Vivianne couldnât stay at the Hotel bar any longer - not after she had been found, by another, not after their conversation had made things worse. She had thought, she had hoped that alcohol would quiet what raged within her head. But she had been so, so wrong. It hadnât done a damn thing for her, it had only made her feel even less in control.
Yet, the idea of returning to a quiet apartment was appalling; the idea of being alone in a quiet apartment was appalling. Aware that it was somewhat late, there was only one person, one that she could even fathom going to at this hour while alcohol coursed through her veins, as guilt licked at her heart and soul, as ugly vehemence twisted her thoughts into things dark - Everett. Everett, who had seen her in dresses with a polite smile pasted to her face and eyes carefully downcast as she was shown off, who knew just how dramatically her world had fallen apart, who had watched her make something lethal of herself and done the same for himself, who, once she settled upon him, she realized she hadnât personally seen or heard from all day. Worry, deep, irrational and true speared through her - how had she forgotten to personally check on him? How had she forgotten when she knew his almost fastidious avoidance of doctors, when she knew how he was loathe to show weakness in any form?
And so, with this suddenly weighing on her, choking her further, she set course for his apartment, arriving it short order, banging on the door with little care for the time.
âEverett, please. God, please, please open the door,â she mumbled, words slightly slurred (as the rest would be), as fist moved to pound on the door for a second time, this time more urgently, more impatiently than the first when he hadnât answered. She hadnât the slightest idea why she had convinced herself that she needed confirmation now that he was okay, but she had.Â
As the door opened, eyes fixed upon his face for a moment, expression clearly betraying her relief that he had answered at all. âEv.â The name slipped from lips wrapped around a sigh, grateful that Everett hadnât managed to find such ruination that he couldnât answer. âI didnât know⊠I neededâŠâ she said, struggling to articulate care. âI didnât see you earlier,â she finally said settling on blunt as she often did, drunk or sober, âAnd I didnât want to go home.â She paused for a moment, shrugging, as if neither of these admissions were a big deal.
Then, eyes swept across him, as she took her measure of what she found, the sight oddly sobering, clearing some of the alcohol-induced fog away as adrenaline and concern came to the forefront. The black eye and bruised features werenât a true cause for concern - they might have made her smile for the sheer visibility in them was counter to everything their childhoods had stood for, but eyes widened instead, fixed upon his abdomen for a moment at what heâs left for her to witness. Even not truly sober or entirely herself, she could process that some of them were bad. âEverett,â she hissed, eyes snapping from his abdomen and the wounds that were still weeping blood to his face, as anger played across hers - though it was born of concern rather than something ugly. âWhat the fuck? Why do you insist on doing this?âÂ
Confusion and caution furrowed his brow in an expression of concern as Everett analyzed every aspect of the tanned skin stretched across her relieved expression. Her inability to articulate even the most basic of worries paired with the telltale looseness of limbs betrayed her lack of sobriety, but that was not a cause for concern. The hunched shoulders and desperate eyes, flooded with uneasy loneliness and violent distress, obvious in her every action urged him forward with the need to reassure her; yet he remained stationary. Calloused fingers, previously soft with the absence of such outward violence of this war, maintained a gentle grip on the smooth oak of the door if only to resist the furious need gather his friend into a hug.Â
The sudden anger painting her tone morphed his pervious concern into annoyance. Determination, foolish when considering the severity of the wounds inflicted upon his form, hardened his gaze until it was filled with irritation. She had no right to chastise him for avoiding the undoubtedly overwhelmed hospitals when her concern manifested hours after the event, a dull reminder of obligations served to satisfy her own emotions.Â
âLeave it be, Viv." Voice aching with the cumbersome defeat the day had brought, Everett knew he did not possess the energy to argue with her angry expression. He would not hesitate to slam the door in her face at the first mention of seeking some type of aid outside the four walls of this building.
Before she was even granted a chance to argue, Everett was already moving back into his apartment. He was conscious of every movement, making sure the sudden absence of his grip did not provide any pressure to swing the door shut; instead, leaving it open for Vivianne to enter at a time of her own choosing. With his back turned and attention occupied, he hoped to grant her a moment of privacy to gather the emotions previously dancing across her features.
Hardwood gave way to cool tiles as he moved into the kitchen, visible from the door due to the open layout of the space. Fatigued hands moved with muscle memory as he opened the cabinet to grab one of the many glasses lining the cupboard. Everett choked back a hiss of pain as his healing skin pulled against the fresh stitches with his reach. Unwilling to admit any weakness into even his closest of friends, Everett simply carried on with the task at hand. Cup grasped firmly in his hand, he moved to the sink to fill the glass with cool water before setting it on the granite peninsula separating the kitchen from the rest of the apartment. Looking up to address his unexpected houseguest, Everett motioned to the glass with nothing more than a âDrink that. Youâll feel better.âÂ
Without the energy to spare her a second glance, Everett walked back to the still lit bathroom settled to the side of the living room. The bottle of scotch sat unmoved on the bathroom counter where he had left it. The unpleasant taste of alcohol sat heavy on his tongue for only a moment as he took another swig from the bottle. Peeling away the gauze from the still bleeding wound marring his abdomen, Everett resisted the urge to study the still-bleeding wound further in a desperate attempt to delay the inevitable pain that came from clumsy finger attempting to stitch flesh back together. It wasnât the first time - in his life and even in tonight - that he had been forced to repair his own broken body. Scars already healed welcomed the latest addition to the crude painting of past violence marring his flesh.Â
Fumbling fingers moved across the counter until they grasped the suture. Stuttered puffs of breath covering grunts of pain echoed through the stagnant air of the confined room as Everett carefully stitched the wound closed. Tying off the final stitch, Everett allowed himself to feel the slightest feeling of relief before taping down the dressing. Finally finished, Everett made his way back to the company still in attendance in his apartment with an apology already falling from his lips. "I'm sorry, Viv. I didn't mean treat you with hostility, I was just... distracted."