im chasing the stars, im chasing you

[side blog] my name is tika, feel free to message me for anything ! im probably mostly gonna be posting poetry now :)

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wassup bitches im back and abt to make some positive changes

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psa announcement

hey guys so i think i’m gonna be taking a haitus from this acct, i’ll probably still post poetry and stuff, i’m not going to be deleting and i’ll maybe still check it every once in a while but i’m done with running a suggestion blog. thank you so much to everyone who has followed and supported this blog and you can all still reach me at @crossedstars !! come follow and hmu <3

[charlottewellss]

Caspar David Friedrich. Details. (x)

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i’m painting my nails and painting my face and hoping that one day i can paint the insides of my guts

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my eyes are deeply set with sleep

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i want to take a bite of the moon like a mango, dripping dust and american flags. i want to pop the stars in my mouth - 3 at a time like the grapes we shoved in our cheeks in elementary school, proudly showing it off. i want to feel full and heavy and drop to the floor with stars in my belly.

[astroghost]

space vore

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i want to take a bite of the moon like a mango, dripping dust and american flags. i want to pop the stars in my mouth - 3 at a time like the grapes we shoved in our cheeks in elementary school, proudly showing it off. i want to feel full and heavy and drop to the floor with stars in my belly.

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do you ever look at someones eyes and think, “you cant be real. the gods themselves had to have crafted you.”

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it hit me hard last night even the stars dont last forever

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there is a hole in the pit of my stomach, a hole in the center of my heart. i have dreams and i have thoughts but they just seem to fall through and smash to the solid ground.

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HEY YOU GUYS THANKS SO MUCH FOR 1.5K !!!!!!!

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Can you do the name Vic? Or Victoria? I don't care what pronouns you use for it.

you’re a try hard with a smile that’s too big for your facea hand that shakes before you give a too firm handshake

you’re an overachiever with a mind that it always spinning around jupitera heart that’s bigger than saturn’s rings

you’re too muchyou really are

you cry whenever you feel anythingyou scream whenever you hurt anythingand you are always first in line

but you are youand i wouldn’t trade You for anyone else

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Reagan!! if you're still doing the blurb thing. :>

You fingers clack over the keyboardMonotoneBleary eyed

The time ticks on and onWithout restTeary eyed

What makes you so sad, loveThumping heartBreathing chest

What makes you so impatient, loveTapping feetBlushing cheeks

Your sweater vests are choking youBright blueKissy face

Come on, loveSmile for me

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hey babes, sorry for the inactivity i'll be doing the rest of the blurbs in my inbox now, thanks for your patience 🌠💖

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I didn’t need you in the way you needed me

Hey there tiny eyes I heard that you missed me “With all her heart” is what they keep telling me

Hey there tiny eyes Don’t you cry I can hear you behind all the doors I’ve surrounded myself with I’m sorry they’re so daunting I’m sorry if they’re haunting

Hey there tiny eyes I can hear you knocking You have always been so insistent But for what What are you expecting

I know I didn’t try as much as I should have And that everything didn’t really fall into place But hey you have to give me some credit At least my hallways are empty

I know I promised I would send you pictures of the stars But I never really had the time And I always forgot And I had a family member visiting And whatever other excuse I could pull out of my ass

I know I told you that we would grow old together But I guess in my world of shitty “live fast die young” facebook quotes Forever Only meant two months

Hey there tiny eyes Do you dream about slamming doors too? Because I remember the way you flinched at the way the floors shook Could you feel it too?

Hey there tiny eyes I never told you When the tears were streaming down your cheeks and the midafternoon sun was slanting into the bare room I swear You looked beautiful

Hey tiny eyes You never told me When I held your cold fingers between mine, did you feel something Did you feel as if god himself was caressing you and was telling you that he placed me right in front of you Did you feel as if my fingers held something meaningful Between the chewed fingernails and the dry knuckles and calloused fingertips Did you find the secrets of the universe

Tell me tiny eyes Did you ever find what you were looking for Was I ever able to give that to you

Maybe I should have told Once Just once When the evening sun was bouncing and spinning off of your curls and dancing with your freckles That you were beautiful

It’s just I never needed beautiful I needed real

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If you're still accepting them, could you possibly do Olivia? -coweringsuggestion

You sit underneath the tree and just wait it outthe sky was swirling, shakinga witch’s brewthunder boomed in your ears, too close

You sit underneath the only thing giving you protectionIts branches wrapped around you like a blanketIts leaves patting your back, soothing

The rain was battering down, hardyour hair was slicked against your head with moisture

You wonder if this tree was a person once, a long time agoif they had children to take care ofyou wonder if this tree ever will ever be a person, maybe soonif maybe its long willowy branches would morph into boney fingersits high reaching leaves would turn into golden blonde hair that reflected the sunlight into your eyesif the dark brown bark would melt into chocolaty, homey eyes

would she hold you tight against the oncoming stormwould she whisper it would all be ok

would she sing you bedtime songswould she read to you in the bath

would she let you call her mommy

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hey for the name thing (if you're still accepting them) could you do Eleanor?

Your mother had gently lifted your head by the chin and forced you to look into her eyesyou had been crying, that must was obviousyour string of bright pink fake pearls had been broken, shattered, scattered across the hard wood floorsyour sort pale heart had been ripped and teased and their mean words still echoed in your pretty little headshhh she had saidpromise me youll never cry she had saidpromise youll never let them get to you

Your mother was dying and all she could do was hold your hands and hope you looked her in the eyesyou had been crying, once again of coursea shiny necklace of silver white pearls was tucked into your still young and hopeful fingers by old, withered onesyour hardening heart was getting ready to spasm until it had stopped beating for goodshhh she had saidpromise me youll never stop fighting she had saidpromise me that youll never go down easy

Your mother was long gone and she couldnt possibly expect you to visit her grave, youre sure she understood at leastyou didnt cry about it anymorea string of dulled out pearls laid across your prominent starved collarbonesyour heart wasnt hardened but it may as well have beenshhh you murmur to yourselfyou did the best you could, you sayyou fulfilled your promise