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I had to have an operation on my knee, i cant move at all and gained all my weight back- time to ed again ya’ll

living w/ the guilt is the hardest thing for me~ BRO I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO- i just cheated on one of my tests... fuck me~ how do i deal with this

Restart today:

Im sad and depressed that’s why im just gonna starve myself to death...

Im back.

I CAN’T STOP FUKIN EATING

fucked up

I’ve been fucking up my eating lately- someone told me i gained... like holy shit- i gained like 5lbs.... WILL FAST STARTING TODAY fuck

start of diet is tom-

monday let’s go

aestheticthin1

once I loose 30 lbs, get my nails done, make my bed and get sexier underwear, it’s over for you bitches

psychedeliki

Νever let your loneliness

drive you back to toxic people.

On track

Yo i think i’m back on track- i fuckin broke my knee and im wearing a cast. And am planning to eat less,, like rlly less.. around 300 calories a day,, lets do this shit-

FUCK IM SO IN LOVE WITH HER

(Yeri from red velvet)

#ana #bulimia #thinspo #ed #if #mia #pro ana #ulzzang #skinny #skinnyspo

KILL ME RN

hello, i just want to die rn- I REALLY DONT WANT TO STAY HERE ANYMORE - I WANNA CUT MYSELF SO BAD but i don’t have a fukin cutter- IM SO FUKIN DONE

PERIOD

i suddenly got my period the other day,, and my weight ballooned to 133.6lbs. I gained so much again. Trying to get down to 129 again by Sunday~ can’t afford to gain weight cus I'm going to college soon and I want to be the pretty girl for once. Also bought me some facial masks to clear my skin. will also be working on my sleep schedule (its currently 3am so will start tonight) ~ hopefully, I’ll be at 126lbs by august 24 which is next-next week. I'm so nervous. praying to dear lord I can do it.

s/n: I got myself a MacBook :) will be posting long updates from now on.

mcdonalds binge

I wanted to eat some mcdonalds because i was craving it so bad.

Weighed at 130.6lbs before the horror began,, ended up 132.2lbs and then purged it till i get to 131.0lbs~ i think my binge/purge cycle is coming back but only if i eat at night. ;—;