[taiturner]

FROM, 4x10 "If a Tree Falls in the Forest..."

[rinathingsidk]

SHE’LL COME WITH YOU WHEN YOU GO

[evanescents]

And my knees are the foundation

My skin's the crumbling walls

And the fire in between is my blood

And it's cold and weak and small

And I'm waiting for the day that the structure finally gives

And the home I've known forever decays and I lose my grip

The fire that burnt inside is out of breath

[evanescents]

Please let me destroy my body for the ways it has destroyed me.

[evanescents]

And it's getting harder to pretend like I'm okay

When there's this constant reminder being drilled into my brain

I still believe in happiness and I want to find a way

But lately my whole world is being swallowed by the grey

For now there's comfort in the quiet, solitude, and rainy days

I've got my sadness to a science, all I can do is hope for change

There's comfort in the quiet, solitude, and rainy days

I've got my sadness to a science, all I can do is hope for change

[evanescents]

I feel the salt beneath my skin

And it's boiling up again

I can't let go and I'm wearing thin

These knots in my throat coil and constrict

And it's the shortening of the days

The dark that seems to grip

All the ice that fills my veins

And this guilt that always trips

I've felt so grey and out of place

Bent out of shape, but stuck in my ways

And I've been searching for the answers

Will I always be this way?

And when I call out will you answer?

'Cause I've been screaming but nothing's changed

Nothing's changed

[raeiyyn]

[yelling at the club to someone i met ten minutes ago] do you think im a burden be honest

[wildflowerdaysi]

by tales_ofeveryday

[inanotherunivrse]

in another universe i died when i was supposed to

[flunkett]

all i do anymore is display symptoms

[dog-teeth]

badweird feelings

[bardace]

Shut Up, I Don’t Care

[infantisimo]

the will is weak the flesh also is weak and me i am not doing too good either

[cosmonautroger]

Aleksandra Czudzak, Rats

[edgebug]

happy 20 year anniversary of Neil banging out the tunes!

though every rat is special, it's a wonderful and unusual thing for their accomplishments to be remembered and cherished by so many people so many years later. we're all so fortunate to know about the rat who banged out the tunes!

thank you to all the people who sent me reference photos of their beloved rats for this piece!!! credits under the cut!

@joe-spookyy Ben and Socrates

@gooseontheinternet Chamomile and Beefy

@runawayy-rat Bartholomäus and Emo

@theunholystromboli Macrogryphosaurus, Xenoceratops, and Graciliraptor

@techlecticwtch Solas and Dorian

@merlyn-bane Roslyn and Rizzoli

@logictoinsanity Luna and Buttercup

@hagsthehag Orphie, Psyche, Calypso, Ariadne, and Eury

my sweet ladies Bonnie, Mira, An, and Tula

and of course, the irreplaceable

Neil,

who banged out the tunes

[peachhyg0gh]

not to be dramatic but i miss everyone and wish everything was different

[the-sad-boy]

I’m still a mess.

[mydarkawaits]

I disappear a little more every day.