Hours at the Wheel

Mark Dimzon. I'm back on here because I broke my heart again lmao

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2022 the year where i fell in love, not just with my crush, but with everything she made me want to become.

the days are brighter and happier, and i fell in love with feeling alive

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i think id begun to believe that love was for others to have and for me to wish for.

i feel like i can participate as my fully human self now that youre here with me

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Being lost doesn't define us, it's about who we become with the gift of being lost.

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kissing you

kissing you feels like laying down in a bed of blooming, colorful and soft flowers, every time. Bliss spilling at the edges of my consciousness, and wispering i love yous in between breaths but hoping you don't hear it, so I don't wear it out.

Kissing you feels like floating in a dream- but a hundred times better than I'd ever dreamed.

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I still hold your hand like it was the first time, like it was the last time.

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The cold wind is incomplete without your hand looking for mine

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I miss you on the sunny days

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I love you and I support you reaching for the life you wanted, and your dreams.

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I don't want to have to survive another winter alone just to have the sun break my heart again

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Sadness at a world that won't let two people be their true selves.

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I'm not ready to let go of that feeling of not letting go of you

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Go with your gut I told myself, follow your heart they say, do what feels right, leave your comfort zone, but what does that really mean? How vulnerable will you allow yourself to be?

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Now, deciding when to say I love you means understanding what those words mean and how you will live by them even when things fall apart.

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Now, deciding when to say I love you means understanding what those words mean and how you will live by them even when things fall apart.

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One of my favorite moments was the look on your face when I gave you the necklace I bought the Day before. It seemed only perfect considering it reminded me of you when I bought it.

I only decided when I was taking it off of myself to give it to you because I wasn't expecting to see you again that weekend, but you look beautiful in it and I hope it reminds you of me.

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If our lives were a hallmark movie, I'm the guy from your hometown and you're the girl from the big city looking for more.

If our lives were a coming of age art piece, I was the guy who wanted you to be happy no matter what

If our lives were an adventure movie, I'm the stranger who got roped into learning what it means to live.

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Now I only find myself dreaming about the days you can be completely yourself and feel completely free by my side.