Holy

| ACTIVE JUNE 2026 | 24 | She/Her | You Already Know What's Going On Here

[evaporating-wholy]

･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*!!! Intro !!!*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ

Hello, you can call me Holy! I’m 23! I go by She/Her. This is my ed vent blog. Not number free! 

I am currently post grad & I have a scale, but I try not to weigh everyday. Stats under Read More! (I have to update this post on my computer, so for a more accurate daily read please check my header!)

I have struggled with pretty much every flavor of disordered behavior, but I most frequently struggle with restriction and binging. Right now I am in a restriction cycle. I used to struggle a lot with purging, but have made a serious effort to stop that behavior and I have not purged in a couple of months. 

I would love to chat and make more friends! I will try to be as sfw as possible but I totally understand if minors would prefer to block me, or if a non-minor following you makes you uncomfortable! I do not follow blogs if I see they are minors, but might follow back if you follow me first. 

Looking for mutuals who are also: overweight HW/CW, Tall bitches (I’m 5′9/69in/175cm!), 3D while having roommates/partner/family around, Vegetarian/Vegan!!

I will post: A lot of personal posts! All my personal/original posts are under the “holyspeaks” tag. I also reblog some spo photos, so if you would prefer not to see that either don’t follow me or tell me so I can start tagging them! I really don’t want to make anyone uncomfortable. 

I’ve been on this side of tumblr for a long time and I’m mostly over a lot of the glorifying things, so I really mostly won’t reblog those. 

I am pro recovery all the way, I wish everyone reading this the best  ♡

It can’t stay dark forever  ♡

Stats

Height:  5′9/69in/175cm

HW: 210 lbs

CW: 158.6 lbs

GW1: ✓ 190 lbs 

GW2: ✓ 175 lbs

GW3: ✓ 160 lbs

GW4: 150 lbs

UGW: 140 lbs 

Total Lost: 41.4 lbs

Total to Go: 18.6 lbs 

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[evaporating-wholy]

I don’t feel like the engaged adult man at work is obsessed with me enough or really at all (I’m happily in a relationship) I should probably obsess over my body and how to become so attractive he has to leave his fiancé (I don’t want him to) (he’s not that attractive)

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sorrryyyy I have been soooo sick and inactive!! But I’m doing better! I’m back to being very close to breaking my next GW again which took me almost a month to figure out between my stomach (gunshot) and being sick (gunshot) and then getting my period (gunshot) but I am close again. And I am going on another quick trip bc I am crazy YAYYYYY

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my gf took my temperature last night to make sure I didn’t have a fever and I didn’t and she said “starve a fever, feed a cold!” And I said, “what?” And she said “you need to eat!” And this was my genuine response

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on Wednesday I tried to go for a run. Was in the torture nexus (severe stomach pain immediately). Felt okay up until that point. Then next day I woke up BAM period BAM sore throat BAM stuffy nose okay okay okay

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Slowly finally making progress back down after gf and I’s trip which is a testament to exactly how backed up I was before lmao. Would really like to hit my next GW within June but if I start working out again I might plateau first

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been really feeling the urge to start running again recently

[herfilesst-deactivated20251111]

[evaporating-wholy]

One second I just need to drink 1000000 oz of water

[evaporating-wholy]

And for dinner 1000000 oz of water

[evaporating-wholy]

Wow. Really craving 1000000 oz of water rn

[evaporating-wholy]

One second I just need to drink 1000000 oz of water

[evaporating-wholy]

And for dinner 1000000 oz of water

[evaporating-wholy]

One second I just need to drink 1000000 oz of water

[flutteringgg]

🩵💙

[evaporating-wholy]

having such monumentally fucked up digestion issues with my meds I’m mostly focused on flushing my system rn and I haven’t been doing a good job on my intake. I feel grossssss !