For you
This might come as a surprise but I hope the universe will let you read this letter.
It's clear to me that it was 15 years ago but what else can I do than to say what's inside my heart and I hope I'm not too late to say this.. I am truly sorry for all the wrong decisions and actions I've done. I was still young back then and I don't know what to do.
When I read your email way back 2009, that's when I decided to forget everything about you. I tried to live a happy life without looking back at the past. I thought I was doing okay, I can say that I am happy pero wala e, mapaglaro ang tadhana.
God knows that I did everything that I can to let go but I don't know what happened e, ayan, puff! the memories I had with you were back again, lingering on my mind. I sent you a message to check on you kaso nganga lol
Seriously, after all these years I'm still struggling to forget you. I might be trying too hard and I guess I just have to accept that you will always have a special place in my heart. And maybe, instead of fighting it, I think I just need to accept it, it is what is.
This might bring back some of the not so good memories but I am not doing this on purpose. I can't explain why but I have a strong feeling that I have to. I know it doesn't make sense now but someday, I know it will.
I hope everything is doing good with you and your family. You take care.