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[ettfan]

Some take over bagging I can't do this alone!

#cpr #ambu #resus

[ettfan]

Too beautiful to lose. Someone bag me before my heart gives out.

#intubated #anesthesia #resus

[ettfan]

In addition to being an endotracheal tube lover, I'm also a drummer and absolutely love this smooth shiny dark matter. No strapless you may not drool on it 😝😝😝

[ettfan]

Hmmm my size 4 mask is a little big. I'm now having to drop into the peds size range.

#anesthesia #anesthesiamask #car #resus #noimnotangry #timetobuymoregear #sb&t

[ettfan]

No greater thrill in the world than watching that mask come down. God I wish there was sevoflurane attached.

[ettfan]

Yes I'm intubated

[ettfan]

The PVC Smell is enough to put me out

[domeow-deactivated20230105]

tonight i am thinking of teasing a boy. teasing his pretty clit with my fingers, touching him lightly, licking it with my tongue, feeling his hole get wetter and wetter and just completely ignoring it. getting him so close, keeping him at that high. until he gets so needy he's just begging for my fingers. and once i fill him up he immediately cums all over them.

[ettfan]

#please volunteer

[ettfan]

[ettfan]

I have what is a secret fantasy it seems. Fantasy because it may not come true. No, it's notMedFet related this time. It's personal.

I had a bad past that Iwill leave at that mostly. I was taken advantage of, used, andabused for years. I finally got the courage to break free. But i feel like it's left me as "damaged goods".

All I want, myfantasy is to be made loveto, fucked, get laid. Whatever you want to call it. I want to experience everyrhing my abuser did to me. But not to be abused, nor taken advantage of. Just sex. No commitments, no steings attached. Nothing further beyond the sex.i don't want to worry that I'm going to be hurt again.

It's afantasy because I have no one in or around me that will help complete it. But it keeps meawake at n8ght longing for it. Fantasising of what it could be like.

Is that so bad or too much to ask?

[ettfan]

it seems that my dreams will never become a reality. Because if those around me would think I was mental.

For the longest time all I've ever wanted was to be intubated while awake. Placed on a vent, and restrained in four points. Then whomever could have their way with me. I wouldn't care because I'd already have my wish. Tube fed, cathed, LOVED.sounds twisted doesn't it?