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I’m sick and tired of pretending I am not a bad person and that there is nothing vile and wicked inside of me that thrives on the pain of others

Especially if those others hurt me.

I can’t forgive

I can’t forget

And I won’t

I’m exhausted

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Read Lovers In The Night from the story Call Out My Name by eugeniabright (Eugenia Bright) with 2 reads. books, aleksan...

"Teach me," he whispered. A plea of a boy, a plea for help. "Teach me, Alina." His forehead touched hers, and he closed his eyes. "Tell me how I conquer my darkness, tell me how not to fall a slave to it."

Last chapter

Thank you all for reading!

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Read Gone from the story Call Out My Name by eugeniabright (Eugenia Bright) with 2 reads. soldier, summoner, grishatril...

How many lives does a Saint have? 

Countless.

She would go down in history as a Saint; she would never die. The story of Alina Starkov, the story of the fragile orphan, a small frightened girl that could summon sunlight, the story of the Sun Saint, who had been martyred in the Fold, it would never die. Ravka's daughter, Ravka's sun.

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Read Done For Me from the story Call Out My Name by eugeniabright (Eugenia Bright) with 2 reads. darklina, kingofscars...

"Aleksander," she said his name. He looked different now, like a man who has made up his mind. He closed his eyes as he got drunk on the sound of her calling his name. He would never tire of her lips moving to form it, to speak it out the way she did.

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Read Good At Goodbyes from the story Call Out My Name by eugeniabright (Eugenia Bright) with 2 reads. youngadult, alark...

He has seen enough of the girl who once quivered before him and their enemies to know she would be fine. He saw enough to know it was time to say goodbye for good.

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Read I Will Still Rise from the story Call Out My Name by eugeniabright (Eugenia Bright) with 3 reads. grishatrilogy, g...

"I have a friend traveling the seas, catching slavers, and doing what she always wanted to do," he had told her. "She has a lot of knives named after Saints, and her favorite knife is named after you. Sankta Alina."

Alina had taken the pistol in her hands and admired the beautiful work that had been done on it. How could something that was meant to hurt, harm, and kill, look so beautiful? She had the same thoughts about a certain someone before, so she was not surprised to see the parallels between her newly acquired weapon and the Darkling. He, too, could look beautiful and harmless but then go on and destroy the world.

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Read On The Ground from the story Call Out My Name by eugeniabright (Eugenia Bright) with 2 reads. books, fanfic, grish...

He could only see her like that, in secret, in the dark. He could only love her in the darkness, where his adoration for her was invisible. And he wanted more, and the more he wanted, the greedier he got, the worse his intentions became. He knew he would end up hurting her, doing the irreversible.

"The memories you gave me become thorns. I wish it’ll all disappear; I wish it’ll all get erased. So I can rest."

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Read Paint It Black from the story Call Out My Name by eugeniabright (Eugenia Bright) with 3 reads. youngadultfiction...

"Maybe there is a chance for us," he told her. "Not in another life, but now."

"As if!" She raised her voice and immediately regretted it. She listened for a while for people on the other side of the room.

"I can love you in the darkness, Alina," he told her. "And you can respond to it."

"I guess one blade to the chest was not enough," she hissed. "Come this close to me again and see what happens."

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Read Wish We Could Be Like That from the story Call Out My Name by eugeniabright (Eugenia Bright) with 2 reads. alarkli...

As much as she tried to deny or ignore it, she could feel his eyes on her. And there was a certain familiarity and comfort in that, just like the sting she felt in her chest.

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Read Loving You Is A Losing Game from the story Call Out My Name by eugeniabright (Eugenia Bright) with 2 reads. alinas...

"Speak my name Alina," she heard him say. "Speak it one more time." He begged. There was a desperate plea in his voice that pulled at her heart. He hurt; he was in pain. And she could feel it as if it was her own.

"Why?" she asked, her voice small, barely audible. He could feel her drifting off. She could barely move her lips to speak.

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Read They Used To Shout My Name from the story Call Out My Name by eugeniabright (Eugenia Bright) with 2 reads. darklin...

"They used to shout my name," Alina said quietly, lost in thought, eyes still fixed on the ceiling. The Apparat turned around and looked at her. "Now they whisper it," she looked back at him.

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Events happen after the end of King of Scars and will mainly focus on Alina and the Darkling. Spoilers ahead. Rule of W...

"I can no longer call out the light. I am no longer special. Have you forgotten?" She was nothing now; she reminded him of his words before he died in her arms.

"Then call out my name," she heard him say. "You can still do that."

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Events happen after the end of King of Scars and will mainly focus on Alina and the Darkling. Spoilers ahead. Rule of W...

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“You are whole”

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Events happen after the end of King of Scars and will mainly focus on Alina and the Darkling. Spoilers ahead. Rule of W...

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Ex-MMA youth fighter Tobin Cherny has a short temper and a strong fist that get her in trouble. One night of partying turns eventful after her best friend, Ani, is sexually assaulted, and Tobin takes the punishment into her own hands. After her father, the local college team coach finds out that his daughter has been keeping secrets from him, he, in turn, puts her on a short leash as he tasks her with helping him monitor and train his football team until she finds her way in life. Desperate to rediscover herself, Tobin gets tangled in bigger and more violent issues than imagined. Will this be the push to finding out who she wants to be in life, or will it be a major setback for her as she will be forced to leave her comfort zone to set new goals for herself? As she struggles to find herself, Tobin realizes that she is not the only one feeling this way and makes unexpected friends with the most unexpected people.

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Stained - The Decision (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/sn5NGHTQuZ An actress is put into a spiral of emotions and pain, as her new role triggers traumatic, long-forgotten memories of her childhood.

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Learning is the only thing the mind never exhausts, never fears, and never regrets.

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