Wide awake. At 4:20 a.m. Yay. If only I could sleep or someone was up to talk with me. sad face
Had a very strange/blurry day & night. All of the sudden I’m like why the hell am I still awake?! I can’t close my eyes bc I’m flooded with unwanted thoughts. Wish I was tired and didn’t have such off the wall sleeping patterns. Wish anything was consistent. How are you supposed to find a balance when your moods n emotions are constantly all over the place? I thought talking to my Dr about my anxiety/ocd/ random, severe mood swings for no reason….crying one min…flipping out over nothing… and super happy n excited the next. Doesn’t make sense at all. I never know how I’m going to feel from one day to the next. And I can’t stand it. I know I can’t live like this! So I agreed when she put me on 10mg prozac; almost 2 mths ago. After a mth, I went back bc it wasn’t doing anything. At all. Positive or negative. So she upped the dosage to 20 mgs. Been taking that for a few wks….no difference.
