emi's crushing ♡~♡

yearning so hard i had to make a blog about it

[eveningoutwithyourbf]

intro!!

u can call me emi! i'm transmasc (any pronouns), pansexual and sixteen ^_^

as it currently stands, this blog will be veeryyy mlm/t4t focused for... reasons that will be immediately noticable

i am underage however there may be rare instances of slightly nsfw posts (probably only in reblog form), i'd prefer to not receive any asks of that nature thank you very much

this is a sideblog so expect all the things that come with that (main/fandom blog is @affinity-on-high if yall wanna be moots)

basic dni - just don't be a weirdo

this is just meant to be the place for me to yearn and pine and long and daydream about my crush/the concept of a partner so that's all you can expect from me lolll

thx 4 reading ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡

[bylerholic-705]

i wanna commit faggotry with someone

[eveningoutwithyourbf]

i always imagined that i would be the more confident and assured person in the relationship but i've recently, unfortunately, realised that that is absolutely not the case ;~~; anytime were showing any kind of pda i just can't seem to let my guard down and it fucking kills me. i literally have my dream person devoting 100% of their attention to me and there i am looking around in fear that some asshole is judging us

[fyxchomp]

date night idea we watch your favourite movie and then we watch my favourite movie and then we make out

[vampiriqqkiss]

love getting in bed and being warm in blankets but i wish there was a boy cuddling me in there too

[eveningoutwithyourbf]

breaking news yall WE HUGGED 😭😭😭😭😭 AND THEY INITIATED 😭😭😭😭 AND ASKED ME IF I WAS OKAY WITH IT BEFORE 😭😭😭😭 fawk me

[eveningoutwithyourbf]

i would pay millions to see the look on december emi's face if i could tell them that in addition to hugging EVERY time we say goodbye, we also sit absoloutely plastered to each others sides, spend up to a minute just staring into each others eyes (mind you, if you asked me at ANY point in my life in reference to EVERY other person i'd say i absoloutely DESPISE eye contact...) and occasionally hold hands + he goes out of their way to hang out with me.... i think he'd explode

[eveningoutwithyourbf]

would pay quite a bit to see the look on march emis face if i could tell him that they hold my hand IN FRONT IF OTHER PEOPLE and all of our mutual friends tease us and ship us.

[eveningoutwithyourbf]

breaking news. i love him so bad. ok. bye.

[oldbutchdanielmolloy]

too perverted for the normies not perverted enough for the real perverts how am i supposed to make it in this crazy world

[eveningoutwithyourbf]

boldest i've ever gotten over text (or, yk, in general). he lowkey started it. we've been more casual about saying highkey suggestive stuff. how can i enjoymy trip when i miss him so bad. can summer break come quicker pls

[m0rtesagrada-backup]

[eveningoutwithyourbf]

what does it mean when multiple of my friends have said that it's obvious they like me but i'm still not convinced he isn't just joking

[lornasallydane]

Computer. Iris by the goo goo dolls. Loud enough to kill.

[stuckinapril]

(in love with you) (bursting at the seams to talk to you) (heart teeming chest aching) hey how are you

[freakoutgirl]

perhaps. i do want to be loved. unfortunate.

[eveningoutwithyourbf]

we're at that point where we're definitely something but we're too scared to say it ...

[crybabyjellyfish]

God you're such a fucking nerdy loser *rips off clothes*

[eveningoutwithyourbf]

breaking news yall WE HUGGED 😭😭😭😭😭 AND THEY INITIATED 😭😭😭😭 AND ASKED ME IF I WAS OKAY WITH IT BEFORE 😭😭😭😭 fawk me

[eveningoutwithyourbf]

i would pay millions to see the look on december emi's face if i could tell them that in addition to hugging EVERY time we say goodbye, we also sit absoloutely plastered to each others sides, spend up to a minute just staring into each others eyes (mind you, if you asked me at ANY point in my life in reference to EVERY other person i'd say i absoloutely DESPISE eye contact...) and occasionally hold hands + he goes out of their way to hang out with me.... i think he'd explode