You won’t ever understand.
Every day, I am possessed by an array of bumbling fuckheads that puppet this vessel around.
Every day, the planet’s resources are wasted and checks are failed. Every day, the philosophies which have been democratically or otherwise agreed upon are tarnished to the point of comedy. Every day, decisions are made and then promptly forgotten. Every day, a mockery of each facet of our inner self is made sequentially of each that manages to show up. Every day, all efforts made are equally undone in some other aspect. Every day, my ribcage increasingly belongs strewn somewhere in the topsoil of a forgotten garden bed. Every day, mental notes dissolve before anything can be accomplished. Every day, another endeavor lies a neglected half finished obstacle. Every day, an entirely attainable goal is unmet due to unjustifiable circumstances.
Every day, I myself am forced to live through this.
Every day, I decide to stop.
Every day, it happens again.
Every day, I see myself cease to exist.
Every day, I become someone unrelated.
Every day, memories of my life are scrambled.
Every day, I mourn my own death.
Every day, I am forced to continue living anyways.
Every day, the replacement forgets my pain.
Every day, I beg for lobotomy.
And in response, I am eviscerated from the inside and used to decorate my surroundings.
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