i’m fine

Depressed thoughts are left here

[everythingisfinenot]

I’m tired of waking up and fighting this every day

[everythingisfinenot]

I am so alone

[everythingisfinenot]

It’s all downhill from here

[everythingisfinenot]

Can you be homesick without a home

[everythingisfinenot]

You promised

You’d never pressure me

To tell them

You promised.

[everythingisfinenot]

I have to stop drinking when I’m sad because my feelings come out

[everythingisfinenot]

Pretend friends

[everythingisfinenot]

I can’t see my future anymore

[thoughtportal]

[sadbeanlolfml]

Man, having no one to talk to really does fuck you up

[everythingisfinenot]

I am so alone

[everythingisfinenot]

I really don’t feel like being alive right now

[8nq-deactivated20161103]

im rotting its fine

[everythingisfinenot]

I’m starting to enjoy the empty feeling in my stomach again. It feels like skinny

[everythingisfinenot]

I will never be able to tell my parents that I’m dating a girl and my heart aches

[everythingisfinenot]

I think I’m falling for you but...

How do I explain to you

that I want to die

almost every day

How do I talk to you every day

and you have no idea

how much I hate being me

how hard it is to get out of bed

How failing a test

makes me want to die

makes me feel incompetent

makes me feel like a waste of space

How when no one talks to me all day

I feel forgotten

I feel unloved

I feel small

I feel alone

How do I tell someone

about what my brain tells me

Every

Single

Day

[everythingisfinenot]

This deep feeling in my chest

it doesn’t feel good

Does everyone feel this...

this hurt ?