just vibes (tm)

things, aesthetics, multifandom etc. 30s, she/her ancientcrystals on ao3

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[eveningvibecheck]

laptop stickers! still plenty of space to use here but every sticker is a gift that must be placed mindfully

[strang3lov3]

Kieran Culkin for NYT, 2024

[cosmicwavelengths]

he’s so cute i just want to encase him in amber and put him on my desk

[redzombie]

Mensis

[lazylittledragon]

i love my tavs but also i think they should kiss

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so Tumblr feels like the place to yap about my newfound gender crisis (minor, tbh, let's say it's a 3 on the Richter scale???) at the grand old age of thirty fucking two??? maybe???

I've had gender feelings before, many times actually, for most of my life. I've always come back to the thought that I am a woman and while I do not fit all the ways I was socialised to think about womanhood, that doesn't mean I'm not. but I think that I was ignoring other stuff about what I actually wanted, and it all kinda came to a head coming up with my new d&d character and crying about people using she/they pronouns for them and how lovely it would be if the party accepted her without question

enjoy a journal about it. I'm gonna tag all this stuff as gender feelings. and most of it probably won't make any sense, because I really don't know how I feel at the moment, but I wrote some affirmations to try and ground myself and remember that whatever I end up resonating with most, I'm gonna be okay.

[pompomposting]

he’s in a bouquet

omg he is in a bouquet...

[eveningvibecheck]

I was completely unmotivated today feeling really just like trash. and then I remembered my bloodweave WIP and I started spiralling about food made with blood and now I've had to email a little snippet to my Gmail because yeah I wasn't motivated to work today but I was motivated to do this ummmmm

also related but not: HOW are there only 21 fics tagged as omega gale. I need omega gale fics stat

[queerasian]

show of all time

[leghorned]

HE FROM ON HIGH RAVING EVERYMAN

STRANGER-IN-BATHROOM STAIRMASTER

disco elysium-inspired portraits, thoughts below

kendall — the boy prince with a crown of thorns, imprisoned at the top. he overlooks the city, painfully distant from it all. a reflection in broken glass haunts him; his father, the waiter, himself. shattered and bloodied and dripping onto him still. so high and so blue, a puzzle barely together. his gaze tells you he knows how pathetic he is.

connor — the relatable uber-rich. the eldest son, forgotten, overtaken by the background. his political ambitions are yet another hobby to fill a void; his ranch, his wine, his presidency. he is pastel, faded, swathed in republican red that even then is all vanity. sees himself in screens. he is blowing away in the wind.

roman — doing the dirty work in the dirty room. he's ready to sling over offers and quick wit but there is a childishness about him, like he's scrawled in crayon. something's off, something's wrong with him and you can't figure out what exactly. he lives within it, then: slimy and blood-hot and close. his eyes dart around. the trained dog that might just bite when he's nervous.

shiv — all that effort to go nowhere. a girl with a pearl earring: wealthy, intriguing, unknowable. can't be bothered to face you fully, but baring her back in the process. bathed in the lines of light that her father gives her in inches. she is doomed to be pushed, and to be helped back up, which might be worse than the falling. exuding something sharp, startling, hot pink: forever pinky.

and if you got here... THANKS 4 reading & looking

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therapy is working I think

[flodaya]

this show is making me contemplate ending it all

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finally finished covering this journal I think 🥹💜 thankfully I still have tons of pages left but this is the journal I have been the most consistent with in my life so far so it deserves these stickers and to be pretty

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so I found my old Tumblr from when I was 23. not the OG fifteen year old girl one but still, I'm turning 33 in April so nearly ten years ago. a little time capsule of cringe

honestly prob going to stay on this one and keep that one preserved, like a mosquito in Jurassic Park. who knows what horrors could be unleashed

[the-shanpai]

[yharnam-is-a-fuck]

[yendarvis]

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