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reminder: do not talk to me.

there is nothing here for you.

I have a pair of oven mitts that simply do not work. You wear them and your hand still gets burned through the mitt. What sort of clown hell world are we living in?

evercall

me too bro let’s find their manufacturers and turn their blood into orange juice.

huge red flag when someone is participating in your shared interests “for you.” thats not a shared interest. that’s a bird of paradise doing a little dancey dance.

your life partner should have their interests for themself, they should perform this interests regardless of you. this is true shared passion.

#ramblings #relationships #people frustrate me with how shallow of a domestic relationship they are willing to have #in the more traditional sense

anasabdin

Abandurance

one day, multiplicity will just be a 'thing' and not a borderline taboo topic swarming with gatekeepers from all directions.

it happened with ADHD and Autism.

just hang in there, all.

#neurodiversity #multiplicity #syscourse dni

please stop bringing me to mental health services in the bible belt, there’s no amount of seroquel or zoloft that can ‘fix’ a traumatized autistic

#mental health #autistic #stop trying to medicate autism #stop trying to treat PTSD with antidepressants #listen to us #talk to us #understand us #help us #support us #why won’t you just do that #why is it always pills #i don’t want your stupid fake meds #psychiatry was invented because lobotomies were frowned upon #and so they just found a chemical lobotomy is way more socially acceptable #please research this i am serious.

i use the dropper tool on the electrical outlet absorbing 15mL of power

#shitpost

i am an obligate bed sprawler

#shitpost

for anyone who needs a break…

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#my art #my gif #my pixel art #pixel art #pixel gif #tea #matcha #hot matcha #hot tea #green tea #steam #mug #icon #sprite #loop

You won’t ever understand.

Every day, I am possessed by an array of bumbling fuckheads that puppet this vessel around.

Every day, the planet’s resources are wasted and checks are failed. Every day, the philosophies which have been democratically or otherwise agreed upon are tarnished to the point of comedy. Every day, decisions are made and then promptly forgotten. Every day, a mockery of each facet of our inner self is made sequentially of each that manages to show up. Every day, all efforts made are equally undone in some other aspect. Every day, my ribcage increasingly belongs strewn somewhere in the topsoil of a forgotten garden bed. Every day, mental notes dissolve before anything can be accomplished. Every day, another endeavor lies a neglected half finished obstacle. Every day, an entirely attainable goal is unmet due to unjustifiable circumstances.

Every day, I myself am forced to live through this.

Every day, I decide to stop.

Every day, it happens again.

Every day, I see myself cease to exist.

Every day, I become someone unrelated.

Every day, memories of my life are scrambled.

Every day, I mourn my own death.

Every day, I am forced to continue living anyways.

Every day, the replacement forgets my pain.

Every day, I beg for lobotomy.

And in response, I am eviscerated from the inside and used to decorate my surroundings.

Every day, I wake up.

#sad #dark poetry #dark poem #dark thoughts #dissociation #vent #my writing #my poem #is this a poem?#is this a vent?#is this anything #lonely #cycles #funny how cycles work #cw sui ideation #tw sui ideation

if an arachnophobe is gleefully describing the torture and dismemberment of arachnids in front of an individual who has already expressed their profuse love and compassion for these creatures, then that is exactly the same level of abusive and horrific as gleefully shoving spiders in an arachnophobe’s face and gushing about how cute the spiders are.

stop fucking talking about these creatures as if they’re lesser. centipedes, scorpions, ants, flies, all of them. they are as beautiful to some of us as a swan or a horse is to you.

me watching you murder a “bug” is the same as you watching someone murder a dog or cat. do not show me that shit. do not talk about that shit.