we always go in cycles

5 muses open to f/f or f/m multi ship Used to be hopelesswxderers

[eunoiaspirited]

Hi! My name’s Tori, or Ri for short. I like to write m/f and f/f equally, but please do not use me for my males. You can find everything you need to know below. Please feel free to pop me a message or a meme anytime (I really love tumblr writing memes). 

Please read my guidelines and relevant character bios before interacting. Please note that all of my muses are British, but we don’t have to establish what location they’re in. Their ages can range between 22-38 depending on how old you need them to be.

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RANDOM DIALOGUE PROMPTS 2.0

continuing from my original random dialogue series  ( 1.0 | 1.5 ),  i thought to create a brand new one for even more (random) situations! the following prompts are from a variety of public sources, as well as my own. as always, some triggering content may be present! change any pronouns to better suit your muse(s) needs!

thank you for agreeing to help.

sorry, it’s just that i get very nervous when someone else is driving.

i sense tension…

there’s a reason i keep this door closed.

i can’t believe you would do this to me!

there’s nothing reassuring about what you just said.

i thought we’d be safe here.

thanks for looking out for me.

i’m right here.

thinking about it makes me sick.

i’m not asking.

c’mon, i’ll drive you home.

there’s something i’ve been meaning to tell you.

hey, you owe me this favour.

i want to be there when you get what’s coming to you.

you’re too good for this world.

i’ll be okay, i’m always okay.

sorry about last night.

do you remember we used to do that in school?

i need your help.

you have no idea how much this means to me.

how long have you been standing there?

we have to stop meeting like this.

there’s someone in the house!

you’re beautiful.

very few people understand me, but you do.

i’m sorry.

get out of my way.

i saw it as clearly as i see you standing there now.

if you leave now, you lose everything.

please stop talking.

i make my goddamn choices myself, based on what i know.

don’t upset your father, not now.

you’re gonna get us killed someday.

i don’t feel good.

do you ever think we should just stop doing this?

i think you should stay the night.

who’s side are you on?

believe it or not, i am grateful.

i’m not supposed to talk to strangers.

you have to leave right now, you aren’t safe here.

i don’t think this is a good idea.

you’re not dead yet.

i wish you told me sooner.

are you kidding me?

you must be mad, coming here like this.

i don’t know how i can repay you.

you embarrassed me this evening.

don’t act so surprised.

there’s something i need to get off my chest.

tell me what’s bothering you.

everything is always about you!

midnight, on the bridge. come alone.

you stand there and accuse me, but where were you at the time?

i knew you wouldn’t be able to see it through.

i need more time to think.

you need me.

i’ve forgotten what it’s like to feel young.

you’re okay, you’re okay.

i don’t remember my childhood.

if we both stick to the story, they can’t prove anything.

i’ve been checking you out.

you look tired.

this must be hard for you.

never underestimate me again.

you got a package for me?

i think you’re right.

my hands are clean in all of this.

we really need a better excuse to see each other.

i’m ready to try again.

where i go and what i do is none of your business!

i never thought i’d see you again.

my work is my life.

we never should’ve kissed—that was our first mistake.

i feel very alone.

you are loved, don’t ever forget that.

i’m not gonna make it.

i don’t think i could live alone again.

when i was younger, i saw something i shouldn’t have.

i don’t want to have a baby.

stay the night, you deserve the rest.

you look ridiculous in that thing.

quick, hide behind the sofa!

hurry! they’re pulling up in the driveway!

i haven’t had a good breakdown in months, perhaps i’m due.

you’re impossible to ignore.

if you get me his phone, i might reconsider.

i’m afraid you’d look at me differently, now that you know.

i can’t trust you anymore.

hope is a silent killer, one day you’ll find that out for yourself.

i miss moments like this more than anything.

you can’t keep treating me this way!

sorry, i haven’t checked my phone all day.

my head is killing me.

just do as i say, and no one gets hurt.

you woke me up.

i didn’t mean to make you upset.

i can’t believe you’re just gonna give up like that!

just breathe.

i’m in the mood for pizza, what do you think?

if this is going to work, you’re going to have to trust me.

i’m not a big fan of the dark.

i could kill you!

you should’ve listened to me.

there’s always going to be someone who wants to knock you down.

it’s not fair!

so you had a bad day, there’s always tomorrow.

be nice to me, it’s my birthday.

you didn’t have to walk me home.

i would appreciate it if we didn’t discuss personal matters right now.

there’s no need to be callous and cruel.

this is for your own good.

i could kiss you.

i’m in the middle of something, this better be urgent!

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Sad and Soft  {Sentence Starters}

❛❛ I took your hoodie and I’m not giving it back. ❜❜

❛❛ Please just… just hold me. ❜❜

❛❛ C’mere. Lean on me. ❜❜

❛❛ You look like you need a hug. Come here. ❜❜

❛❛ I’m never leaving this blanket nest ever again. ❜❜

❛❛ I know you don’t like hugs, but… I could really use one right now… ❜❜

❛❛ Just stay a little longer. Please. ❜❜

❛❛ It’s so cold outside, but you’re so warm… ❜❜

❛❛ I’m sorry. I should have asked first, just… it reminded me of you. ❜❜

❛❛ Let me hold you for a while. ❜❜

❛❛ It’s okay. I’ve got you. ❜❜

❛❛ Everything hurts. Being with you is the only good thing in the world anymore. ❜❜

❛❛ Hey, hey, don’t cry. It’s okay. C’mon, come sit under the blanket with me. ❜❜

❛❛ All I want to do is sit and eat cookies and watch cheesy romcoms right now. But I’d love some company. ❜❜

❛❛ I brought blankets, takeout, and your favourite movie. I know it won’t fix everything, but it might help. ❜❜

❛❛ Please stay with me tonight. I don’t want to be alone. ❜❜

❛❛ I made some tea. Now, do you need to talk? Or should I just put on some music? ❜❜

❛❛ I’m not going to leave. I’ll stay as long as you need me to. ❜❜

❛❛ Your hair’s soft… I just want to pet it until I forget everything but how soft it is… ❜❜

❛❛ Shh, shh. It’s okay. You’re alright. You’re safe now. ❜❜

❛❛ I know you’re hurting right now, and I’m so sorry. Tell me what will help and I’ll do it. ❜❜

❛❛ I just want to see you smile again. ❜❜

❛❛ This is stupid but… could you sing to me? You have such a nice voice, and I think it might help calm me down… you don’t have to, but… ❜❜

❛❛ Lay your head in my lap and try to get some rest. ❜❜

[eunoiaspirited]

EVELYN NOLAN-NIGHTINGALE

Age:

Sexuality: Bisexual

Trigger Warnings:

Status: Open

Evelyn, sometimes called Evie, was born to a couple who both passed away when she was still a child. She was put into care and learned quickly how to become independent and look after herself in rooms and houses full of other children. She grew a loud and powerful voice and was never afraid to tell people what she thought. If there’s one thing you can expect from Evelyn, then it’s honesty. If she doesn’t like what you’re doing, you’ll know about it. 

Occupation: Cruise Ship Doctor

Faceclaim: Adrianna Palicki

Evie was thrilled when she was adopted by Rio and Amelia. The other kids laughed that she was being adopted by two women, but Evelyn didn’t care. She treats her mothers as if they’re the best people in the world and lives her life every day to try and make them proud. They saved her life, after all. With them, came her cousins Harry and Adelina who she adores, even if she does bicker with Harry occasionally. 

✔ Charing, Humorous, Caring ✘ Bossy, Careless (towards herself), Honest

After graduating university and her training to be a Doctor, Evelyn found herself taking a lot of trips abroad and enjoying travelling. What if she could do both at the same time? She applied for a job as a Doctor on a cruise ship and got it. She now does 6-12 month contracts working on cruises as a Doctor in and around Europe. 

[femmeharlequin-deactivated20240]

Like I know IBS is always the subject of jokes bc Haha Poop Funny but I don’t think people realize how painful and disruptive to your life it is. Like IBS is a chronic illness that effects your diet, ability to go places, and it puts you in excruciating abdominal pain way more often than you’d think, but no one takes it seriously even though it is extremely impactful on your quality of life, and it’s a hell of a lot more common than people think

We can joke about our own disease but you don’t get to mock us for it just bc you’re too immature to see a mention of poop without laughing. Imagine getting the worst food poisoning of your life once a week or more. That’s what it’s like.

[eunoiaspirited]

Text: Violet --> Imogen

🌳 a happy text.

Imogen: This is all so sweet my teeth hurt

Imogen: That sounds good. I'll come over at about 6 then? If anything more interesting comes up, I'll make sure to give you a few hours' notice 😉

Imogen: Look how cool your mum is, still using emojis at her age! Bet you're so proud

Violet: Can teeth hurt? You do have fake teeth, right?

Violet: You're coming and that's final.

Violet: Mum, you're not cool. Never say that again. But...you could be worse.

[eunoiaspirited]

inexorcble​:

Veronica knew that she was asking a lot but bringing her son into the equation. But at the same time, he was most of her life. She was reticent to even introduce people to Taner but she saw a future with Ben. Her smile was bright as soon as she opened the door and saw that it was him. She listened to him apologize and Veronica pressed a kiss to his cheek as she guided him inside. “Much better to be early than late,” she said. “Thank you for coming Ben. Taner is just in his room finishing his homework but–” Her statement was cut off by the sound of small running feet and then a small body collided with Veronica’s leg. She staggered, then reached down and ruffled her son’s hair. “Ben, this is Taner. Taner, meet Ben.” Taner stepped forward and held out his hand. “Nice to meet you.” He said, just like he had been taught.

Ben’s face lit up the moment he caught a glimpse of Veronica’s smile shining at him. He couldn’t believe how lucky he’d got that such a spectacularly good looking woman was staring at him like that. Before he could even reply, his eyes had dropped to Taner. “Hey, nice to finally meet you, little guy,” Ben said, brightly. The sudden sight of the child brought back memories of what could have been, but Ben forced them to the darker part of his mind and smiled down. This meeting was important to him. He shook his hand, laughing slightly. “I brought...apple juice,” Ben breathed out awkwardly, holding the carton in the air. “It seems odd now that I say it, actually... but what drink do you buy a child? Every child likes apple juice...r-right?” Panicking slightly with his words, Ben whispered to Veronica, “Is he even allowed apple juice?”

[eunoiaspirited]

xstabcastx​:

Last argument with her mother still haunted Astrid. The words she heard still hurt even with passing weeks. She sighed into her bottle, glad none of her friends were paying attention to her. With another deep breath she looked around and faked a smile. She listened to her group of friends talk about everything and nothing, familiar banter heard around made her smile for real for the first time. 

Astrid was picking on the label on her beer’s bottle when Ben approached her. “Huh?” she asked surprised. “Yes, sure. Let me just grab my jacket.” she said and looked through the pile of their friends clothes until she spotted her leather jacket. She followed him outside, taking a sit on a curb. “What’s wrong Ben?” she asked looking at him and patting a place next to her. 

Of course, she could expected someone would finally see something was bothering her, but she really hoped it wouldn’t be this soon. “I’m…” she sighed looking up at the night sky. “I’m not exactly in the best place right now, with my mom. I mean.” she sighed. “I didn’t say anything because i didn’t want to worry any of you. Beside you know how my mom can be.” she scrunched her nose at the thought of Abigail Lincoln, overachiever, extraordinary cardio surgeon.  

Their friends had begun drinking more and that was usually Ben’s call to leave. Most often he’d just slip out when nobody was watching. They wouldn’t usually notice until the next day when their memories came back, but today he didn’t want to leave Astrid. Sure he enjoyed a drink now and then but not the dancing on tables and ruining the restaurant’s atmosphere that some of them seemed to like. His eyes gazed down Astrid accidentally when they got outside. It wasn’t creepy he just hadn’t ever seen a woman look this good in a leather jacket. It suited her so much.

He blinked away the thought, starting to shiver a little as soon as he realised the cold air had hit him. “W-Why has she said something? What happened?” Ben questioned with concern. “Y-You can talk to me, you know. About anything. I hate seeing you so...so not yourself.” 

[eunoiaspirited]

I got a new laptop yay!! I know my threads are so old so I understand if you guys would rather drop them, feel free to just ignore if I reply 

[eunoiaspirited]

livs-muses​:

*

Charlie had just waltzed into Adelina’s as he usually did, without even knocking, and currently lay in a somewhat dramatic fashion on her sofa. He hadn’t expected her to be aware of what was going on, as he knew she avoided tabloid gossip as much as anyone could, so his question had essentially been rhetorical. “How would you do that, exactly? Glare at them until the bone shattered?” he snickered, momentarily distracted from his problem by the humorous idea of his step-sister being violent. “It’s not about you, it’s about me. Somehow they took photos of me with Violet coming home from a party the other night and they’ve plastered them all over the tabloids, talking about my ‘mystery woman’. You know, if I get a reputation for being a ladies’ man, I won’t get taken seriously anymore. But that’s not what I’m worried about, it’s Violet. She won’t want this kind of attention, will she? I was going to text her about it, but I don’t know what to say. I should’ve been more careful, checked no one was following us before I let her into my house. Do you think she’ll hate me?”

*

“I do have a deathly glare, so you never know what affect it may have,” replied Adelina, somewhat smugly. “I think I’d have made an excellent Hogwarts wizard. Maybe my letter will finally arrive one day...” She trailed off in a daydream, eventually remembering that she’d completely gone off topic. It was a frequent trait of hers. “Are you sure she won’t want that kind of attention? I mean she’s related to two of the most self-indulged humans I have ever met.” Forcing herself to rid herself of sass, Adelina showed Charlie a more gentle expression and sat down next to him. She put her hand on his arm and smiled. “Violet will know the price she has to pay to hang around with you and if she doesn’t then I can teach her how to deal with it. God knows I’ve had enough practise.” Adelina coughed. “So is she? You woman...I mean. Are you guys like...a thing now?”

[eunoiaspirited]

Sorry for being gone!! My health hasn’t been great and my boss got made redundant which means way more work for me. But I’m going to try and catch up as quickly as possible, please bear with me as I still really want to write with you all!!

[eunoiaspirited]

livs-muses​:

*

Aurora sighed with the resignation only available to one in a position such as hers: despairing. The thought of her mother or father finding out was anxiety-inducing. More than fearing their anger, she feared their disappointment: disappointment at the fact that not only was she unable to avoid trouble like they had hoped, but she had somewhat walked into it of her own volition. While it had seemed a lucrative idea at the time, and even up until recently she’d felt no real regrets, now it seemed as though the mist had finally cleared and she saw her situation for the idiocy it really was.

Aurora’s skin itched from the disillusionment painted all over Lara’s face and echoing in all of her words. She kept her head down, as if she were a child receiving a stern telling-off from a fearsome teacher. However, she instinctively looked up when Lara spoke of their relationship. “No,” she replied automatically, no thought necessary. “Of course it isn’t a joke, and that’s precisely why I didn’t want you to find out. You’re the first person I’ve ever been serious about. I wanted to keep you completely hidden from it, not just for my sake but for yours. If anyone found out about us, you could’ve been in danger and I couldn’t bear that.” Aurora spoke with an emotion in her voice which she couldn’t have concealed even if she’d wanted to. “I don’t… I don’t think anything means more to me than you.” She hated how vulnerable she felt, and sounded, but the thought of losing Lara was something she’d been afraid of since the beginning. “What are we going to do?”

*

Lara stared at Aurora blankly, trying to hold back an eyeroll or three. “You’re just saying words now. Meaningless words that don’t make any sense,” the brunette breathed out. She took her eyes off of Aurora for a moment or two and attempted to steady her breaths. Lara had never been an emotional kind of person, so instead anger and frustration came to the front. “I still have no idea why you’re doing this and why you won’t just stop.”

Whilst Lara was very fond of Aurora she knew she was the kind of person who would be able to move on eventually. Her mind owned her, her heart didn’t. Emotions like hurt and love didn’t run that deep, probably because of the way she’d grown up. But knowing Aurora was in danger, how could she walk away from that without trying to fix it? The thought of what could happen to the woman...now that made her worry.

“No Aurora, this is all you. You should be asking what are you going to do. You need to stop. You need to get out and stop. Not just for my sake but for yours too.”

[ivyheaven]

open to: anyone (suggested connections: friends/exes/fwb/stranger/nurse? surprise me)

“I just think that the hospital is a bit much,” he explained, grabbing his shirt neatly folded on the chair. He drew in a sharp breath as his weight settled in, the ache in his ribs still making its presence known, even if he elected to ignore it. Diego wasn’t a fan of these places and definitely avoided them as much as possible. It was something about the scent or even the bright, white lights that didn’t let him think. “Honestly if I don’t look well, it’s because this place wears me down…..” a shallow breath left his lips, feeling a pain god knows where else. He would definitely need help leaving the room, even if he didn’t want to say. “So again, I really don’t want to stick around.”

[eunoiaspirited]

“God Diego, you’re so freakin’ stubborn! You’re in the best place for you right now.” Lara exhaled, rolling her eyes at him. They may have been ex’s but when she found him hurt she couldn’t just leave him alone. She’d called for help immediately and hadn’t left his side ever since - it turned out that she still really cared about him. “Fine, Mr Stubborn, if you’re going to be like that then at least let me drive you back to mine for the night so that you have somebody around if you need anything. And I’m not taking no for an answer, either you can stay here or stay at mine. I’m not letting you go home alone, look at you, you can hardly move.” She got it, she wouldn’t want to be stuck in a hospital bed either.

[ivyheaven]

open to: anyone (+ any connection) -  a Halloween/Fall starter 🎃

“Oh come on, I thought my latte bribe was good enough,” she reminded the other, sitting cross-legged on the floor of the apartment. Though maybe she failed to mention the latte was a bribe and not just a sugary drink. Who didn’t love a good pumpkin spice latte this season though? Different printed brochures laid out across the floor, her handwriting scribbled all over. “I need to go check out one of these places to present to the senior committee on Tuesday. We’ve been trying to do something nice for our graduating students, but the school won’t approve of it until someone sees the place in person.” Her usual teacher companion for these sort of things had to bail last minute. “It’s a pumpkin patch, it’ll be fun!” Surely that was super convincing. “We can even pick out a pumpkin to bring back or…I don’t know, let’s say I’ll owe you one?” 

[eunoiaspirited]

“Uh...are you sure graduating students want to go to a pumpkin patch or have I just completely missed the point?” questioned Ben, with narrowed eyes. Honestly, he probably should have been paying more attention but he’d sunk into one of his grumpy moods and she was always distracting him these days. Her voice, her face, everything about her. Danielle and Ben had been friends for a little while now, a little while long enough for him to catch feelings for her. Much to his despise, still grieving over everything that his ex had put him through. Trusting anybody enough to trust them with his heart was painful just to think about, plus she was way too nice to consider him in that way anyway. Ben sighed, trying to force a smile onto his face, he didn’t want to let Danielle down. “I-I’m sorry, I don’t mean to be all grumpy about it. You won’t owe me anything, but I’ll take the latte...and the pumpkin.” He laughed a small laugh. “Actually, I’ve always wanted to pick my own pumpkin.”

[nefariouspirit]

open to: f (30+), mutuals and non-mutuals welcomed. please read my rules before interacting here. 

plot: your muse and jude ended their relationship on a horrible terms, now it’s 3 years later and they were both attending a gala - and jude was in the middle of doing an interview and landed his eyes on your muse for the first time. 

‘YOU’RE GOING TO REGRET this one day,’ was the last thing that she said to him three years ago before they made their separate ways. He didn’t think that she would be right, until today. Until it was three years later and there she stood, looking like an angel and he could feel his heart dropping down to his stomach. “I’m sorry, I have to go,” he would say to the interviewer before he starts slurring on his words. 

“You know I can’t not say hi to you,” he would say as they finally came face to face after they have been stealing glances at each other the whole night. 

[eunoiaspirited]

When Violet had spotted Jude, she felt like she’d seen a ghost, with her face immediately falling flat and pale. She hoped he wouldn’t see her, she prayed in her mind that he wouldn’t recognise her even though it had only been three long years. Violet was a bit of a stranger to gala events and had only been invited due to being a plus one to her famous childhood friend. It wasn’t her world and now she remembered why.

When he’d walked over, she pretended she hadn’t noticed at first but she couldn’t stop herself from looking into his eyes, just to double check that she wasn’t imagining it. “I hoped you wouldn’t see me,” she sighed, her voice as soft and girly as ever. She looked away, looked beyond him. His face only brought her pain. “I hoped you wouldn’t say hi.”

[nefariouspirit]

Open to: f/m/nb (m if romantic), mutuals and non-mutuals are welcomed. Please read my rules before interacting here. 

Plot: After sending a string of drunk text messages, Kennedy finds herself at your muse’s front door. 

“OPEN UP, I KNOW you’re in there!” She was slurring her words, she has clearly underestimated the effects that the alcohol would have on her. “You’re not going to leave me standing out here on my own are you?!” She was seconds away from banging on their front door. Fuck, now her world was spinning. 

[eunoiaspirited]

Harry was sat on his couch with a bottle of beer in his hand when Kennedy turned up at his apartment. The drunk texts were fairly amusing, but this was a lot now, even for him. He continued to sit still, his legs stretched across the wooden floor as he listened to her shouts. Eventually, after making her suffer for long enough, he rolled his eyes and got up unwillingly. “What do you want?” he breathed out upon opening the door, hoping this would be good. 

[aeternuswords]

Status: Open Open to: m / f / nb  Connection: based on this

Troy smacked his lips together as his eyes glanced over the other. The two had been friends for a long time, best friends in fact, but seeing them get all this unwanted attention was really starting to get to him a lot more than he though it would. What had changed?! They had been having so much fun up until that other person had started hitting on them, pulling them away from him. “So what, you are just like going to go home with them because they paid attention to you for more than 5 minutes?” He snickered under his breath, how own words ripping at his heart strings. “Well I don’t think you should go alone, I mean.. They might try and take like advantage of you or something.”

[eunoiaspirited]

Adelina had never been one to get a lot of male attention, particularly back in her school years. That was probably why she’d always thought that Troy hadn’t noticed her in that way. She was the isolated teen in the corner who was more interested in learning and reading books. She had a few close friends, but they were friends and definitely not interested in her romantically, so only now was she realising what male attention felt like. “Troy,” Adelina sighed, tilting her head to the side. “You know it isn’t like that, I would never go home with somebody I don’t trust. Truth is, I’ve spoken to him a few times now and he never loses interest. Maybe he could be good for me.” She had to find somebody eventually, she couldn’t be ‘nerd in the corner’ Adelina forever. “I trust him...but apparently you don’t. Can I ask why that might be?”