hey I remember reading ur work ages ago and I literally was scrambling through tumblr to find it and I think I have
but I can't find ur masterlist do u still have one for the high school rafe and reader?
i rly loved that series
hii!! thank you sm i loved writing the series, so the links on my current pages donβt work because i changed my username (without knowing that it messes with links) and i havenβt been able to update them by scrolling down my page. but i will defo try to do that right now so keep an eye out for my next post! xx
LOVE mean!rafe and desperate!reader i need more where they finally become official if they ever do
but iβll do anything for you
mean!rafe cameron x desperate!fem!reader
cw β mdni, p in v, cockwarming, rafe gets softer
summary β after rafe finally starts developing feelings, he decides to take whatever they have to the next level.
authors note β this can be read as a standalone but is essentially a part 2 to βi just wanna be one of your girls.β please request more!! they motivate me so much more than just free writing. should i keep adding to this series too??
do not copy or post my work anywhere else.
βtell me youβre mine,β rafe demanded as his big rough hands kneaded the soft fat of your ass. his blue eyes glared into yours while he waited expectantly for your reply.
you moaned quietly when your hips rolled into his and his tip pressed up against your cervix in the most delicious way. βiβm yours, rafe,β you replied excitedly and eagerly. βiβve always been yours.β
he nodded with a satisfied grin on his face. βgood,β he mumbled before leaning forward to kiss you. your hands moved from his shoulders to his jaw as you pressed further into him. he thought the passion you poured into his lips was cute.
when you pulled away breathlessly with kiss-bitten lips, you frowned slightly with tears brimming in your waterline. βbut are you mine?β you asked hesitantly. your face was quiet and scared, entirely expecting his answer to disappoint you like it always did.
he thought for a quick second. you were fucking gorgeous, you listened to everything he said, you did everything he asked, and you were completely obsessed with him. what else could he want? βIβm yours,β he whispered against your lips before kissing you again.
his hands moved underneath your ass to slowly lift you up and quickly slam you back down on his length. you whimpered into his mouth, leaving enough room for him to slip his tongue inside and get you feeling all dizzy.
he began to roll your hips into his own, your clit dragging against his pubic bone and the movement allowing you to feel every vein of his cock. tears began to slip down your cheeks. he fucking loved how sensitive you were.
βcanβt take it, rafe,β you muttered against his pink lips. you panted as your walls spasmed around him and tried to push him out. βyouβre too big.β
he couldβve swore heβd just fallen in love with you again. βmove in with me,β he blurted out. he didnβt even have time to think about the words leaving his mouth. he just knew he needed to keep you safe and locked away where no one could snap you out of your little dream.
you nodded almost instantly. even with glossy eyes and tears staining your cheeks, you smiled bigger than ever. βi want that,β you said happily. he grinned and leaned back against the sofa, allowing you to move at your own pace and do whatever you needed for yourself. βrafe?β
βwhat?β he asked. there was almost a hint of irritation in his voice knowing that there was more than likely another question coming his way.
you wiped your tears and replaced your hands on his shoulders, trying to ignore the way his cock was impaling you. βdoes this mean weβre, like, exclusive?β you asked hopefully.
he internally rolled his eyes at that. was that really a question? he though it was pretty self-explanatory. he began to think heβd fucked you stupid already without even doing much. βsure,β he said.
you squealed giddily and hugged him tight. he almost began to question what heβd just gotten himself into.
The night had been a blur of music and laughter, a house party filled with people she didn't really know. Y/N was just being polite, talking to the new guy in town- someone whose family her parents had mentioned working with- and she felt like she had to. Her parents had spoken about how nice the guyβs parents were, so Y/N did her part, listening to him babble about things that didnβt matter, keeping the conversation going.
She wasnβt flirting, just being nice.
βSo, have you lived here your whole life?β Logan asked, taking a sip of his beer.
βYeah,β Y/N said with a small smile. βNot much changes around here, but I guess youβll find that out soon enough.β
Logan chuckled, βGood to know. So, what do people even do for fun?β
Y/N opened her mouth to answer, but something in the air shifted- like the atmosphere had thickened, weighed down by a force she couldnβt ignore. She knew before even turning her head.
Rafe.
Her eyes flickered across the room, and there he was- leaning against the wall, arms crossed, staring at her. His expression was unreadable, but his jaw was tight, his fingers flexing at his sides.
He was pissed.
Her stomach twisted uncomfortably, and she quickly looked away, refocusing on Logan. βUh, well, the beach is a big deal here,β she said, trying to push past the way her pulse had suddenly started to race.
βBoating, parties, stuff like that.β
But even as she spoke, she felt Rafeβs eyes burning into her. She glanced back and he was still staring, but now his expression had darkened- his jaw clenched so tight she could see the muscle twitch. She knew that look. Her breath hitched as he suddenly turned on his heel and stormed out of the room.
Shit.
She excused herself quickly, barely even hearing Loganβs response as she pushed through the crowd, her heart hammering. She knew better than to let him leave like that.
She called out to him, but he was already halfway to his car. Her heart started to pound, a cold knot of dread forming in her stomach.
βRafe!β
She called, jogging after him. He didnβt look back. By the time she reached the car, he was slamming the door shut with a force that echoed through the quiet street. Without thinking, Y/N grabbed the handle and yanked the door open just as he was starting the engine. She could hear the engine rev, and the headlights cut into the darkness as his hands gripped the wheel. βRafe, please wait,β she said, her voice shaky,
βI- I was just being polite.β
βGet in the fucking car.β
He didnβt even look at her, his voice flat and laced with venom. Her heart pounded harder, her hands trembling as she slid into the seat, buckling her seatbelt as quickly as she could. She could feel his anger radiating off of him, thick and suffocating. He wasnβt going to let this go easily. As he slammed his foot on the gas, the car jolted forward, tires screeching against the pavement. Y/Nβs grip tightened on the handle of the door, the fear mounting inside her. The street passed in a blur as they drove down the road, and Y/n couldn't stop herself from gazing over at the speedometer,
βRafeβ¦ slow down,β
She said, her voice shaky but firm. She could hear his heavy breathing beside her, his knuckles white as he gripped the wheel. βYou think that shit was funny?β His voice was low, seething.
βYou think you're funny, huh? Talking to him like that?β
Her stomach twisted as she realized what was happening- he was high. She could see the haze in his eyes, the way his pupils were dilated. The anger was consuming him, and she was at the center of it. βRafe, please,β she said softly, trying to calm him down.
βI was just talking to him. I didnβt do anything wrong, you know Iβd never-β
β-no,β he interrupted, his voice cold and sharp.
βYou were being a cheating fucking whore.β
Y/Nβs chest tightened, the sting of his words cutting deep, but she wasnβt surprised anymore. Heβd said things like this before. He always did when he was angry or high. Still, hearing it from him again hurt like hell. Tears welled in her eyes, but she blinked them away.
βI wasnβtββ
βThe way you smiled at him? The way you touched his arm?β
βI didnβt touch him, Rafeβ
She responded, voice rising. She bit the inside of her lip, sheβd never touched the boy, she knew she didnβt. She cautiously looked at him, he looked enraged, that almost psychotic look in his eye, she knew exactly why he was imagining her actions, exactly why his pupils were so blown.
βBullshit,β he growled.
βI saw it.β
His laughter cut through the car like a blade, dark and humorless.
βI do everything for you, and this is what I get?β
His voice was shaking now, not with sadness, but rage. His knee bounced restlessly, fingers drumming against the wheel in a twitchy, coked-up rhythm. He was spiraling, completely lost in his own head.
βYouβre so fucking ungrateful, Y/N. Do you even realize what I do for you? Huh? DO YOU!?β
Her throat was tight, hands trembling in her lap.
βI keep you safe, I give you everything I have.β
He let out another sharp laugh, shaking his head.
βAnd you justβwhat? Smile at some random guy like I donβt fucking exist?β
He sniffed sharply, rubbing his nose with the back of his hand. His pupils were still blown wide, making his normally piercing blue eyes look dark and dangerous. He was wired, running too hot, unable to slow down.
βYou like the attention, huh? Thatβs it, makes you feel good? You like making me look like a fucking idiot?β
Y/N opened her mouth, but he didnβt give her a chance to speak and he angrily spat out.
βBecause thatβs what you did, Y/N. You made me look fucking stupid.β
His voice was shaking now, but not from hurt. From rage. From pure, untamed fury.
The speedometer climbed and the road outside the window blurred. The car shot forward, and her heart slammed in her chest. She could see a deer in the distance, its eyes glowing in the headlights.
Her stomach dropped.
βRafe, slow down, you're gonna hit it,β she pleaded, voice rising in panic.
βYeah? So what?β
He didnβt slow down. She could feel the terror creeping into her chest as she began to beg.
βStop, Rafe, please- what are you doing?β
But instead of slowing down, he pushed the pedal harder. The car sped towards the deer, and Y/Nβs heart raced, her breath catching in her throat.
βStop! Pleaseββ
At the last second, she reached out and grabbed the wheel, swerving the car to avoid the deer. The tires screeched in protest, the car veering off course. She could feel the panic and adrenaline coursing through her veins as Rafeβs hand jerked the wheel back into control; the range rover came back onto the road, but the air was thick with fear. She was crying now, her hands trembling, and her voice was barely a whisper.
βPlease, Rafe. . . you're scaring me.β
He didnβt answer at first, the tension in the car suffocating, until he suddenly slammed on the brakes. The car jerked to a sudden stop, throwing Y/N forward so hard that her seatbelt snapped tight across her chest, knocking the breath from her lungs. Her hands flew to the dashboard, bracing herself against the impact. Her ears were ringing. Her heart was racing. The silence that followed was suffocating. Her breath came in ragged gasps as she turned, terrified, to look at Rafe.
He sat completely still, hands gripping the wheel so tightly his knuckles were bone white. His chest heaved, his nostrils flaring with every sharp inhale and his jaw clenched so tightly it looked like it might shatter. She could feel the rage rolling off him in waves. She whispered, voice barely there.
βYouβre scaring me.β
He exhaled sharply through his nose.
And then- he moved the action so sudden it made her breath hitch. His hand shot out so fast she didnβt have time to react. Fingers wrapped around her jaw, hard. Y/N gasped, her head snapping toward him as he forced her to look at him. His grip was bruising, his fingers digging into her skin.
βDonβt ever- ever -fucking do that again, dβyou understand me?β
He growled, his breath heavy and uneven. Her heart thudded in her chest, fear and adrenaline mixing with the sting of his touch. She couldnβt stop herself from trembling, the tears streaming down her face now. She nodded frantically, the words caught in her throat.
βI saidβ he repeated, his voice cold and booming in the silence of the car
βDβYOU FUCKING HEAR ME!?β
βYes- yes! I hear youβ
Y/N barely managed a nod, the words caught in her throat as she whimpered out. He let go of her face with a sharp shove, his anger still simmering beneath the surface, her head snapped back against the seat, leaving her gasping for air. Her hands trembled in her lap, fingers digging into the soft fabric of her dress as she tried to steady her breathing.
And thenβ
BANG
His fist slammed against the steering wheel.
Y/N flinched.The sound echoed through the car, raw and violent.
βYou fucking embarrass me like that again, I swear to Godββ
He cut himself off, breathing heavily, Y/N sat frozen, her heart hammering, her body still trembling. He exhaled harshly, running a hand through his hair before a small sound rang out in the thick air of the car.
The click of his seatbelt.
He leaned over towards her causing her to stiffen and soon the slow creak of the glove compartment opening was heard. A rush of nausea hit Y/Nβs stomach, her body locking up as the air turned suffocatingly thick around her. Her pulse pounded in her ears. She didnβt want to look- she knew she shouldnβt look but she did and that was when she saw it.
The gleam of cold metal in the dim light.
Her breath hitched so sharply it felt like a blade to her lungs. A noise- small, fragile- escaped the back of her throat, but it barely filled the silence. The fear was instant.
Crippling.
Her fingers dug into the seat, her nails pressing so hard into the leather she thought they might tear through. She knew she should move, open the door of the car and just get out, but her throat had closed up, her body locked in place by something deeper than terror- helplessness.
Rafe didnβt even look at her at first.
He sat there, fingers running over the handle of the gun like it was something precious, something sacred. The weight of it in his palm seemed to calm him, his chest rising and falling in an almost steady rhythm. His expression was unreadable and then- he turned his head, eyes met hers with that cold, calculated look. The kind that made her stomach drop, the kind that told her he wasnβt just trying to scare her. The gun was heavy in his grip, the black steel gleaming under the glow of the dashboard lights. It looked too big, too real, like something that shouldnβt belong in a moment like this.
Then- he clicked the safety off.
The sound sent a jolt through her body and a small, broken sob tore from her throat, her entire frame shaking as fresh tears spilled down her cheeks. But Rafe? He barely blinked, his movements were slow.
Deliberate.
She hoped that he was just trying to intimidate her, scare her so she would shut up, but when he raised the gun her prayers stopped. Her stomach plummeted and a desperate, breathless noise pushed from her lips, her body tensing so hard it hurt, but she still couldnβt move.
The barrel of the gun was cold when it pressed against her forehead.
Her breath stopped. The pressure was light, almost teasing, but it was enough to make her entire world stop spinning.
Rafe studied her.
Watched the way her body locked up, how her chest barely rose, how her lips parted just slightly- like she was afraid even breathing too hard would set him off, it was as though he enjoyed it. Some sick and twisted part of him liked having control over her, having her so powerless.
His thumb brushed lazily over the trigger.
βI do everything for youβ
He murmured, voice low. Soft. Almost gentle. It was like he wasnβt holding a loaded gun against her forehead, like he wasnβt watching her fall apart right in front of him.
βAnd this is what I get?β
Her bottom lip trembled, but she didnβt dare move, didnβt dare blink, she was so terrified.Tears slipped down her cheeks, her vision blurring, her breath coming in sharp, shallow gasps. She wanted to beg him, to scream in his face, to move and run.
But she couldnβt.
Rafe tilted his head, still watching her, eyes following the tears that slid steadily down her cheeks, some dripping off of her chin, others rolling down her neck. Studying her, he pressed the cold metal against her skin slightly harder.
βTell me who owns you.β
Her stomach twisted violently as he opened his mouth. The words sent a deep, horrible kind of dread crawling down her spine, settling in her bones like lead. She tried to breathe past it, but her lungs werenβt working. Her hands clawed at the seat, desperate for something- anything- to ground her, but there was nothing. Rafeβs thumb brushed over the trigger again and her breath hitched sharply.
βSay itβ
He ordered, yet his voice was ironically calm. Cold. Y/Nβs lip quivered, but her mouth wouldnβt move. Her throat was so tight she could barely choke out the words.
βYou doβ
She finally whispered her voice shaking. Rafeβs lips twitched. A slow, satisfied smirk curled at the corners as her wide pleasing eyes looked at him.
βThatβs right.β
And just like thatβ
The gun disappeared.
Like it was never there in the first place.
is it bad I lowkey have a thing for psycho season 2 Rafe...
summary rafe feels the need to please you after he discovers his father wasn't sexually satisfying you, taking it for granted to fulfill his own filthy desires.
warnings smut, stepcest, p in v, unprotected sex, cheating, creampies, dirty talk, degrading, rafe is 1-2yrs younger than you, ward (he needs his own warning) wc; 1.3k
a/n this is so dirty bahhh my apologies if its bad i dont usually write stuff like this
Had you known Rafe visiting would result in you bent over his desk as he thrusted his hips into your soaking cunt; you would not have felt guilty, because fuck, did his throbbing cock feel amazing inside you.Β
You couldn't resist him, driven over the edge every time his gaze would land on you, brazenly undressing you with his eyes, and the way his hold would linger around your hip when he's passing by, his lips ghosting over your ear causing shivers to run down your spine, clearly marking his territory, and letting you know he wanted you, just as bad as you did.Β
Guilt couldn't capture the extent of how you felt, overwhelming you whole every time you touched yourself to the thought of him, with your own husband next to you, whom you clearly had no feelings for, your marriage a mere contract you agreed on for the money offered.Β
It was still wrong, though, with tension seeping through every time he's in your presence. Whether it was him walking around with merely his shorts on, or the way his shirt would cling to his chest after a hefty work out session. The smell of sweat mixed with his musky cologne would fill your nostrils, intoxicating your senses and fuzzing your brain all over. You did everything in your power not to be affected by the subtle touches, and his foot as it crept up your leg from beneath the table, the gesture casual, yet deliberate.
You could only tolerate so much, giving in when he swept past you, the tint in his pants gliding over your ass, hinting nothing but the lust and despair he felt for you. That was the only sign you needed, colliding your lips with his in an eager kiss that spoke for your forbidden desires.Β Β
Now, here you were, a few doors down from Ward's room, getting fucked senseless by his own son.Β
Rafe bucked his hips inside you, his thrusts growing sloppy with how wet you were around him, your skin colliding with his covering over your desperate moans.Β
"Look at you, such a fucking slut, so desperate for my cock." He whispered, bending down until his lips ghosted over your ear, still keeping up with the rhythm of his hips, as he stuffed your soaking cunt with his cock. "Is my dad not pleasing you, huh? Is that why you're so fucking wet for me? Offering yourself to me like a fucking whore?"Β
His words were like music to your ears, muffled whines and whimpers scooping out of your parted lips when his arm slid around your tits, rolling your nipple between his fingers, desperately seeking the pleasure he fucked out of you.
"Rafeee," you moaned, throwing your head back when he pressed you close to his broad chest, the fraction sending you spiraling as your back arched against him, chasing after the overwhelming pleasure, wanting nothing but for him to thrust deeper into you.Β
While you did feel culpable for cheating, Ward never made an effort to please you, leaving you hanging once he finished his business. But Rafe, on the other hand, the boy did everything in his power to make you feel good, aiming for your weak spot and making you crumble from beneath him.Β
"There you go, keep fucking moaning my name," He panted in your ear, squeezing the flesh plump of your ass, spreading it with his large digits to get a better view of your pussy, now drenched with your juices, mixed with Rafeβs precum. "Fuck, you're so wet for me, huh? You know how long I've been waiting for this? All the times I held myself back from bending you over the counter n' fuckin' you right there in there."Β
Your eyes forced shut at the confession, overstimulated by how good his cock felt inside you, pulsing in and out of your dripping cunt. Rafe hissed when you clenched around him, chasing after the fraction, slightly taken aback by the action, as you let him do most of the work till now.Β
"Fuck, βthat feel good?" he grunted into your ear, pulling you off the desk, until your flesh was directly flushed against his hot, sweat soaked torso. One of his hands trailed down to your heat, flicking your clit with his fingers, the patterns he rubbed to your nub making you grow sensitive under his touch, instantly crumbling in his hold. "God, you're such a fucking mess, does your husband know how pathetic you are, desperate for my cock inside you?"Β
"Rafe," you inaudibly gasp, fingers clutching to the arm wrapping low around your waist, merely to hold you in place. βFuck, fuck, fuckkk.βΒ
βWhat is it, baby?β He hushed out, trailing wet, open-mouthed kisses to the side of your neck, nibbling on the skin to get a reaction out of you. βTell me what you want, βwanna make you feel good.β
Rafeβs thumb pressed to your bottom lip, using your parted lips as an opportunity to slip his fingers in your mouth. A ragged breath escaped his throat, welcoming the sensation of your hot spit coating his digits, letting his eyes fall shut as he enjoyed the warmth of your tongue swirling over his fingers.Β
βI'm so fuckinβ close.β You barely muffled out, nails digging into his arm. βFuck Iβm about to come.βΒ
Your climax built up, indicating that you were close with everytime Rafeβs hips rolled inside you, hitting your sweet spot over and over again.Β
βCome around my cock, baby.β He ordered, sinful words pushing down the guilt filling up your chest. βWanna fuck you βtil youβre no longer able to speak.βΒ
You came undone as Rafe bucked his hips into you, trembling underneath him while he continued pumping his cock in and out of you, walking you through your pleasure, and his growing climax.Β
βFuckinβ hell,β he groaned when your ass pressed against the low of his stomach, leaning over the desk, and silently offering your doused cunt to him. You looked over your shoulder, mouth parting in a desperate moan as you muttered your next words.Β
βFinish inside me,β you mumbled, making the latter slightly halt at your command. βPlease.βΒ
βYou sure?β He shot back, your begging causing his cock to pulse inside you, insanely turned on by the thought of coming inside you, and creating a hell of a mess out of your hole, with his cum dripping from your entrance.
βMhm,β you hummed, slightly embarrassed as you continued. βDo it, please.βΒ
Truth be told, you preferred using a condom, not liking how Ward felt inside you, insisting he utilizes one every time you had sex. Therefore, your confession was slightly insane, though it wasn't a lie; you wanted Rafe to fuck you raw, fill up your insides with his cum.Β
βOh, so thatβs what this is about.β Rafeβs lips tugged into a smug smirk, amused by how flustered you grew. βYou want me to finish inside you? βWant me to fill your pretty pussy with my cum, hmm?βΒ
For someone younger than you (a year or two), Rafe sure knew what to say, talking you through it, his words making you even more turned on, though you just finished.Β
His thrusts grew rough and sloppy, as he fucked you through his orgasm, fastening his pace while his mouth gaped with pleasure, approaching his high with each time he bucked his hips into you.Β
Rafe rolled his hips into your cunt, hitting your cervix with his cock as he released inside you, painting your walls white with his cum. His head fell back, letting the warmness of his sperm fill up your hole, making your brain fuzz all over.Β Β
βFuck, that was amazing.β Rafe started, letting himself recover from the rush of adrenaline pumping through his veins. βI love your pussy, baby, donβt think this will be the last time weβll be doing this.βΒ
And how could you resist Rafe Cameron, even though this was wrong, forbidden to the outside?Β
It could be your dirty little secret, your only escape from reality, and the hell you just created out of your future.Β
| summary | he doesn't find your little joke funny...
warnings: none
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Kelceβs house was alive with noise: music softly playing from a speaker in the corner, laughter echoing through the living room, and the clinking of bottles as someone handed out drinks. You hadnβt planned to come tonight, but Rafe had insisted, picking you up before you could think of an excuse.
Now you were perched on the armrest of the couch, hovering near him like you always did. Rafe lounged beside you, beer in hand, his other arm stretched lazily across the back of the couch, just shy of touching your waist. You didnβt think much of itβit was just Rafe. Youβd been around him like this a thousand times before.
Kelce, Topper, and a few others crowded around, swapping stories and cracking jokes. You were halfway through laughing at something stupid Topper said when Kelce leaned back, a smug grin spreading across his face.
βYou two ever spend a second apart?β he asked, nodding between you and Rafe. βSeriously, youβre like a married couple. I mean, look at her sitting right there, practically on his lap.β
Your face flushed, but you brushed it off with a quick laugh. βPlease. Like Iβd ever put up with him long enough to marry him.β
The group erupted into laughter, and you didnβt notice the shift in Rafeβs expression until it was too late. His jaw ticked, his fingers gripping the neck of his beer bottle a little tighter than necessary.
Without a word, Rafeβs arm dropped from the back of the couch to hook around your waist. Before you could react, he tugged you off the armrest and straight into his lap.
βYeah?β he murmured, his voice low and just for you. His breath tickled your ear, sending an involuntary shiver down your spine. βTry saying that again, kid. Let's see how far you get.β
You blinked, caught off guard by the sudden change in proximity. βRafe, what are youββ
βWhat?β he interrupted, smirking as he leaned back, his grip firm on your waist. βYou looked uncomfortable sitting up there. Now youβve got the best seat in the house. Youβre welcome.β
The others barely glanced at you, too distracted by Kelceβs next wild story. But you could feel every inch of Rafeβs attention, the way his fingers pressed just a little too firmly into your hip, keeping you anchored to him.
βRafe,β you hissed under your breath, turning your head slightly to glare at him. βI canβt sit here.β
βWhy not?β He tilted his head, his lips brushing your temple in what felt more like a taunt than an accident. βYouβve done it before.β
βThatβs not the pointββ
βRelax,β he cut you off, his voice a little quieter, a little sharper. βYou were falling off the couch anyway. Iβm just keeping you steady.β
You bit the inside of your cheek, unsure how to respond without drawing more attention. From the outside, it probably looked like you two were just being your usual selvesβclose and comfortable, like always. But something about the way Rafeβs hand slid from your hip to rest on your thigh, possessive and unmoving, made your heart race.
Someone across the room called your name, and you instinctively leaned forward, trying to get a better view. Rafeβs grip tightened instantly, pulling you back against his chest.
βWhere you going?β he asked, his tone light but his actions firm.
βI was justββ
βYouβre fine right here,β he said, cutting you off again. He leaned back further, one hand casually draped across your thigh as if to make a point.
You sighed, shooting him a look. βAre you serious right now?β
He grinned, his eyes flashing with something you couldnβt quite place. βDead serious, sweetheart.β
The group around you continued chatting, oblivious to the silent exchange happening between you and Rafe. To them, it was just another night, another example of how inseparable you two always were. But you couldnβt shake the feeling that something had shifted, that Rafe wasnβt just playing around this time.
You didnβt say anything else, unsure of how to handle the way his thumb absentmindedly brushed over your knee, or how his smirk only grew when you stopped trying to move.
βGood girl,β he murmured, so quietly you almost didnβt hear it.
And just like that, the conversation moved on, leaving you sitting there, unsure if you should be annoyed, flustered, or both. Meanwhile, Rafe leaned back, looking completely at ease, as if you werenβt a storm of emotions in his lap.
Heβd won this round, and the worst part? You werenβt even sure heβd been playing.
enemies to lovers, childhood history, one remembers / one doesn't
zya's notes: this is a (draft) snippet from my book, where the fmc hates the mmc but he doesn't know why. i've been writing blurbs for them, and wanted to share it with the rafe cameron fandom using reader insert. enjoy <3
βCome here,β Rafe taps the countertop of your sink. You lift your heavy gaze at his instruction; brows furrowed, eyes narrowed. Your first instinct is to roll a sharp-witted response off your tongue, to counter that he doesnβt deserve to order you around, but something in his expression dulls all animosity.
A pleading look behind his gentle command, one thatβs asking you to be agreeable for once. It suddenly takes you back. To the boy who asked the same thing before; in another time, another place. Stripped of all arrogance and ego, is someone who just wants to take care of you.
It moves something in you, causing you to drunkenly stumble towards him, nearly tripping on your own two feet.
Rafe catches your waist. Normally, youβve never been so uncoordinated but the amount of liquor in your system tells a different story. Your breath is unsteady, your heart hammering, and his gaze drops to yours.
βOkay?β He asks softly, and you donβt have the power to answer. Instead, you nod thickly, and Rafe takes it as consent. His free hand glides over your ribcage, exposed by a rode-up top, before finding grip on your hip. With one swift tug, he hauls you up the counter and sets you down.
You tilt your head to the side, uncertainty building behind your stare, before he mechanically moves to your cabinet, grabbing a handful of cotton pads and your makeup remover.
You donβt understand whatβs happening. Why heβs being so nice to you. Why heβs helping you. Especially when youβve been nothing but cold. Sending him away with venomous insults. Scowling whenever heβs in proximity. He doesnβt understand why. You donβt tell him, believing it would be enough for him to leave you alone. But he doesnβt. And in moments in these, he acts like the boy you once knew.
You once loved.
You say nothing as he grabs your chin, raising it skywards, and slowly drags the soaked pad across your skin, peeling away layers upon layers. His gaze is intensely focused on the taskβdelicately swiping the cotton across your waterline, to the corner of your eyes, to the slope of your nose. All done without a word until youβre nothing but bare.
When he drops the final used pad into the trash, Rafe draws his gaze back to you and smiles softly. Softer than you ever deserved. βThere. All good now.β
You should show gratitude. Thank him for taking care of you. Thank him for driving you home when you were alone, drunk, and nothing short of a mess. This can be an invitation to turn over a new leaf, an extension of an olive branch.
But after all the anger and hate youβve spewed at him, all the verbal threats and cruel mockery, you canβt seem to find the kindness you once owned. And, because your mouth runs much faster than your mind ever does, your first words are: βWhat bitch taught you this?β
Rafe and y/n are both working parents, so they have a nanny, but the nanny develops a crush on rafe
Kinds like one tree hill storyline with nanny Carrie
A/N: I love the way your mind works. I hope you enjoy!
You're All That I Want
Pairing: dad!rafe x mom!reader
Summary: You hire a nanny when you go back to work. A serious of weird interactions make you think that the nanny is into Rafe.
Warnings: fluff, Rafe being a softy for his family, feelings of insecurity, (Let me know if I missed any)
Wc:3.0K
When your son Luca was born everything was perfect. Rafe finally felt comfortable in himself. His fathers words werenβt plaguing him, keeping him up at night just to tell him heβs a failure. All the nightmares throughout your pregnancy seemed worth it when he finally held his baby boy in his arms. He couldnβt have been happier.Β
He had the perfect wife and now he had a son. A baby boy who completed your family, making his heart grow even more. Rafe was originally scared when you told him you were pregnant. The both of you had only been married for a year at that point. All of the negative emotions that he worked to put behind him came rushing back like a tsunami.Β
His fatherβs hatred is at the forefront of his mind. He thought he was destined to fail, ruin the family he desperately wanted. βItβs okay. We can figure it out together. For better or for worse, right?β You rationed with him. Never letting him forget he isnβt his father.
βThank youΒ for coming with me today.β You had just gotten out of an appointment. Rafe was focused on the little picture in his hands. The sonogram showing a blurry blob that was your baby. βWhy wouldnβt I come? This is our baby.β Heβs confused on why you would think he wouldnβt show. Yes heβs busy with work but you and the baby come first. βItβs just some guys wouldnβt think about showing up during the work day. So thank you for being an amazing dad.β
You kiss him on the check and continue walking. Thatβs the first time you called him dad. The role of the parental figure feels heavy. Then he looks at that blurry blob and at you. A sense of pride fills him, his family. From that moment on the nightmares didnβt seem as scary. They still made him doubt himself but it was manageable.Β
Then on a sunny Friday morning your baby decided to make his entrance to the world. He was the most beautiful thing you have ever seen. You were crying as the nurses placed him on your chest for the first time. Lucaβs little wales calmed once he felt your touch. βHi baby boy.β You whisper, stroking his head lightly with one finger. You turn to look at Rafe.
He had tears streaming down his face as he watched the two of you. He has been staying back, watching his son from a distance. Following him around as the nurses cleaned him up after he had cut the umbilical cord. Once he saw his son and his wife bonding he broke. Every worry dissipated from his body. Knowing that he would do anything to keep the two of you safe.
Rafe was glued to your side from that day on and since your baby was glued to you, he always had eyes on the two most important things in his life. He felt lucky that he ran the family business. Since Rafe was the boss he could take as much time off as he wanted. You on the other hand had a steady job.Β
In fact you were a nurse at the same hospital you gave birth at. They had so gracefully given you five months of maternity leave. It sure helps that they had an anonymous donor all of a sudden. Rafe just wanted to spend as much time with his family that he could. He knew you would want to work so he found a happy medium. His ideal would be you staying at home but you insist on continuing to work. He honestly values that quality in you, hoping that Luca and any future kids get it as well.
The first few weeks were hell. The two of you didnβt know how to handle a baby. Your mom tried to help as much as she could but you and Rafe wanted to figure it out on your own. It took a while but you got the hang of it. Soon feedings, nap time, and bed time were going smoothly. The five months had seemed to fly, feeling as if he was just born yesterday.
Towards the end of your maternity leave you both had a conversation. It was finally time for you to think on how to move forward with child care. βI have to be honest here. I love being at home but I miss being at work. I miss my patients, Rafe. I donβt know what to do.β You confide in your husband. Feeling ashamed for wanting to work. βHey if thatβs what you want we'll make it work. I wonβt stop you.β
You look at him, trying to find comfort and finding it hard. βYou donβt think Iβm failing as a mother? Putting my job before our family?β You question, your fear finally being voiced. βBaby you are a great mom. I wouldnβt be as good of a dad if it wasnβt for you.β He comforts you. βI think you should do what makes you happy. If thatβs going back to work then weβll just find a nanny. Itβs not a big deal.β You kiss him, grateful to have such a loving husband.
The Rafe you knew in highschool was completely different. He was aΒ trouble maker that made you fall for him. But now heβs everything that you dreamed of and better honestly. βThank you.β You say after breaking the kiss. βHow about we go look at nannyβs?β He questions, pecking you one last time.
The hunt for a nanny didnβt take long. The last five candidates really just have to pass the Luca test. Heβs been fussy with people that arenβt you or Rafe. The only exception really being your parents and Sarah. Poor Wheezie is still trying to get him to like her.
All the candidates seemed perfect but Luca had other thoughts. Each one dropped like flies, not one lasting long enough to be considered. That was until Candice. She came in with a bright smile and Luca seemed to like her. You and Rafe watched as they played together, sharing a look knowing you finally found someone. Relief filling you both now that you have a solid plan. She was hired on the spot, instructed on all his needs and when to show up next week.
The final week was ignoring the outside world and spending as much time together. Taking every chance to cuddle with your precious boy and on rare occasions taking the opportunity to be alone. It was a perfect way to send you back off to the workforce. That was until your first day on the job.
You were happy to be back. Catching up with old co-workers, filling them in on the new addition to the family. Seeing the old patients that were still here and meeting the new ones. There was just this part of you that missed being at home. You chalked it up to just being back and went on with the day. The routine followed the same few a month or two. You went to work and longed to be home. A part of you telling you that something wasnβt right.
It never made sense, you loved your job. Sure there were some moments you didnβt like it, you just loved to help people. Itβs normal to miss your child but this was something deeper.Β
One day you got out of work early. Excited, you rushed home and were ecstatic when you saw that Rafe was already home. It wasnβt late so you could feed Luca and the three of you could spend time together. Once in the house you hear Rafe talking to the nanny.
βSo basically you just buy property and sell them?β You hear her question. βUmm itβs a little more complicated than that. It can be stressful but yeah thatβs the jist of it.β Rafe answers. Thereβs some clanking sounds of pots hitting each other. βYou know if you are ever stressed I can help you.β Candice states.Β
You freeze at her words. βWell thank you for watching Luca. Hereβs your paycheck, see you tomorrow.β Rafe dismisses. You walk into the kitchen, looking at the two of them. Candice is sitting on the kitchen island and Rafe is moving around the kitchen. Candice turns to see you, her eyes narrowing a bit. βOh hi Mrs. Cameron. I didnβt see you there.β Rafe looks over at you when you are mentioned. He smiles and walks over, giving you a deep kiss. βHi baby.β He says, squeezing your ass a bit. βHi.β You giggle, looking over his shoulder to see her gone.
You donβt mention how you feel, bottling it up and storing it away. Chalking it up to it being a weird interaction. Then you come home again a little earlier than expected. As soon as the door is open, arms wrapped around you. βHow was your day Mr. Cameron?β A sultry voice asks. You push Candice off of you, her shocked expression matching yours. βExcuse me?β She backs away. Her hands rubbing together to calm her nerves. βIβm sorry I didnβt think you would find it inappropriate.β She reasons.
βInappropriate? You said Mr. Cameron, were you waiting for my husband?β You accuse. Her eyes widened, her head shaking. βNo I swear. I said Mrs. Cameron. You must have misheard. God Iβm so embarrassed, Iβm so sorry.β She seems genuine. Against your better judgment you let it go not wanting to think further into it.
The following week you get out of work, heading home just wanting to sleep. You had to stay extra today, your body is exhausted. You enter the house on pilot mode. Going through the motion as if you were in a game, all of your actions already being chosen. You didnβt snap out of it till you made it to the door of the living room. You saw Rafe and went to call out to him, stopping when you saw candice on the couch next to him.
They were close, leaning into each other. You stand there, an agonizing feeling in your chest. Why is he so close to her? Your mind thinks back to the way she threw herself on you. Of course she was waiting for Rafe. How fucking stupid could you be. Yet you knew he would never do this to you.
βHey baby. Hi baby boyβ You walk in and go over to Rafe, giving him a kiss. Picking up Luca for his playmate to give him a kiss. You look at Candice and sheβs glaring at you. βHi Candice. Iβm going to go get cleaned up and we can have dinner.β Rafeβs hands find your thighs, rubbing up and down. He pulls you a bit closer, looking up at you. βSounds good. Iβll put Lucaβs toys away and get his food ready. Let me take him.β You hand him over to his dad, Rafe takes the time to kiss you one more time.Β
That night in bed you let your mind wander. Voicing your discomfort in your own way. βThe nanny is kinda cute, isnβt she?β You ask, head moving to look at him. He's reading a book and doesnβt really move to look at you. βHuh?β βI said the nannyβs kinda cute right?β This catches his attention.
People might think heβs stupid but heβs actually pretty smart. He knows what you are getting at here. You are starting to feel uncomfortable, maybe even jealous. βI guess, I never thought of it.β You hum at his response. It doesnβt give you much to go on. βItβs nice that she stays later even once you get home.β Rafe raises an eyebrow at you. Surely you're not implying what he thinks you are. βYeah it is. Think we should give her a pay raise?β He jokes.
You suck in a breath, hurt starting to seep in. He wants to pay her extra for flirting with him? βWhat do you guys do while you wait for me to get home?β You get straight to the point. You are fed up of coming home and seeing how close together they are. You need to know if you are wasting time here. Rafe just looks at you, his eyes shutting closed and then pening up.
βDo you really think I would cheat on you?β He doesnβt hold back. The book is thrown off the bed as he turns his body to you. βNo. I just canβt help the feeling that she likes you. That you will see that sheβs better. Itβs stupid but I really think she likes you.β He feels relieved knowing you donβt find him capable of that. He could never hurt you, you are everything to him.
βIβm never leaving you. I donβt think she has one and even if she does I donβt care. Youβre all I want. We will be ninety and getting on each other's nerves. For better or for worse.β You laugh, your worries leaving. He was right, for better or for worse.Β
Rafe didnβt understand why you were so worried anyway. All Candice asks him is about his day, job, and golfing. She will talk about her life from time to time but nothing more. He just simply didnβt see why you were so worried. The relationship between him and her was strictly platonic.
Rafe had beaten you home today. An account hadnβt taken him as long to close as he planned. He figured that this was a perfect time to make it up to you. He knows you have been having a tough time recently so he wants to make you feel better. Rafe had ordered your favorite food, went to the store and got your favorite chocolates and flowers. On the way home he even called your mom to see if she could take Luca for the night. He wanted to give you a stress free night.
βCandice, I'm home.β Rafe shouts into the house as he enters. His plan is to get her out of the house as soon as he can and bring Luca to your moms. He brings the bags to the kitchen, wanting to get everything set up. Heβs in the middle of plating the food when he feels arms wrap around him. He smiles for a moment, thinking you got home and caught him doing something nice. He realizes something is wrong when the body leans deeper into him. He looks down and doesnβt see your ring.
βCanβt believe you would do this for me.β Candiceβs voice rings in his ear. Rafe rips her arms off of him shoving her away. βWhat the fuck are you doing?β He yells at her. He stares at her with wide eyes. βWhat are you talking about? Iβm just doing what we both want.β Sheβs walking closer to him. He has to shake his head to see if this is reality. Rafe puts his arms up before she could get closer. βListen I donβt know what you think is happening here but itβs not real.β
Heβs trying to be nice, not waiting to embarrass the young girl or make things awkward. βYes it is. I see how you look at me. Itβs okay Mr. Cameron I want to fuck you too.β Rafe is utterly bewildered. What the actual fuck is this girl on. βHey Iβve done drugs in my time but I wonβt allow you to put my sonβs life in danger just so you can get high.β That could only be the possible explanation.
Every conversation and interaction is playing in Rafeβs mind. There is no way he gave her the impression that he wanted her. She just laughs at him. βIβm not on drugs, silly. I just want us to finally get it over with. I mean you brought all of this for me, clearly you feel the same.β Her arms wrap around his neck. You walk in just in time to hear the last part of what she said.
He really played you. He made you feel crazy for your thoughts and hereβs the proof. You didnβt have time to speak up because Rafe was yelling. βGet the fuck off of me. You need to listen to me, touch me again and you are fired. Matter of fact you are fired. We will no longer be needing your service.β He shoves her off him, his eyes filled with rage. βWhat I thought.β Candice tries to explain.
βI donβt want to hear it. You know my wife saw you for what you are. A nasty whore who tries to break up families. Iβm disgusted even knowing I defended you because you are nothing but shit on the bottom of my shoe. Take your fucking money and never come back.β Rafe throws the check at her yet she doesnβt reach for you.
βLetβs see what that little wife of yours thinks when I tell her how weβve been sleeping together. Sheβll leave you and youβll just have to stay with me. She wonβt believe you when you say Iβm lying.β She smirks as Rafeβs face drops. Thinking she won the battle she goes to step closer to him.
βI think sheβll know you are lying. Then fire you just like MY husband did.β She freezes and Rafe looks relieved to see you. βMrs Cameron.β βSave it.β you cut her off. βTake the money and leave. We donβt need you here anymore.β Candice picks up the check with a solemn face. She rushes past you as she leaves, looking back at Rafe one last time.
When she is gone Rafe takes a deep breath. βIβm so fucking glad you were there. I was close to punching her in the face.β He breathes out. You just laugh walking over to him. βI wouldnβt have minded.β He gives you a kiss, looking at the bags on the counter.
βSo much for a romantic night for the two of us. Even have your mom for overnight duty.β You smile at him, biting your lip and you look up. βWhy donβt we drop Luca off and you can make it up to me. Since we already have the sitter of course.β You rationalize. βI like the way you think Mrs. Cameron.β
The early morning sun peeked through the window, casting soft golden light across the room. You slowly stirred, feeling the warmth of Rafeβs body pressed gently against yours. A sense of comfort wrapped around you, the steady rhythm of his breathing lulling you back into a peaceful moment. Your back was nestled against his chest, and you could feel the faint rise and fall of his chest as he slept soundly, unaware that you had woken up.
Rafe's arm was draped loosely around your waist, holding you close in a quiet embrace. The soft sound of his light snoring filled the air, a sound that, instead of being bothersome, brought a strange sense of peace. It was as if time had slowed down, and the world outside didnβt exist. Just the two of you, wrapped in the warmth of the early morning.
Your heart swelled with affection. You had always appreciated moments like this - simple, unspoken intimacy. The way Rafeβs presence made you feel safe and adored without needing to say a word. You turned your head slightly, catching a glimpse of his face in the soft morning light. His features were relaxed, the faintest smile tugging at the corner of his lips in his sleep.
When you begin to wake up a bit more, you realize a poking feeling on your lower back. You softly giggle to yourself figuring out that it was Rafeβs hard on. You adjust yourself in his arms to turn around and face him. He still hasnβt woken up yet and you begin to pepper kisses along his jawline and neck. He finally stirs out of his slumbers and smiles down at you. You look up at him with innocent doe eyes.Β
βWhat makes me so lucky to be woken up this way today?β He asks through a smile.Β
βSeemed like you had a little problem, so I wanted to help you out.β You motion down to his lower half.Β
βSeems like I do. But are we sure itβs little?β he chuckles, making you laugh along with him.Β
You continue the trail of kisses as Rafe begins to roll you onto your back. Luckily for you two, you didnβt bother getting redressed from last night, basking in the warmth of each other to fall asleep.Β
As Rafe hovers over you, his eyes lock onto yours, filled with a mix of playfulness and desire. He leans down, his lips brushing against yours in a gentle kiss. You feel a spark of electricity run through your body as his tongue teases your lips, asking for entry.
You part your lips, allowing Rafe's tongue to delve inside, deepening the kiss. His hands roam over your body, tracing the curves of your waist and hips. You feel his fingers dance across your skin, leaving a trail of goosebumps in their wake.
Rafe breaks the kiss, his eyes never leaving yours. He whispers "I want to taste you" as he begins to make his way down your body. His lips leave a trail of kisses on your neck, chest, and stomach, making you shiver with anticipation. Thank god the door is locked.Β
As he reaches the apex of your thighs, Rafe's eyes lock onto yours once more. He smiles mischievously before dipping his head between your legs. His tongue laps at your clit, sending waves of pleasure coursing through your body.
You moan softly as Rafe's mouth works its magic on you. His tongue is like a whirlwind, swirling around your sensitive flesh with precision and care. You feel yourself getting wetter by the second,your juices flowing freely as Rafe drinks in every drop.
Just when you think it can't get any better, Rafe adds his fingers to the mix. His long digits slide into you with ease, pumping in and out in time with his tongue's movements. You're trapped in a vortex of pleasure, held captive by Rafe's skilled mouth and hands.
As you near orgasm, Rafe senses it. He picks up the pace, his fingers thrusting deeper into you while his tongue licks at your clit with reckless abandon. You come hard, major spasms wracking your body as wave after wave crashes over you. Rafe rides out the storm, lapping up every last drop before pulling away from between legs, your juices coating face
With that task accomplished, Rafe moves back up,your bodies aligning perfectly. His cock brushes against your entrance, you are still reeling from aftershocks. He pushes forward slowly, gently filling until fully seated within depths.
"I love watching you do that,βΒ he whispers, breath dancing across ear. "Love seeing you lose control.β
As Rafe's passion ignites, a fire burns within him, fuelling an intense desire that cannot be tamed. His thrusts grow stronger, longer strokes that hit the depths of your being mercilessly yet tenderly. The sensation is almost overwhelming, as if he's trying to claim every inch of you as his own.
Your bodies become lost in motion, sweat-slicked skin slapping together rhythmically as you move in perfect harmony. The hitched sounds your breaths fill the air. Your fingers are intertwined above your head.Β
In this moment, you are no longer two separate entities - you are one being, pulsating with a shared energy that threatens to consume you both. The world around you melts away, leaving only the sensation of Rafe's cock buried deep within you, his chest pressed against yours, and his lips inches from your ear.
As the tension builds, the air is filled with the sweet serenade of climaxes echoing through the room. Your bodies arch together, frozen in a moment of pure ecstasy as the pleasure reaches its peak. Rafe keeps his movements as he rides you both through your orgasms.Β
And then, in an instant, it's over. Rafe's grip falters momentarily, his fingers loosening their hold on yours before crumbling completely. He collapses beside you, spent and breathless, whispering "I love you" in a voice that's barely audible. You donβt hesitate to repeat the words back to him.
As you lie there together, wrapped in each other's arms and basking in the afterglow of your passion-filled encounter, you feel Rafe nuzzle into your neck, his warm breath dancing across skin.Β
"You're mine," he whispers, his voice filled with conviction."Forever mine.β The words send shivers coursing down your spine, your heart swelling with love for the man beside you. His lips brush against your earlobe, sending sparks flying through veins."I'll never let go.β
pairing; dealer!rafe cameron x toppersister!reader
summary: when your friend dragged you to the cut of one of the pouges infamous keggers, you didn't expect to be dragged home by your brothers dealer best friend.
warnings: kinda innocent!reader, talk of drugs, partying and drinking. smut 18+ only please please! (haven't proof read...)
"this is such a bad idea" you murmured quietly, glancing across at the boneyard from your friend kate's pristine white jeep.
"oh cmon, it'll be fun. and anyways, how could your brother find you all the way out here. he would rather die than set foot on the cut" kate rambled, yanking out of the car while her heels made a crunching sound against the gravel of the carpark.
on the ride over from figure eight, you had gnawed at your bottom lip so hard you wouldn't be surprised if you drew blood. topper would have actually killed you if he found out what you were doing.
you had been to parties on your side of the island before, and even those made your brother mad, but never had you stepped foot at a kegger on the cut.
but, here you were at 11:15 on a saturday night, about to 100 per cent regret every decision you had ever made that led to this. but it was your senior year! and you were sick and tired of letting topper dictate what you did and didn't do.
you had come to the realisation that you weren't really sure why topper cared so much about what you did. i mean sure he was your twin brother, who would never make you forget how he was in fact 2 minutes older, but he had never really cared what you did before.
i mean sure, you guys were close and he cared if you were safe or not, but it was only really until he became closer with his friend rafe that he started getting really, really overprotective.
rafe had been lurking around your house since you were little, always bossing topper around and annoying that absolute shit out of you. but never saying any more than one word to you before pulling topper into any mess he was about to get into.
"cmon cmon, lets go party!" kate exclaimed, pulling you out of your thoughts and also onto the soft sand of the boneyard.
it was safe to say that this party was far from the ones you had witnessed before. there were people do coke on any surface you could see, the distinct smell of weed filling your nostrils and kegs upon kegs lined up against the fallen branches.
"miss thorton! what brings you around my neck of the woods!?" you hear a voice yell behind you before an arm is slung quickly around your shoulder.
"shush jj! im undercover" you joke, pushing your perfecting manicured finger against your lips. "whoops! my bad princess" he slurred, swaying against your body as he pushed more and more of his weight onto you.
you giggled, swiftly setting him down on the sand before he made you topple over. "he'll be fine, just needs a little rest" john b beams to you, passing you a red solo cup full of suspicious liquid before you could decline.
you smiled at him and held the cup weighing heavily in your hand, noticing kate was long gone from your side. you looked around nervously, what were you doing?
you didn't drink, you didn't do drugs, you didn't party.
you were the classic good girl of kildare county, and your skirt was way to precious to you to get anything spilt on it. but you were here, so why don't you just enjoy yourself right?
you looked down at the liquid in the cup, it fizzing and foaming as it stared back at you. you took a cautionary sip before nearly gagging, the acid making its way down your throat.
"yuck!" you whispered to yourself, pulling a face as you rested the cup down on a branch so someone could pick it up later.
the music pumped in your ears, people dancing and swaying on the shore of the beach as the lights of the street only dimly lit the area up.
you heard your name being yelled behind you as kate embraced you in a hug, swaying and smelling of weed. "i have to introduce you to someone, apparently he sells the best weed on the island! why don't you try some! but shush let's not tell your brother" she slurred her words as she rambled on, pulling you across the sand into the crowd of people.
"you know kate, i don't think this is the best idea" you muttered, letting her guide you where the music was louder and the smell was far more intense.
"it will be fun! and we can tell him its your first time! i mean apparently, he is not a nice guy but you have a knack for changing that about people!" you rolled your eyes at her babble, your feet suddenly stopping once you had arrived at your apparent destination.
you were still hidden behind kate as she approached the man sitting on a broken branch, his legs spread wide and hands sifting through money.
"hey! my friend really wants to try your stuff, think you could help us out?" kate asked, pulling you out from behind her as a small gasp left your lips.
"y/n? what the fuck are you doing here!" rafe spat, gathering all his cash and baggies and stuffing them in his pocket. "you two know each other?"
you shifted your eyes from his angered face, jaw clenching and fists bunched tightly together.
"yeah, and you're an idiot for bringing her here. get the fuck outta my face. cmon" rafe gestured to you, taking your hand in his and leading you to the car park.
you looked back at kate before staring at rafe in front of you, unable to fight against his grip. you had been at this party all of 20 minutes and all you had done is be dragged around before having to go home!
"rafe stop!" you exclaimed as he pulled you up the beach and towards his blue truck in the car park.
how did you not notice that?
"what the heck are you doing?" you asked, him swinging the passenger door open for you as you stared at him like he was an idiot.
"get in." he said, running lifting his arms up to run his hands through his hair as you noticed a gun tucked into his waistband.
what in the actual fuck was happening?
"what! no way! since when do you deal drugs and carry guns? i don't even know who you are anymore and there is no way i'm getting into your car with you."
he rolled his eyes at you statement, putting his ringed hands against your waist and lifting you into his car effortlessly.
you huffed as he smiled at you sarcastically before closing the passenger door and jumping into the driver's side.
he looked at you expectingly as you stared at his face, his eyes a beautiful shade of blue and his lips pink. he rolled his eyes once again before reaching over and doing up your seat belt for you, his touch making goosebumps on your cleavage as he fastened it.
you sat in silence for a second before he started driving in the direction of figure eight, his large hands gripping tightly on the wheel.
"what were you actually fucking thinking? going to a party on the cut, who knows what could have happened to you if i wasn't there" rafe spat, taking his eyes off the road momentarily to look at you before turning his head back.
"what does it matter to you rafe, i just wanted to have fun and i don't regret it. so tell topper i don't care." you huffed, sinking into your seat, not even believing the words coming out of your own mouth.
"like topper would care anyways" he stated, clenching his jaw so hard you thought it would actually break. "what?"
"toppers not the one that cares." you looked at him dumbfounded, taken aback by his statement. "what do you mean rafe?"
he ignored your statement as he kept driving into the night, the uneasy silence resting heavily in the air. you tapped your fingers against the armrest, watching the trees blur into a haze of green before tannyhill came into view.
"i thought you were taking me home?" you asked, your question again going unanswered until the car came to a halt.
"you're staying at mine, get out." he huffed, walking around the car before swinging your door open and helping you down.
"why would i stay at yours? you're my twin brother's best friend. stop being an idiot rafe" you huffed, halting your movements and staying right out the front of his door.
"you're not the one to be calling shots" rafe said, once again pulling you by the hand up to his room. before you could think he sat you down softly on his bed, kneeling down to look you in the eyes as if to see if you were high or not.
"go away, i'm not high. and you do not have the moral high ground right now"
"shut up" he sighs, resting his large hands down on your bare thighs. "what?" you gasp, ready to smack his touch away the second you could bring yourself to do it.
"do you actually not know how much you drive me crazy?" rafe asks, his stare almost burning holes in your eyes as he looked at you. "i've had my eye on you since we were 3, making sure you never came to me asking for coke or weed, because you know what i would do if anything happened to you? i would go fucking insane."
"rafe..." you sighed, bringing your hand up to his warm cheeks and he leant into your touch. "no. no, don't say anything, i don't wanna hear it-"
he was cut off by your lips touching his, your hands lifting to feel his spiky buzz cut underneath your fingertips. he immediately starting kissing you back as if before this he had never taken a breath before, and you were his oxygen.
his searing touch made its way under your shirt and up to the bottom on your bra, running his hands up and down as he pushed you back so you lay on his soft sheets.
you felt him pull at the hem of your cami, the dainty pink fabric peeling off swiftly as you were left in your bra and skirt. he looked up at you with love-drunk eyes, pupils dilated and black while he started kissing down your neck.
"wait- rafe, no. we can't. topper." you gasped as you somehow leaned even more into his touch as the words came out of your mouth. he halted his actions for a moment, pulling back so he could look at you.
"fuck topper" he spoke as he pulled his shirt off swiftly, his perfect tan skin and abs making you bite your lip. you squealed as he picked you up and brought you to the top of his bed, leaning your head softly against the pillows.
"you're so pretty, so so pretty baby" he uttered, unzipping your skirt and pulling it down your soft legs. "we don't have to do this yeah? only if you want."
you didn't think you could actually adore this man more, but he surprised you every word he spoke.
"please rafe" you whined, dragging your acrylics against his abs as you watched the goosebumps from your touch.
he let out a quiet "fuck" as he smashed his lips onto yours once more.
you reached down to the waistband of his pants feeling around before pulling back as you felt an unfamiliar metal-shaped object.
he looked down at your movements as you stopped "whoops, my bad ma." he pulled the gun out of his waistband and tucked it under the pillow you weren't resting against, going back to kissing you as you giggled.
he undid his belt swiftly, pulling down his pants and boxers until his hard member came into view. you didn't even have time to think of how massive it was as he went down to kiss you once more, pulling your panties aside and entering a finger into you.
"shit, you're so fucking tight." he sighed against your lips.
you whined in response, reaching down to his cock and pumping it in your hand. "can't wait any more rafe."
"its ok baby, i've got you"
you gasped loudly as he first entered into you, the large intrusion making you whine in both pain and pleasure.
"yeah, cmon. you can take it baby. you can take it"
his strokes were slow and powerful, filling you up until you felt as though you would snap. his groans soon filled the room as he pounded into you.
"you're so so good to me baby, can't believe we haven't done this sooner. gonna make you mine ma" he moaned, that statement bringing you over the edge as you came around him with a moan.
"thank you thank you thank you" you chanted, your acrylics surely making bright red scratches to his muscly back while you came.
random headcanons of weird!reader and rafe cameron
reader who's a weird sleeper and will wake up with rafe on the edge of the bed and the covers fully on you
rafe who has been dragged down a hole of brainrot shows and videos, on night you made him watch the entirety of smiley friends and he could feel himself dying
reader who has made rafe buy so many plushies and stuffed animals for him and if rafe ever says no reader just starts crying and pouting which quickly gets him that stuffed animal
rafe who once made fun of your face mask when you were doing your skin care and was quick to shut up when you forced him to do it with you
reader who makes rafe do tiktok dance with him but rafe never lets him post them because he's embarrassed by it
rafe who questions why he ever started fucking you in the first place but then remembers when he sees your instagram, fine as hell with a banging body
reader who is constantly calling and texting rafe about literally anything, you could see a squirrel on your way to work and you'd immediately text him to tell him
rafe who may act like he hates it but kind of enjoys knowing about every little thing about your day
reader who is always nipping at rafe, pinching his arm while watching a movie or biting on his bicep randomly, leaving marks that rafe later struggles to cover up