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she has come silently, have you noticed ?

Thetis has joint Peleus at the anti-vertex.  do you feel the union ?

(photo: the wedding of peleus and thetis)

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will we never come together ?

we have asteroid TARDIS conjunct vertex in the synastry. will it be delayed again and again ? i'm so scared. you are the stronger one, i always rely on you, please make more effort. i am longing for your danse infernale.

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  La Dame aux Camélias 

I wondered why the asteroid Otero makes a significant aspect in my synastry chart. this asteroid is named after a spanish courtesan.  puzzled...

suddenly i remember this french novel is my childhood favourite. i read it over and over, fantasizing the romance with Armand Duval. it was the perfect love story for me.  however, why did i love this Armand ? is he very talanted ? charming ? good-hearted ? i ‘ve never thought of. on Armand’s side, why does he fall in love ? i don’t know.

Romeo and Juliet is total purity.  La Dame aux Camélias is lotus rising out of the filth. maybe.

i hope i will be transformed by true love, by a man never despises me. i hope i am courageous to sacrifice.

i am thinking about sonia in crime and punishment now.

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hortensia bleu

Alex, beautiful blue hydrangea in this summer morning light, with your music from a distant land.

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Mid-Autumn Festival

Alex, je t'aime !  

today is the mid-autumn festival which celebrates the full moon and union. for a small, silly person like me, maybe thinking about your love is totally disastrous. why do i say it to you ? because you made me feel so, also my rich imagination and i have no choice ! choosing to believe is the only way to carry on this journey on earth for me this talentless person .

surrender to the Divine and at the same time not a Divine joke.  if God wants to punish me for my wrongdoings, pls use other ways.