ethereael

aesthetic and musings sideblog to @mythologaze

[ethereael]

ereliara — sexual preferences. BOLD ... always applies.   ITALICS ... sometimes applies.   STRIKEOUT ... never applies/not comfortable with.

— inclinations/habits. is submissive | is dominant | switch | prefers to top | prefers to bottom | likes to switch | identifies as heterosexual | identifies as homosexual | identifies as bisexual | identifies as pansexual | identifies as demisexual | identifies as asexual | enjoys sex with men | enjoys sex with women | enjoys sex with any sex / gender | enjoys sex with aliens | enjoys sex with androids | enjoys sex with monsters | enjoys sex with multiple people at once | initiates | waits for partner to initiate | spits | swallows | prefers sex in the morning | prefers sex at night | will have sex anytime | no sex drive | low sex drive | average sex drive | high sex drive | hypersexual | fluctuating sex drive.

— body/appearance. small build | medium build | athletic build | muscular build | curvy build | voluptuous build | wears boxers | wears briefs | wears lingerie | goes ‘ commando ’ | shaves / waxes | manscapes | doesn’t shave / wax ( naturally hairless ) | cup size a – c | cup size d – f | 1 – 5" in length | 6 – 9″ in length | 10” or over in length.

— sounds. is silent / makes little to no sounds | is very quiet | is very loud | grows in volume over time | bites hand / partner / pillow to muffle themselves | calls out partner’s name | curses | growls | groans/grunts | fakes / exaggerates | prefers a quiet partner | prefers a loud / appropriately vocal partner | prefers a responsive partner | is turned on by dirty talk | is turned off by dirty talk.

— turn ons/kinks. having their hands pinned | pinning their partner’s hands | having their hair pulled | pulling their partner’s hair | being watched ( by their partner ) | being watched ( by a third party ) | watching their partner | receiving oral | giving oral | calling their partner ‘ daddy ’ | being called ‘ daddy ’ | calling their partner ‘ mommy ‘ | being called ‘ mommy ‘ | calling their partner ‘ master ‘ | being called ‘ master ‘ | calling their partner ‘ mistress ‘ | being called ‘ mistress ‘ | calling their partner ‘ sir ’ | being called ‘ sir ’ | giving praise | receiving praise | biting / marking | being bitten / marked | spanking | being spanked | teasing | being teased | having toys used on them | using toys on their partner | giving anal | receiving anal | choking | being choked | dirty talk | being tied up | tying their partner up | being worshiped | worshiping their partner | humiliating | being humiliated | degrading | being degraded | being pegged | pegging their partner | being edged | edging | anonymous sex | blood play | breeding | chastity devices | clothed / partially clothed | deep - throating | gun play | intercrural sex | knife play | lingerie | nipple play ( hers are pierced so ! ) | orgasm denial | overstimulation | pregnancy | prostate milking | public sex | rimming | roleplay | sadism / masochism | size difference | squirting.

— places. airplane | alleyway | bath | beach | bedroom | boat | bus | car | cathedral / church | cemetery | closet | concert | dressing room | elevator | empty or abandoned building | field | forest | gym | home bathroom | hospital | kitchen | library | movie theatre | museum | ocean | parking lot | planetarium | pool | public bathroom | rooftop | school | sex club | shower | tent | terrace | train | workplace.

[ethereael]

𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒂𝒉'𝒔 𝒔𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒔

tw: child abuse, domestic abuse, description of injury/violence

Has various scars from fighting, be it dog fighting, pit fighting, or altercations with other werewolves. The scars on her face were largely gained from fighting in wolf form, leaving her with a partially torn left ear and scarring over her eye. Though she retains most vision in her left eye, her peripheral is limited.

& 2b. Bite marks from fights with other werewolves.

Received when she was running from a group of hunters, the bullet going straight through. She managed to evade the hunting party by jumping from a cliff into a river, but the bullet had been silver, causing severe reaction when she was found by a witch at the bottom of a ravine. They cauterized her wound and treated her for silver sickness, but she remained bedridden for several days. The witch was unable to heal the wound fully, and Hannah was left with a nasty scar on her chest and back.

Grazed by a hunter's arrow.

& 5b. Scars from being shackled with silver in her mother's basement. Used either during/near the full moon when she was at her most aggressive, but primarily as a means of keeping her from fleeing or a punishment for disobeying. They appear more as burns, though they are more prominent in areas where skin tore from struggle.

Impaled by a shard of glass when she fell from a three story window.

Sliced her palm open when she tried to defend herself with a shard of glass. It sliced deeper than she realized during the fight, and resulted in the severing of the tendon in her pinkie finger.

Another injury caused by her window fall, she landed on her ankle wrong causing the bone to snap.

By far her worst scar, received when her ex-boyfriend attempted to stab her in an attempt to kill her. It was later that night when she was chased by hunters, resulting in her gunshot wound.

[ethereael]

Wynnie is an original dungeons & dragons character that I've been playing on and off since about 2018. She's inspired by characters and media such as Wendy Darling (Peter Pan), Sleeping Beauty (fairytale), Rapunzel (fairytale/Tangled), Rose Dewitt-Bukater (Titanic), Buttercup (Princess Bride), Labyrinth (1986), Legend (1985), and Persephone (Greek Myth). She's set in the traditional D&D world of Faerûn, but can be dropped into essentially any fantasy universe without much issue, and has multiple alternate verses to choose from.

FULL NAME: Lady Eilaerwyn Sylvari Za’lanna Keth’ine Aleanndare NICKNAME: Wynnie GENDER: Cis-woman SPECIES: Eladrin Elf (spring) HEIGHT: 4’9” AGE: 128 ZODIAC: Gemini Sun / Sagittarius Moon / Taurus Rising / Libra Venus SPOKEN LANGUAGES: Common, Elvish, Sylvan, Dwarvish.

HAIR: Light golden blonde and wildly curly. Reaches her lower back. 3A curls. As a Spring Eladrin, she has flower blossoms that grow in her hair that bloom and change as her mood does. EYES: Light teal with gold flecks. They're fairly large in relation to the rest of her features, which gives her a permanent doe-eyed and dreamy look. SKIN TONE: Fair with yellow-warm undertones. Has a mix of light brown and golden freckles, the latter of which shimmer in reflected light. Her pact mark manifests as a heart shaped mole/birthmark that changes location each day. BODY TYPE: Petite and waif-like. Though she is shorter than average for her species, her limbs are lithe and willowy which gives the illusion of height. ACCENT: Irish. x & x (second not Irish but Wynnie speaks similarly) VOICE: Soft, high, and lilting. It has the quality of dancing on a breeze, or drifting through the clouds. DOMINANT HAND: Ambidextrous SCARS: None, her skin is pristine and unblemished. NOTABLE FEATURE(S): Hair. Eyes. Height.

HOBBIES: Reading anything she can get her hands on. Snooping: she loves finding out rumors about people and following their various threads. Dancing. MENTAL ILLNESSES: Anxiety. DEVELOPMENTAL DISORDERS: ADHD, Autism. PHYSICAL ILLNESSES: None. ALIGNMENT: Chaotic Neutral/Good. VULNERABILITIES: Her impulsivity and her self esteem.

CURRENTLY.

After stumbling through a portal to the Feywild and spending a whirlwind evening of bacchanalian revelry amongst the Fey, Wynnie finds several months have passed in the material plane wherein she had been pronounced missing. Given her newfound magic and not wanting to return home anytime soon, she has taken to adventuring across Faerûn. She'll return home and fulfill her duty at some point. Probably. Maybe.

LORE

Lady Eilaerwyn Aleanndare was born the only daughter and youngest of three to the storied house of Aleanndare. She had always loved her family dearly, but never truly felt that she belonged. In a house that fluctuated between the wild, raging heat of Summer and the blanketed sweltering warmth of Autumn, the young Eladrin with an affinity for the airy and inhibitionless Spring felt stifled. She knew her family loved her, but they never understood her, and as much as they cared for each other, none shared a bond with her past the familial obligation of blood.

Growing up as a young noblewoman, Wynnie wanted for little in ways of the material. She was raised between several estates, one for each changing season, though none as grand as their Summer home. Her family lands resided on the edge of the veil between the Material Plane and the Feywild. Living so close to the thin veil of the chaotic plane, Wynnie was no stranger to Fey or their magic, and always found it quite curious, much to her parents’ dismay. They believed the interest was fine for a child, but that, as an adult, she needs to shift her focus closer to home, and to her responsibilities as an Aleanndare.

⠀⠀⠀⠀— Though the youngest, her elder brothers had been given leave to shirk their own duties, which only put more pressure of responsibility on Wynnie's shoulders. She was the youngest, the spare—she was supposed to be allowed the choice of her own future. But alas, such dreams would not prove so simple.

Though she had always been a relatively outgoing and carefree individual, Wynnie didn’t have many close friends. Companions would come and go as freely as the breeze, never staying by her side for long, and most cared only to gain favor and notoriety with someone of her station.

As a well established noble house, the Aleanndares had found a rivalry in the cold Winter Eladrin house of Rilynn’ether. Being primarily Summer, the Aleanndares largely chose conflict over resolution when it came to their disputes. This has gone on for generations, with blood spilled on both sides, until now. Talks of an alliance have gone on for years, with both Houses agreeing that a union between the two being the best option for peace; in order to put an end to their pointless feuding, Wynnie would marry the heir of House Rilynn’ether, Baelvonyr.

The announcement of their impending engagement came at the Festival of The Veil, a celebration of the connection of the Eladrin to the Feywild. However, during the festivities, Wynnie disappeared, and hasn’t been seen since. In reality, she had slipped through the thin fabric between realms into the Feywild, and stumbled upon a Faerie revel. Elated by the bacchanalian display, she spent the remainder of the long night drunk on faerie wine and dancing until her soles were raw. The night was a blur of magic and ecstasy and elation, one she would not soon forget—except she did, partly.

After the revel, Wynnie was approached by an unfamiliar yet enigmatic figure. They made her an offer: enter a pact with them, and they would free her and protect her from the bonds of a marriage she did not choose. It was a different kind of binding, but this was one of her own making. She agreed. Her new patron helped her return to the Material Plane after the festival was over, and unbeknownst to her, months had passed in her home where she had experienced but only a night. Presented with a unique choice, Wynnie decided against returning home, and instead to continue her own adventure.

QUICK FACTS

eilaerwyn aleanndare is pronounced ale-air-win ay-lee-en-dare, but she will always tell you that you can call her wynnie.

she does not know/remember the specifics of the pact she made, only that it gave her the freedom to escape her arranged marriage and choose her own path (as far as she's aware)

MISC HCS:

the vibes of the Feywild and some of the Archfey can be found here x. i've put a personal spin on the Feywild + the Eladrin, feel free to ask any questions about either.

as part of her pact, Wynnie was given a fey pseudodragon familiar. she named him Fritter (short for Fritillary) and his appearance changes slightly depending on what season she is presenting. as she is primarily and almost always Spring, he is a vibrant green and looks very much like spring leaves with horns that appear as twigs with tiny flower blossoms (that change as/when Wynnie's do). he is able to camouflage himself when needed, much like a leaf gecko. (here is a drawn example of his appearance)

ALT VERSES TBD...

[ethereael]

This is an original witch character from an original story / concept. Inspired by media such as Practical Magic (1998), the All Souls Trilogy by Deborah Harkness, Kiki's Delivery Service (1989), Sabrina the Teenage Witch (1996-2003), The VVitch (2015), The Originals (2013-2018), and other miscellaneous media. All concepts are my own unless otherwise stated.

FULL NAME: Kadence Emilia Ashcroft NICKNAME: Kady, Kades GENDER: Cis-woman SPECIES: Human, witch HEIGHT: 5’3” AGE: early-mid 20s BIRTHDAY: / SPOKEN LANGUAGES: English, Scots, Gaelic, German, Latin, some French

HAIR: Fiery auburn, like autumn leaves. Silky and pin straight, ordinarily worn down or in braids/braided bun. The ends of her hair reaches her lower back, and she has a fairly bluntly cut fringe. EYES: Emerald green. SKIN TONE: Fair, nearly porcelain in its paleness. Flushes rosy easily, either in strong emotion or extreme temperatures. Has light brown but prominent freckles covering her body, most noticeable on her cheeks and the bridge of her nose, and shoulders and arms. Has a noticeable birthmark on her throat with the appearance of a slashing scar. BODY TYPE: Short and plump. Has ample chest, hips, and thighs which gives her a more hourglass figure, though she does carry weight in her midsection as well that gives her an overall softness. Mid sized. ACCENT: Somewhere between Scottish and English, as though she was raised between each. DOMINANT HAND: Ambidextrous SCARS: Burn scarring on her left arm/shoulder from an incident as a child. Various small scars from yard work or a precocious youth. NOTABLE FEATURE(S): Hair, freckles, throat scar.

HOBBIES: Her Craft. Baking. Potion-making. Gardening. Hiking. Volunteering. MENTAL ILLNESSES: None. PHYSICAL ILLNESSES: None. ALIGNMENT: Chaotic Good. VULNERABILITIES: Her stubbornness. Lack of fear. HABITS: Talking to herself, snacking between meals, picking at cuticles, humming/singing to herself, eye rolling, gesturing while talking, tucking hair behind her ears or running a hand through her hair. FEARS: powerlessness, drowning, suffocation, fire.

PARENTS: Mother: Deirdre Ashcroft neé Blackwood (deceased), Father: Daniel Ashcroft (deceased). SIBLINGS: None. CHILDREN: None. OTHER RELATIVES: Maternal Grandmother, Ida Blackwood (deceased).

CURRENTLY.

Following a cryptic note from her recently deceased Grandmother (and last remaining relative), Kady uproots her quiet life to move to a cottage in a new little town. She runs a small bakery and apothecary out of her home and is only beginning to wade through the skepticism and mistrust from the small town and smaller-minded residents. She is happy to live in her own little bubble taking care of herself and her familiars, but her intuition nags at her that there is more to her Grandmother's message than she is yet to understand.

QUICK FACTS

Kady is the subject of a hundreds-year-old curse. She is cursed to die young and tragically, only to be reincarnated and repeat the cycle with no memories of her previous lives. Her original life was that of a witch in the 15th century who was accused and sentenced to death, along with her lover. Both were cursed in different ways, and their lives have been entwined over the centuries.

Your muse won't automatically know Kady is a witch unless they are of the supernatural themselves. She doesn't particularly hide the fact herself, but she's more inclined to let people wonder than actually tell them point blank. If your muse is a resident of the town or spent enough time around the residents, they may have picked up the rumors.

Though she has no knowledge or memory of her curse, her Grandmother had put the pieces together, but due to the nature of the curse was unable to tell her outright. The same is true for her familiars, one of which has been with her through several if not all of her lives yet has been unable to save her in any of them.

Her primary and public occupation is the bakery, where she bakes and sells a variety of breads, pies, and other baked goods to the surrounding towns. Her secondary and more private business is her apothecary, where she offers herbal remedies for varying ailments. She also offers smaller scale spells and potions depending on the clientele. It's widely rumored that she's a witch, but those who have actually interacted with the more occult side of her business have been incredibly tight lipped about it—either out of respect for Kady or reluctance to be caught "dealing in witchcraft".

MISC HCS:

Grimalkin (Grim, or Gray) is her primary familiar, having found and followed her throughout her lifetimes. He is a fey spirit that presents as a black house cat with orange eyes. He is capable of speech and assists Kady in her Craft and other tasks. Though he has tried to warn her of her fate, he is unable to directly speak of the curse placed upon her. Kady believes that he was her Grandmother's familiar (which was true, before Kady was old enough to practice witchcraft), but is unaware of any previous lifetimes they've shared.

Reynardine (Rey, or Reynard) is a familiar who found Kady shortly after her Grandmother's passing. It is unclear whether they are truly a fey spirit or something more demonic in nature, though they act as any familiar to a witch would, if not a bit more aloof. He presents as a red fox, a little larger than average. It is also unclear if he is capable of speech, but he has never spoken aloud to Kady or anyone else. As her familiar, he is capable of telepathically communicating, but it is more feelings, intentions, or images than actual speech.

She has a pet orange tabby Maine Coon named Tiberius AKA Tibs. He is just a normal cat. He is also incredibly stupid and she loves him very much.

A quirk of her curse is that however she died will show up as a birthmark in her next life. The scar-like birthmark on her throat is a result of her having her throat cut in her previous life.

ALT VERSES

ACOTAR: Seemingly mortal witch living in the wilds between the Prythian wall and the human lands. Slips through the wall on occasion for magical ingredients. Unbeknownst to her, was once high fae of the Autumn Court and was cursed into a mortal guise and banished to the human lands.

more alt verses tbd

[stargazerinmoksha]

[weltenwellen]

Anais Nin, Mirages: The Unexpurgated Diary of Anais Nin, 1939-1947

[anyataylorjoys]

#good for her

VENUS (2022) dir. Jaume Balagueró

[hpdfag-moved-deactivated2024070]

i might be doing really terrible on the emotional regulation front but in my defense ive had a gaping hole in my chest since i was 12

[minotauri]

when a character is referred to as someone else's dog. you agree

[greengableslover]

OPHELIA (2018) dir. Claire McCarthy (requested by anonymous)

[sabrinasource]

SABRINA CARPENTER on CBS Sunday Morning

[midsommars-deactivated20201109]

[s-gellar]

[sweetfridays]

♡ emily davies via instagram ( emdavies___ )

[thaigls]

Love Sea — Episode 8 (IQIYI)

[ethereael]

vague cryptic co-star daily horoscopes as sentence memes.

you are a little soul carrying a body around.

you spent years keeping peace. now you can stop.

you already have the power.

you have no idea what you're capable of.

love is nothing if not brutal.

start making plans. don't confine yourself to what others determine is realistic.

you are here, breathing, and that's everything.

notice each feelings, rising and falling, like waves in the ocean.

you are always doing the best you can. that's enough.

anyone who loves you will understand and respect your need for solitude.

you're due for a love letter. every sappy song on the radio is actually about you.

take care of your own heart before you take care of anyone else's.

falling in love is a powerful defense mechanism.

your mildly self-destructive coping mechanisms aren't serving you right now.

it takes 28 days to make new neural pathways. start now.

you can be mad at yourself and love yourself at the same time.

make your heart and mind a safe place for yourself today.

it's not fair that you have to be the ambassador between love and pain.

try not to commit any acts of self-hatred today.

keep your heart open.

someone is disastrously in love with you.

where do you keep your sadness.

stay away from depressants.

refuse recognition.

false information doesn't become true just because it's repeated.

illegal practices of trading seeds have saved many plant species.

access the parts of your memory that contain wild thinking and give them attention.

let your body scream, thrash, breathe, tremble, and relax.

are you afraid of being considered dumb?

you have all the time in the world, but that doesn't mean you should waste it.

your body is not always and easy place to be.

fall into love without trying to control it.

love can be a trick mirror.

your younger self needed someone like you.

you're allowed to choose the easy option.

paint your boundaries fluorescent and wear a helmet.

fear collapses the imagination.

your head is not a projectile.

how did you get here?

if someone is getting angry with you, ask what they're protecting.

are you human?

your name doesn't determine your fate.

you're due for a good idea. try standing under a light bulb until you hear a ding.

where do you push your bad feelings?

you are a beautifully complex and developing organism.

dive into your own abyss, and you will understand theirs.

risk the pain.

it's ok to go over the edge every now and then if that's where you need to be.

push away nothing. cling to nothing.

you are not required to like everyone.

love is not just a series of chemical reactions.

it's fine not to like someone.

you know what's best for you.

examine all the things you're carrying.

your turn will come.

windows of opportunity are going to open. things that seem impossible now will finally be possible.

it's ok to want revenge.

put it under your pillow and see what your dreams do to it.

no relationship is uninflected by circumstance.

keep trying for a little bit longer.

talk to a friend, even if you don't have anything to say right now.

it is possible to have a relationship with no drama.

don't be afraid of what you want.

so many people want your heart, in any state of brokenness.

encourage desired behavior by rewarding it.

no matter how much reality mutates and evolves, you remain centered in yourself.

it's good to have choices, even if you're not into all of them.

love is not written in the stars.

silence the cynic, bring out the magician.

you are the only person who has had to live in your skin.

keep going.

spring clean your heart.

sometimes the best thing you can do for someone is let them cry.

money has nothing to do with love and everything to do with discomfort.

let someone take care of you.

cut through the bullshit.

your feelings are correct.

you want something terribly, and don’t know how to ask for it.

a great partner will watch the chaos of life with you while holding your hand.

no relationship is truly equal, but that doesn't mean you should accept less than you need.

it will feel different tomorrow.

you're allowed to not know.

people will forget about this eventually.

what you have to give needs to be shared with the world.

you don't have to punish yourself for the thing that you're unable to face.

leave yourself to your own absurdities.

say it with flowers.

love is here to set you free.

suppressing your feelings doesn't abolish them.

[hemlockaes]

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