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Hallo, all ihr lieben "Mamis", "Muttis", "Mütterchen" und wie ihr euch sonst noch so nennt...
Wenn ihr WIRKLICH und VON HERZEN meinen Kontakt wünscht und mich in einer der obigen genannten Rollen "verwöhnen" und WIRKLICH "behandeln" möchtet - dann kratzt 5.000 - 10.000 $ zusammen und besucht mich doch einfach. Ich wohne in Deutschland, okay?
Denn, wie es scheint, dann möchtet IHR ja wohl etwas von MIR - und nicht andersherum, oder? So lieblich wie ihr euch anbietet und eure "Dienste" kund tut... oh mein Gott, da scheint ihr die Auslebung dieser Rollen um Einiges mehr zu ersehen, wie ich meine! *lach*
Sollte aber euer Interesse allerdings andersherum gedacht sein - nämlich MIR das Geld aus der Tasche zu ziehen - dann gehabt euch bitte wohl, ja? Und kontaktiert mich bitte... BITTE... nie, nie wieder.
Ich bin zwar "komisch drauf"... und zudem auch noch ein MANN... aber nicht "vollblöd"!
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Hello, all you dear “moms”, ‘mommies’, “little moms” and whatever else you call yourselves….
If you REALLY and Sincerely want my contact and would like to “pamper” and REALLY “treat” me in one of the above roles - then scrape together $5,000 - $10,000 and just come visit me. I live in Germany, okay?
Because it seems that YOU want something from ME - and not the other way around, right? As sweetly as you offer yourselves and make your “services” known… oh my God, you seem to see the fulfillment of these roles a lot more, I think! laughs
But if your interest is the other way around - namely to take money out of MY pocket - then please be well, yes? And please contact me… PLEASE… never, never again.
I may be “weird”… and I'm also a MAN… but not “completely stupid”!
Bb: "Oh my gosh, why is the bathroom locked? Can you hurry up? I don’t know if I can hold it!"
Daddy: "That’s why you’ve got your diaper, sweetie. If you can’t wait a minute, your diaper will keep your dress dry. No worries!"
Bb: "But I want to be a big girl and stay dry today! I really just need to use the potty, right now!"
Anyone else wear a pull-up even for naps? I feel like I’ve been burned (or soaked) too many times to risk it…
JFFs | Throne
It’s been so long since I’ve had a weekend to myself—Saturday and Sunday, all mine. No one around. I’d been looking forward to it all week.
The moment the house went quiet, I changed into my last BeddyBye cloth diaper. It's a little embarrassing, but… cloth doesn’t hide the scent of pee like plastic-backed diapers do. So this was the night to use cloth. I could smell like a girl who can’t control her bladder and not have to worry about hiding anything.
I wet myself slowly through the evening—two, maybe three times. Just enough to feel that warmth soak in, that little rush of embarrassment and comfort blended into one. Eventually, I got hungry and decided to treat myself to a dinner out. Still padded, still soaked, and so looking forward to some noodles and ice cream!
I rarely drink too much when I go out—fear of bedwetting, or needing to get up multiple times during dinner. But Saturday night, I sat at the bar with two full glasses of water, a plate of noodles, and ice cream. I didn’t wet while I was there, but I felt it building—a bladder so full I could barely walk home without leaking.
Once I got home, I let everything gush into my diaper. And instead of changing, I decided I needed a little more bulk! I pulled out my XL Rearz diaper and thought—it's been far too long since I've double-diapered. I layered it right over my already soaked one.
This part’s a little private, but I want to write it down anyway: I love the sensation of messing myself. Not every time, but when it’s right, it’s wonderful. I don’t always have the ability to mess when I want to, so I like to simulate the experience. A few Calmol 4 suppositories—gentle, warm, cocoa butter and zinc. They don’t make me go, exactly, but they melt inside me, and when I push, or even just cough a little… it all slides out. It always surprises me. Like the real thing, without the mess or discomfort. And it’s soothing, not irritating like marshmallows or bananas can be.
So I spent the evening lounging in an absolutely soaking diaper, squishy warmth cradling every movement. Bulked out in my sweatpants, water bottle still in hand, still chugging. Every once in a while I’d do some “wetting gymnastics,” going upside down to feel the warmth spread to the top of the diaper. I wanted to see if I could leak out the top of the cloth diaper into the outer one, but unbelievably, I didn’t leak at all into the second layer. Hats off to Potty Training Dropouts.
I’m thinking my next experiment should be a Goodnite under an XL Rearz…
See all the pics and videos from the evening on JFFs!
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★ 【jebi】 「 初音ミク 」 ✔ republished w/permission ☆ follow btt’s fanart twitch stream!
oh my god. intro post. great idea.
updated 26/5/25
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Heya, we're the mimosa system (no not the cocktail), a plural system of around [UPDATE: 16 or so] or possibly more I don't know but that's where we're at right now
you can always listen to an album start to end in order to remember how beautiful life & art is
Imagine
Imagine that Drifter is not immune to a change. Sure they're safe from techrot... but not the Void. Imagine them starting to hear the singing the Holdfasts did. Imagine them having to fight off changing into a Void Angel. Imagine Eleanor hearing horrid screeching instead of singing when she peers into Drifter's Mind. She can't even look at Drifter without hearing it now. Imagine Lettie getting annoyed and worried (and it shows) for not knowing what to do, seeing that sickly sliver scarring grow more and more. Imagine Amir freaking out, trying to look through his game collection to see if he can get any idea how to help. If it works in game, maybe something similar can work here too right? ...Right? Imagine Aoi giving Drifter headphones and as many CDs as she can to give Drifter other songs to listen to, hoping to drown out those voices. Imagine Quincy steeling himself to be the one to take the shot before Drifter fully changes, hoping that they can reset to a point before this change took place. Imagine Arthur feeling like he failed Drifter. Failed the one who kept everyone alive and together. Failed the one who saved everyone. Failed the one he could lean on the most. Failed the one who understood him the most. Just Imagine. If this gave you any ideas, feel free to use this to act on it.
Got reminded again of my old coworker who was a massive misogynist but also trans inclusive. Told me he believed trans women are indeed women because "only women would be stupid enough to want to be women"
I wonder what he's doing now
He also aggressively corrected himself whenever he accidentally misgendered a trans guy we knew because "there's already more women than men in the world, the more numbers we steal from them, the better." Did that even when the trans guy wasn't around.
I need to point out that he was completely serious btw. This man had no sense of humor if he tried.
He was a cook at the restaurant/bar I was a bartender at, and almost punched a costumer once because he overheard him talking about how women belong in the kitchen. Told me he thought women should stay out of kitchens, that cooking is a man's job and when I asked him what he thinks women should be doing, he went quiet for a moment, then proceeded to explain to me the following
"I trust a bitch to run a kitchen as much as she can run a country, they should do shit like plumbing. Or electricity. Something you can just learn to do and don't need to lead, you know?"
Apparently women are good at "fixing shit". He claimed that he doesn't trust male plumbers or electricians except if they're gay because "something most be wrong with you if you want to go fix other people's houses, that's that maternal instinct"
Love that you guys seem to like the stories about my Guy, here's another. (also for context i need to say that english is not the language he spoke, and when i say 'fag', i'm using it for our version of the slur. Our Guy insisted that that's just how you call gay people in our language (it isn't))
We had an openly gay coworker who looked like it (crop tops, dyed hair, make-up) and he was often harassed by the waiters from the football bar next door. The gay dude had the same name as the Guy, who insisted that we would specify the he isn't gay, so they just became "Name" and "Not Gay Name". He was fine with that.
Oh he also once went on a rant about how he respects our gay coworker more than "those other fags" because "at least he has the balls to look like a fag, yknow? None of that sneaky shit where you can't tell if they're trying to fuck you or your girlfriend." When I then told him I was bi, he looked me over and called me some slurs before telling me that I don't need to rub it in that I can get both. Then he asked me if I think he's hot and when I told him no, he informed me I should stick with women because I clearly have shit taste.
He once accidentally bullied one of our younger waitresses out of an early eating disorder she was developing before working there (she told me about it after)
Boss gave us one meal from the menu a day as a job bonus, and we had this very shy seventeen year old working with us who was already nervous around men, but Our Guy was a 6'3 dude who only stopped yelling and cursing when he was not speaking at all. If he was the one cooking that day, he'd peek out of the kitchen an hour before he'd start closing it up, and would shout at you if you haven't ordered your meal yet because he hated cooking once he already cleaned. The waitress was scared shitless of him, and so whenever he would yell at her to "fucking order already", she'd panic and just pick something.
She didn't eat much but the first time she tried to throw out almost the whole plate, he got so personally insulted that he berated her for not picking something she'd like, and demanded to know what he did wrong. He got really upset about apparently not being able to cook something that this kid would like and I'm pretty sure he started putting in extra effort to make sure she would eat it this time? It lead to him quite literally standing over her like a hawk when she ate to "see her reaction" and demand an immediate review to see what he can improve.
She later told me that it she was so scared and awkward around him back then that it kind of overrode her fear of food, and that she still sometimes pretends she's back there, when she feels a bad episode coming on, so. He did do something good for the world i guess
Our Guy met a nonbinary person once when my friend came to visit me at work. He was just on a smoke break so I had to introduce them and when I said "They're visiting" he got confused and asked us how many people are there (and then threatened murder if they dare order something while he's on a break). I had to explain this man what a nonbinary person is, he thought about it for a second, called the whole thing "fucking stupid, there ain't that shit in nature" and then proceeded to very mockingly refer to them as (our language equivalent of) "your majesty" and use the pronouns you use for people you're supposed to respect (which is genderless and very formal)
My friend thought he was really funny before I explained to them that I'm pretty sure he thought he was being mean (but hey he it wasn't misgendering so yay)
Then (after his break) they ordered a vegan sandwich and we heard him cussing them out about how "they should pick a fucking struggle". Later I asked him about it and got told that "how much shit can you deny yourself? Cheese, gender, the fuck's next?"
"Cheese, gender, what the fuck's next?"
I like how his issue isn't with the "that shit ain't in nature" thing he mentioned, but the idea that being nonbinary is some form of self-deprivation and that they deserve a gender like everyone else.
More notes for The Study
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What a FASCINATING person
I'm thinking of kris repeating berdly's name in shock when you try to tell ralsei that you are going to the festival with berdly of all people. Thinking about the conversations we only get to hear half of, where kris presumably tells ralsei and susie that ralsei and asriel don't look that much alike. Thinking about all the times where kris changes the prompt we give them into something that they'd prefer to say.
Kris talks. They chatter, even, but we as the player don't get to hear it. They don't get a text box. We only ever know that they spoke at all from the reactions of other characters, and even then, we rarely know exactly what was said.
And part of this is that whoever the deltarune narrator is seems intent to pretending like kris doesn't exist. You check the mirror, and it says, "it's only you". Kris plays the piano and it says, "your hands begin moving on their own." If kris speaks without your permission, the narration doesn't acknowledge it at all, committed to the lie that kris doesn't exist beyond their role as our vessel. But that's not what this post is about.
This post is about how it's entirely possible that kris has tried to talk to us when no one else is around. They could have tried to tell us their plan, or begged us not to make certain decisions, or explained that we don't actually need to steal asriel's 5 dollars because they have a piggy bank buried in the front yard. Kris could be asking us questions, or asking us not to look for the bunker password because they have a plan and we should trust them, or asking us to let them sleep a bit longer, and we the soul just carry on the same regardless, their one-sided monologue falling on deaf ears. We would never even know, because of how thoroughly the narrative of deltarune has denied kris a voice.
Things I learned from Encyclopedia Eorzea III
Do with this what you will, ffxiv fandom.
G'raha and the tower appeared about 15 years after the Flood of Light. Ardbert and team were all already dead. "Our" Minfilia had already dissipated.
At the time, he looked like his normal self. He is described as a Mystel dressed as a mage, so we can assume people knew he was a "Mystel" at the time, vs. later when his appearance is only speculative.
A bunch of refugees clamored to the Crystal Tower when it appeared. He said yeah you can hang out here, the tower defenses will keep you safe.
And then fucked off for 4 years to survey the damage of the Flood of Light.
When he got back he knew shit was really fucked and ASAP started trying to figure out how the hell to get the WoL over for pizza
At some point he figures out he needed to address the WoL verbally for some reason for the summoning to work properly???
It doesn't.
He decides this shit is gonna take 5ever and I'm already having a quarter life crisis. I'm going to bind my aether to the tower. It's the one secret anti-aging trick that has doctors PISSED
It'll be great, like, he'll almost never age.
Downside, his body slowly becomes necrotic with crystal.
More time lost because he has to use aether to discretely animate his crystallized limbs and digits to keep their use.
At some point, early Crystarium dwellers get tired of asking him for his name (he won't give it) and him rejecting the crown they offer him so they start calling him the Crystal Exarch.
Exarch says OK and wheels out some Allagan nodes to help build what would become the Crystarium. Go ham, guys.
Since no one really recalls what the Exarch looks like in present day, G'raha likely began wearing a cowl after returning from traveling Norvrandt, or when his body begins to change. Those who remember are likely dead (age or sineaters) or sworn to secrecy.
The developing crystal, which he did his best to hide, prevented him from truly connecting with the others.
Sometime after this, an infant Lyna falls into his care.
Well technically the Settlement Council (because he was like hey let's have a representative government [not because I grew up in one or anything!]! I'll just be over here.)
But he was very involved in her upbringing.
Probably because he was close friends with her parents.
Who die tragically while serving in the Crystarium guard (Meaning that the guard is at least 30 years old, likely more, as her parents were known to have served in the guard since inception basically and Lyna is 33 in SHB)
G'raha was probably in his mid-eighties at this point, judging by Lyna's age in SHB (33) and that we know G'raha had the Crystal Exarch title for 9 decades + the 24 years he had lived before he entered the tower. (He is likely slightly older due to the intervening time between being awakened in the Bad Timeline and heading to the First.)
He FINALLY gets summoning to work something like 90 years later!!!!! Except it still doesn't! Five years before he could nab the WoL, he nabbed Thancred instead (oops). It took another 2 years for it to successfully transport a soul again.
the pronunciation of gif debate was/is so bad like I've said this before but the "two sides" of "the debate" both agree with each other that a word "should" have one singular "correct pronunciation" and that alternate pronunciations are "wrong" no matter how widespread they are, which is an inherently regressive idea that should be seen as a red flag. but the theoretically uncontroversial idea that it's completely normal for a word to have multiple common pronunciations that are equally valid is either completely ignored or dismissed as "ruining the fun" or whatever
I'm trying to think of an analogy here, like it's specifically a "debate" where the two sides are equally wrong for the same reason and it gets brought up literally any time anyone says the word "gif", and sometimes completely unprompted. it would be like, if any time someone referred to "the freezing point of water" or "the melting point of ice" there would always be someone insisting that you should have said the other one and that anyone who says what you just said is either a fool or being wrong on purpose. and if you say "literally what are you talking about, those two terms refer to the same thing in different contexts" they say "oh we're just having fun! teehee" because apparently getting mad at people on the internet is something the average person doesn't get enough of normally so they have to actively create pointless conflict just to get their fill
but it does matter! it's like, important to accept and acknowledge that different people can pronounce the same word in different ways and it's fine! what are you talking about!
but that's not... something i'm... talking about? alright maybe i'm not communicating well, let me try a more complex example
so like, uhhh. shipping for example. i ship characters A and B together, because i like their dynamic and there's a decent amount of subtext, and so on. B is also shipped with C, and considerably moreso. I personally think B/C has no merit, and whenever I see B/C content, i roll my eyes and perhaps find a likeminded friend to shittalk about it with, and merits of A/B over it.
but like. i'm not. a buffoon? like, i am in fact cognizant of that fact that neither A/B nor B/C are canonical relationships, therefore neither is more valid than the other. i understand that fanworks have no bearing on the source material and that fiction isn't real. when i speak of A/B's "superiority", it's recreational, i am exercising hyperbole as an avenue for my emotions.
so when a party might interject with "hey. you and that other person are both equally in the wrong, both literally and morally, because the concept of inviolable truth exists nowhere in reality, and to perpetuate the idea that it might exist anywhere, even in jest, is to stoke the forges of conservatism". i can't help but feel that this party is, maybe, not engaging with this on the level that i am?
this is why i allude to sports. i think that that, in an argument between two new yorkers about mets or yankees, on average, neither of them believes that their baseball team is legitimately ontologically superior in some way such that the other person is objectively in the wrong. but it's something to talk about. so yes, i think that someone coming up to them and saying "all sports are ethically repugnant because they enforce the winner-loser binary that modern western hegemonies are founded on", is in fact "spoiling their fun", even if what they are saying is true and based
okay, so you do in fact believe that this doesn't matter. like, to you saying "hey, it's politically regressive to suggest that any given word should have one singular correct pronunciation" is the same sort of thing as saying you're not allowed to care about fanfiction or whatever. which is, like. bad. that's not a good belief for someone to have.
wait hang on. i know it's not the point here but "all sports are ethically repugnant because they enforce the winner-loser binary that modern western hegemonies are founded on" is a bonkers fucking take what the hell
the pronunciation of gif debate was/is so bad like I've said this before but the "two sides" of "the debate" both agree with each other that a word "should" have one singular "correct pronunciation" and that alternate pronunciations are "wrong" no matter how widespread they are, which is an inherently regressive idea that should be seen as a red flag. but the theoretically uncontroversial idea that it's completely normal for a word to have multiple common pronunciations that are equally valid is either completely ignored or dismissed as "ruining the fun" or whatever
I'm trying to think of an analogy here, like it's specifically a "debate" where the two sides are equally wrong for the same reason and it gets brought up literally any time anyone says the word "gif", and sometimes completely unprompted. it would be like, if any time someone referred to "the freezing point of water" or "the melting point of ice" there would always be someone insisting that you should have said the other one and that anyone who says what you just said is either a fool or being wrong on purpose. and if you say "literally what are you talking about, those two terms refer to the same thing in different contexts" they say "oh we're just having fun! teehee" because apparently getting mad at people on the internet is something the average person doesn't get enough of normally so they have to actively create pointless conflict just to get their fill
but it does matter! it's like, important to accept and acknowledge that different people can pronounce the same word in different ways and it's fine! what are you talking about!
but that's not... something i'm... talking about? alright maybe i'm not communicating well, let me try a more complex example
so like, uhhh. shipping for example. i ship characters A and B together, because i like their dynamic and there's a decent amount of subtext, and so on. B is also shipped with C, and considerably moreso. I personally think B/C has no merit, and whenever I see B/C content, i roll my eyes and perhaps find a likeminded friend to shittalk about it with, and merits of A/B over it.
but like. i'm not. a buffoon? like, i am in fact cognizant of that fact that neither A/B nor B/C are canonical relationships, therefore neither is more valid than the other. i understand that fanworks have no bearing on the source material and that fiction isn't real. when i speak of A/B's "superiority", it's recreational, i am exercising hyperbole as an avenue for my emotions.
so when a party might interject with "hey. you and that other person are both equally in the wrong, both literally and morally, because the concept of inviolable truth exists nowhere in reality, and to perpetuate the idea that it might exist anywhere, even in jest, is to stoke the forges of conservatism". i can't help but feel that this party is, maybe, not engaging with this on the level that i am?
this is why i allude to sports. i think that that, in an argument between two new yorkers about mets or yankees, on average, neither of them believes that their baseball team is legitimately ontologically superior in some way such that the other person is objectively in the wrong. but it's something to talk about. so yes, i think that someone coming up to them and saying "all sports are ethically repugnant because they enforce the winner-loser binary that modern western hegemonies are founded on", is in fact "spoiling their fun", even if what they are saying is true and based
okay, so you do in fact believe that this doesn't matter. like, to you saying "hey, it's politically regressive to suggest that any given word should have one singular correct pronunciation" is the same sort of thing as saying you're not allowed to care about fanfiction or whatever. which is, like. bad. that's not a good belief for someone to have.
wait hang on. i know it's not the point here but "all sports are ethically repugnant because they enforce the winner-loser binary that modern western hegemonies are founded on" is a bonkers fucking take what the hell
oh also it's objectively not true? like take the literal olympics. there is very clearly not a binary but in fact first, second, and third place medals. you people literally just don't like sports
Some names just sound so ridiculously fake that had they been fictional, people would’ve rolled their eyes in complete disbelief. Like seriously. Wdym there’s a mf called Galileo Galilei. Stfu. You just made that up
Fastest man on earth is a guy called Usain Bolt. Sure I guess. There’s a poker player whose real name is Chris Moneymaker. Whatever. Scott Speed is a racecar driver. Founder of Tito’s Vodka is some guy called Bert Beveridge. There’s a former CNN bureau chief called William Headline. You’ve got to be fucking kidding me.
perhaps my most unpopular ace attorney opinion is that the necklace phoenix ate wasn't made out of fucking glass like y'all. it's plastic