to see. (Don't worry about the canva account doxxing me, it's one of many throwaway accounts, it was just convenient for the login)

Everyone who said thank you about conducting the survey, you're so welcome and I love you!! I spent hours working on this over the last week, and I read through every single result. Everyone who said this survey helped inform their opinions and came to deconstruct their internalized fatphobia, I am so glad. I'm so grateful to every one of my participants, even the one person who told me they hope I die <3

I wanted to be able to present my results in a visual, accessible way, and although I wish I didn't have to link outside of tumblr, there was no way for me to be able to embed that many images/charts in a post, so I decided on canva because of their chart features.

I had so much fun doing this and I learned a lot in the process!! I got a lot of feedback (both positive and negative) about the answers I provided for each question. My next survey project will be a survey for feedists; I'm just not sure of the precise topic. Next time I will have a more typical 1-5 "Strongly agree" to "Strongly disagree" range of answers, with less write-ins lmao. I received a lot of offers for help from professionals with statistic/analytic experience, but I feel like because my scope was limited (due to the participants being largely tumblr-based) and biased (because of the leading questions or biased phrasing) I had to do the best I could with the data. I still think I got really high quality results overall. I chose to keep write-ins as their own page for each question rather than omit them entirely or add them into other categories, which took MUCH longer than I was expecting, but I think allows for more nuance and in-depth analysis.

Feedback is more than welcome! If you have any ideas/questions you'd like to see implemented for my next survey (for example... a thesis heheh) let me know!

[funnier-as-a-feedist]

Also anyone who rbed the original survey post for your followers to take, please rb the results so it can reach them, as most people who took this probably aren't interested in following me!

[kuromisgh0st]

more men in crop tops !!!

[kuromisgh0st]

btw this includes ALL men. 🫵🏻 gay or straight, big or small, hairy or not. we want more men in crop tops 🗣️👏🏼

[lovely-ari]

Not too big on healthplay....but when they're GENUINELY wheezing and panting from being out of breath from simple tasks. Like especially tasks they used to do when they where smaller or athletic...fuck me thats so hot. Especially if its average human things like walking up the stairs in your home, getting up from the coach, picking up objects on the floor and they're acting like they just did a hard workout...that turns me on sm 😵‍💫😵‍💫💕💗💓

[extremedeathfeeder]

Amazing how big and round is her belly. Do you have any tips for making such visceral fat on a body? It's rare for a female pig to gain so much weight around her stomach; usually, it's the lower body that gains more weight!

Her diet is mainly fastfood has it basically every single day sometimes more then once which really helps in the unhealthier gains snd adding to the visceral fat gains. If it's not fastfood it's always typical junkfood thru out the day in between her fastfood meals I try to keep her diet as unhealthy as possible

[orb-ponders]

the sluttiest outfit known to this world is when the shirt is a little too small and rides up the belly so the bottom is visible, maybe even up to the belly button if we're feeling truly scandalous. maybe over the belly button. maybe like half of the gut isn't even covered. maybe not even at all. oh my.

[feedeebabyx]

For your feedism ultimate 21 question, section A 18!

Hiiiii. This is gonna be a long one hahah🥰

18. Mutual gaining or size contrast?

I am a sucker for size contrast🥵i love being fatter than my wife, everything about it is just so hot to me😮‍💨 (she’s a strong masc/stud and i’m a fat femme🫣)

-i love that i’m so sedentary and she’s so fit and active. she loves walking, sports, gym and i just love lazing around and being a fatty🥹

-i can no longer sit next to her if we do go on public transport. i literally just squash her lmao🙈

-my plate of food always has loads more than hers🐽

-i eat 5k 🤝🏽 she runs 5k

-i’ve gained probably about 60lbs in the last year or so and she’s just gotten more toned and stronger in that timeframe😌

-When we try to take mirror pics or if i sit on her lap, she disappears bcos i’m so much wider than her😫

-she’s patient with me and understands that my mobility isn’t great bcos of my weight which i love but she also teases the struggles i have which is also super hot❤️‍🔥

Size difference can be so versatile too!

strong x fat

slim x fat

athletic x fat

tall & slim x fat & short

fat & tall x short & slim

butttt my fave of them all would have to be strong masc x fat femme i love knowing that my masc partner is stronger and fitter than me, it’s just hot asf😮‍💨

also the fact that the bigger i get the more she works out to be able too always pick me up🤭

[princessffa]

What men think women want and what women ACTUALLY want haha

[etapacolada]

My hair is getting really long, so I wanted to share this before I cut it