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[wolfyoucanttame]

But when someone is gone and you're the primary keeper of his memory , letting go would be a kind of murder, wouldn't it ? I had so much love for him, even if it was a complicated love, and where is all that love supposed to go? He was gone, so it couldn't change. It couldn't turn to indifference. I was stuck with all that love.

[wolfyoucanttame]

A girl is never really grocery shopping, btw. She is grocery shopping and running away from the horrors. She is grocery shopping and trying to find her childhood whimsy somewhere between the aisles. She is grocery shopping and feeling an amount of grief that is insurmountable. But she is never just grocery shopping.

- stuckinapril

[wolfyoucanttame]

Could fulfillment ever be felt as deeply as loss?

- Kiran Desai, the inheritance of loss

[wolfyoucanttame]

And if I ever cross your mind now, I hope the thought of me fills your mouth with the taste of regret. I hope you try to swallow it down, and it gets stuck in your throat.

Shayla Canare, I never wanted you to become a memory

[wolfyoucanttame]

How odd, I can have all this inside me and to you its just words.

- David Foster Wallace, The Pale King

[wolfyoucanttame]

Still there is an ache in you, and the more you do not know, the worse the ache.

- Fyodor dostoyevsky, notes from the underground

[wolfyoucanttame]

When you are not fed love on a silver spoon, you learn to lick it off knives.

-Lauren Eden

[wolfyoucanttame]

I'll have to remember you for longer than I knew you, and I don't think I'll ever come to terms with that.

[wolfyoucanttame]

You could stab me in the chest, and I'd still apologize for getting blood on your clothes.

[wolfyoucanttame]

Someone has to leave first. This is a very old story. There is no other version of this story.

Richard Siken - the worm king's lullaby

[wolfyoucanttame]

Please tell me I am not as forgettable as your silence is making me feel.

[wolfyoucanttame]

The good news is I survived knowing you. The bad news is you were something I had to survive.

-fortesa Lafiti

[wolfyoucanttame]

Forgiveness is another way of saying that something didn't happen, and I refuse to give it to you. If I have to drag the weight of all the worst things you ever did, behind me everywhere I go, then you do, too.

-Fortesa Lafiti

[wolfyoucanttame]

In my dreams, I apologize to everyone I meet. Instead of introducing myself, I apologize for not knowing why I am alive. I am sorry. I am sorry. I apologize. In real life, oddly enough, when I am fully awake and out and about, if I catch someone's eye, I quickly look away. Perhaps this too is a form of apology.

- Claudia Rankine

[wolfyoucanttame]

I don't know if I will ever feel love without feeling doubt.

[wolfyoucanttame]

The forgiveness of October air, which smells naked, new and accepts the shape of everything in its mouth.

-Bob Hicok,from 'Days are getting longer'

[wolfyoucanttame]

Thank you @itissobadass and everyone who got me to 500 reblogs!

[wolfyoucanttame]

The thing with October is, I think, it somehow gets in your very blood. Unapologetically. Almost Ruthlessly.