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hi im eva and i'm a complete mess [ saint petersburg, russia ]

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attention fellow lesbians

THIS FLAG

THIS FLAG

THIS FLAG

THIS FLAG

CAN WE START USING THIS FLAG PLEASE ITS SO PRETTY AND EASY TO REMEMBER

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Be delicate

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types of dark academia

classic academia: beige trench coats, wool sweaters. plaid skirts. think femme fatale, but educated. sobbing in bed late at night over the secret history or dead poets society. tea with milk and sugar. subsequent tea stains.

darkest academia: running through the rain, dimly lit by streetlights. brown tweed jackets, dress shoes. cold fingers and colder gazes. french-pressed black coffee, piping hot. dark, candlelit rooms with ancient wood floors/walls. 

light academia: white cable-knit sweaters, sparkly eyes and foggy glasses. going to art museums and falling in love with every portrait, every sculpture. caressing the petals of a rose, hearing the crinkle of leaves underfoot.

witchy academia: burning candles while reading or doing homework. black turtlenecks, velvet skirts. walking through the forest in autumn. passing a graveyard and feeling a greyish presence. waiting anxiously for samhain.

romantic academia: writing flowery poetry about someone you’ll never speak to (guilty oops). a cozy alizarin sweater, pleated skirts. slow dancing around your room to the beatles. curling up with warm, pallid cups of tea and a book.

scholarly academia: impeccable notes in class. leather bound bags crammed with textbooks and pens. lots of coffee with scones, and even more late nights. a wide vocabulary (that people constantly comment on). lives in the library.

theatre academia: shakespeare, all the time - quoting, reading, praying for a school production of a midsummer nights dream. or the crucible. memorizing lines in the wings. taking on your character’s traits, even outside the theater.

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happy new year ladies

ig: nesappho

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light academia & dark academia personified

what would their names be?

(also,,, they're dating)

made by: me

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Dance! Dance! DANCE!!!

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hii lads and lassies! been binge-watching @therealjacksepticeye 's videos recently and here's what i figured:

PMA isn't 'dumb' or 'delusional'.

i've been doing that 'im sad and dark and edgy and i hate myself and positive people are stupid" shit for ages. it's time for me to grow as a person. i might not feel good right now but i need to work on it and seek help and eventually it'll be ok. my intrusive thoughts are just thoughts. i won't die from some disease i've read an article about despite my anxiety trying to convince me otherwise. i'll try to be kinder. i have a PMA hoodie so i might as well just go full pma mode and hopefully i'll be able to deal with my mental health issues and have a good life

gonna go and rewatch sean's undertale playthrough for the 82783739th time because it never fails to make me feel better

have a nice day

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The Irish War of Independence

@therealjacksepticeye

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posting pictures of my favourite creators every day until i wake up without wanting to die: day three

edited by: me

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posting pictures of my favourite creators every day until i wake up without wanting to die: day two

edited by: me

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posting pictures of my favourite creators every day until i wake up without wanting to die: day one

edited by: me

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oh look it's jj made of old soviet newspapers

so i found a bunch of old newspapers yesterday and i thought it would be cool to make something like that,,, i don't like the final result but i've put too much effort into this to just throw it away. hope you like it! the oldest paper used here is "krasnaya zvezda" ("the red star"), 1961

@therealjacksepticeye <3

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i've been making a lot of moodboards/niche memes/idk lately

i post them on my insta so go follow me if you want to. my IG is @nesappho

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art is not dead.